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Latest Journal Entry: Best friend March 16, 2013, 03:24pm
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(HIGHLIGHT EVERYTHING TO READ) For those of you that like think personality is more important, here you go. Obviously I am Zero to you until we chat. To the people on my FAVORITES list, you must have been or are an artist, and I usually ask if I can add you. You don't have to add me in return, I'm not looking for attention. It's just something I'm doing for myself, possibly a future cult in the works, I'm not sure yet. To anyone that PICTURE COMMENTS using a one liner "Yer Smexilicious.. Like Totally" I typically write back, "Thank you for the picture comment :) " unless it's in the form of a question or comment that introduces conversation. I live in Missouri (United States). Don't be afraid to talk to me.. I don't bite.. well not hard enough to draw blood.. unless you want me to. So I'm not much the vampire type but I'm am good at being a freak since that's what people seem to call me from this area. I prefer the term "Rivethead". So I guess I'm still welcome here on VF? I have hazel eyes and brown hair. I'm 5ft. 11in. 120something lbs., and own 2 pets: one tarantula and a cat. I don't handle my tarantula because I'm afraid of getting bit by it and dropping (often times killing) it. For those of you that have a taste for art feel free to check out my art pieces at: http://zerofilthshit.deviantart.com/
I promise you that if they suck they won't appear on my deviant art page. I'm a perfectionist, to the very meaning of the word when it comes to art. I am in desperate need of local artist friends, any artistic friend for that matter. I love concert shows, and have been to a random handful. I saw Nine Inch Nails 3/16/06 (my first time) and I can only say WOW..(flashbacks).. I've seen Tool, Rage Against the Machine, Coal Chamber, Mudvayne, Rob Zombie, Slipknot, Skinny Puppy, Kottonmouth Kings, Fear Factory, KMFDM, Cradle of Filth, Devildriver, Stone Sour, Seether, Mushroomhead, Tech N9ne, Insane Clown Posse, ABK, Twiztid, Marilyn Manson, Slayer, Otep, Bone Thugs N' Harmony, Zao, Powerman 5000, list goes on... I'm here to make friends and ehh if things go good possibly relationships. I find that age is not a barrier with friendships because you tend to forget that factor. Once you have something in common with someone, something as small as gender, age, or race can be forgotten. As with my relationships, I believe in wholesome relationships. I am not bisexual. If I�m in a relationship I am devoted to that person/friends and no one else. Pretty simple. I'm a pretty honest person. With those that I find attractive, I can be a poor judge of character. I'm not a bad person but I just don't dump people because I don't want to hurt them. I hate players that brag about how much pussy and shit they get. This world�s pretty crazy as it is. Why would I want to fuck myself up by taking the risk of getting STD�s? I hate when boyfriends refer to their girlfriends as bitches or ass. They just do it to be cool because of the trend to act thug in modern society. I don't really understand why girls on this site refer to themselves as cunts, sluts, and whores, but if that's what you like to be called, fine with me. Hmmm, love is what you make of it. You can always love again. Love your parents first, then you'll understand. I�m usually not a social person. I try and feel for other people. I put myself in other peoples shoes and see different perspectives. If I see someone sitting ALONE I usually go over and talk to them. I think we all know what it feels like to be ignored or alienated from society. I'm a very observant person. I�m a rather creative person so I can find alternative sources of entertainment than that of television, as well as the harder drugs. Peer pressure and curiosity are the only gateway drugs, and I have eliminated both from my life. Yay no more paranoia! I have nothing to hide and nothing to fear. My parents are divorced. I don't really like to talk to my dad too much... I'm sort of like a black sheep of the family. I'm pretty sure you all understand. Mmm.. enough about me, how about you?
