Well.... My name is Alex. Or "Nothing" to some. I am a disorganized mess if you can't already tell. I guess I am just looking for friends or interesting people/individuals in general... Every man I date typically looks the same. Every woman I date typically looks the same. If you're looking to meet an insecure little freak with daddy issues... and a terrible attitude, or if you are laid back and look like one of my ex's.... congrats! you're in the right place. I make fun of myself a lot because it's how I deal with stuff. I guess I'm looking for friends? open minded people who can put up with me? That sounds more reasonable... I'll even autograph something for ya.... Now come on, don't all line up at once... *le sarcasm is real* >_<
Needles. Pain (Depends on who causes it). Piercings. Tattoos. Knives. Handguns. Blood (My own). Whiskey. Playing with fire, tasers.... Breaking things. Sarcasm. World annihilation. Fear (Depends on situation)... Taking risks.... and of course, the idea of Satan.
Limiting myself. Failure. Fear. Weakness. My entire body. The sound of chewing. The smell of oranges (It just pisses me off). High pitched noises. Crowds. Disappointing individuals I care for. Wasting time. I spend way too much time self loathing..... Pain... Existing. Breathing. Eating.... Life. Death. The concept of time. Overthinking to the point I experience no emotion in anything.
Mayhem. Rotting Christ. Burzum. Cattle Decapitation. Gorgoroth. Immortal. Behemoth. Rotting Christ. Led Zeppelin. Helloween. Bob Marley. Pantera. Deathrone. Immolation. Alien Sex Fiend. Decapitated. Death. Combichrist. Sisters of Mercy. Hammerfall. Christian Death. Bauhaus. Suffocation. Carcass. Kreator. All Shall Perish. Meshuggah. Deicide. Anthrax. Megadeth. Iced Earth. Amon Amarth. Autopsy. Saliva. Napalm Death. Arch Enemy. Manowar. Dismember. Sunn. Dissection. KISS. Solstafir. Sabaton. Tyr. Orphaned Land. Enslaved. Dragonforce. Braindrill. Anything I can be sacraficed to.... so, most types I guess.