I obviously like people who have similar interests. I looooove art, freedom of speech, music that blurs the line of genre (especially music that makes me want to get up and do something), and of course concert shows. They're all a big chunk of my life as much as chillin' with friends, dating CHICKS, being myself, creating music, video games, weird stuff, comics, computer games (First Person Shooters), meeting new people, people watching/body language, and dark humor. I have nothing against pot, but I'm not so much the smoker I used to be. That's as far as I'll dip my head into the drug spectrum anymore. I prefer being hot over cold. I like creepy stuff if you can't tell. Being born 2 days before Halloween sorta has that effect on a person, ya know? I looove masks, facepaint, and costumes. I dress how I want 99.9% of the time. I don't care for society's standards on males and females; males having short hair/liking the color blue and females having longer hair/liking the color pink. I walk around in public places without eye contacts because I don't want to see peoples' faces whether their looking at me or not. I don't need attraction. How you interpret me is your own. I am a virgin and it doesn't bother me. I am alone. I am alone and I am one. Someday MAYBE I will find another and make 2. For those that think they stand a chance: I'm pretty picky with the girls I like. There has to be a certain combination of things (as well as physical attraction) that have to be just right in order for me to see/feel attraction. Must be 18 to ride kiddos LMAO. I like girls with some depth to them and self respect. With relationships I have a thing for natural beauty: eyes, lips, hands, and touch. I like to have my arm around someone when I sleep. First things first, just take it easy and get to know me, as I will you.
I like studying and understanding people with different points of perspective. The human psychology fascinates me. I've never been in any actual fights other than with my brother and one petty elementary playground fight. I have never had to defend myself, but once and it was when I almost got jumped by a group of 5-6 high school football players walking alongside the highway. HAHAHA... typical right? They started shit but wanted me to throw the first punch.. because they were all underage. I get entertainment from checking out weird stuff like the DaVinci Code, Edgar Cayce, Nostradamus, Masons, Skull & Bones, Bohemian Grove, studying Satanism, Astrological Signs, and Revelation in the bible. Death/Religion has always been a fascinating thing to me. They just seem to go hand in hand any way you look at it. Have we doomed our survival by the creation of nuclear energy??? Is this war simply over nuclear armorment and power or natural resources/profit? Are we as human beings trying to become "godlike"? Just stuff like that is pretty interesting to think about. I love all sorts of music except country. Although Johnny Cash is as far as I go, but he's more acoustic/blues-ish I'd say. I'm sorry, but I must say I miss all the kinky goth black polished look at Hot Topic. By the way Priscilla's needs to get bondage masks and shit! I wanna make a Craig mask (samples from Slipknot). I like cats over dogs. Night driving combined with ambient music is really relaxing. If you took the time to read all this shit, you fucking rock! :) Wandering aimlessly on VF is pretty fun. I like to critique peoples' pictures, and of course I read profiles; just depends on if I find the person interesting enough.
�The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly colored and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." And we kill those people.� ~ Bill Hicks ~
Here is me at KMFDM when they came to town 9/30/06. I also have a pic with the lead singer (Sascha Konietzko) before the show in my picture gallery.
Panic At The Disco, Nickleback, Puddle of Mud, Avenged Sevenfold, 99.9% of all radio stations, reality television, getting perverted/flirty picture comments from old married women, GOTHICMATCH.COM (They shouldn't have anyone pay for how shitty that site is **wink**), Limewire/Frostwire, backstabbers, being peoples' conscience when their motives are wrong anyway aka people who don't think things through, big egos, idiots, liars, hardcore druggies, disgusting people, people who harass, being avoided/ignored/a last resort friend, and being used. Random off the wall people IMing me on VF does get on my nerves too, but if you're on MY friends list then it's all gravy. I hate artists who take other peoples' work and don't admit it's a recreation. I dislike boring landscape paintings that consist of farm scenes and fall colors, I want to burrrrrnnn them alllll. I hate hardcore bible beaters. To share your beliefs is one thing, to harass and interrogate people about theirs is another. I hate dancing and clubs/club music (slow dancing is okay with me just no dry humping PLZ). I hate when people lie/cheat/steal to achieve materialistic things, drugs, or status. I hate it when people do shit to "fit in" with the mass majority. I'm friends with all fucking races of people. As long as they treat me with the same respects I think we'll all get along here on planet earth. If someone disrespects me or my friends, they're gone like yesterdays trash. I love to confront immature fucking people who yell out half cracked windows as they drive by simply because they don't have the balls to say it to my face. I get annoyed when people call me a hippy. Last time I checked Charlie Manson was still locked up. Hippies were so decades ago and so was that Vietnam War you still have flashbacks from. However I do like marijuana but I'm not so much the smoker I used to be. I don't really have problems with gay people as long as they don't try to jump my nuts. It's patheic when people join bands just because it�s like the fad of having a club in first grade. I hate bands that label their music industrial but they're just crappy techno club DJ's. When I hear vocals that sound like the person is about to crap out a softball, I haaaaate it (Tardcore ScrEMO music, shit's all the same). I don't care for cuntree music whatsoever, speaking of... extreme racists really annoy me and grumpy old people that can complain about everything under the sun. Hahahaa I hate it when friends want to fight friends. I dislike "competition" over getting girlfriends, so most of the time I'm without one. I GREATLY FUCKING dislike when friends threaten to attempt, think about, or succeed with suicide. I try to avoid people who overuse the word love. It makes shit so confusing. It's like getting a tattoo. Wait about 3 years and see if you still have the same idea. I don't like to think about certain things of my childhood. Some drunk people can annoy me but as long as they give me personal space I think I'll be fine. I dislike all these new fresh tender little prep chicks. You know the ones that shove the camera down their shirt to make their tits look bigger. On top of that you find out their like 13 or 15. Can someone invent the website SlutsRUs.com or MommyAndDaddyDontLoveMe.com for these kids? Let's pack up our bags and go to gothicpersonals.com or zombiefriends.com I'll see you there!!! Yeah, but for real this website is called VampireFreaks... not HotTopic.com! By the way, motherfuck HotTopic(.com) because EVERY single mall store is a trendy whore. Hmmm.. I dislike all fast food except for Subway. I don't like extreme patriotism. I am American woo fucking hoo. Land is land. The only thing that is different is the fucks that run the land like it's theirs. Running dry on the dislikes here...my phobias, messy bedrooms (I will clean yours for you if I'm bored at your house, NOT joking), being shy/quiet, isolation, suit & tie jobs, censorship...Ahhh yes and I HATE WITH ALL my fucking HEART..(drum rolls)..army recruiters! Since when did death have telemarketers and door to door salesmen? If I really had friends that wanted to join they'd call you, so quit calling me. Last but not least, don't judge a book by it's cover. That's all I think...
I listen to everything that catches my attention (besides cuntree and this dry humping hip-hop/R&B club shit that's all over MTV these days). I've been digging for a lot of my music lately, not just taking what is force-fed to me via the radio or TV. Music for me is a medicine to balance moods and to release stress. My music list will be under construction until the day I die, or lose the internet, one of the two. To listen to one genre of music all your life is such a waste. I challenge to you to experiment and to discover yourself, just as I am myself.
People have different tastes so don't judge me by what I prefer. The music that I looove is as follows in alphabetical order:
1000 Homo DJ�s, 1st Project, 2Pac, 2wo, 40 Below Summer, 50 Cent, A Perfect Circle, AFI, Alice In Chains, American Head Charge, Atmosphere, Away From Nothing, Beastie Boys, Bile, Bionic Jive, Bjork, Black Sabbath, Bone Thugs �N Harmony, David Bowie, Brad Sucks, The Bravery, Bush, Cage The Elephant, Cake, Candlebox, Canibus, CellDweller, Coal Chamber, Cold, Collective Soul, CombiChrist, Cop Shoot Cop, Corporate Avenger, The Cure, Crazy Bone, Cypress Hill, D-12, Daddy-X, Danzig, Dark Lotus, Deftones, Devildriver, Die Warzau, Dink, Disturbed, DJ Bobby B, D-Loc, DMX, Dope, Dr.Dre, Dredg, Drowning Pool, Dynamite Hack, Eminem, Enigma, Everlast, Everplastic, Fear Factory, Flaw, Front 242, Full Devil Jacket, Garbage, Godhead, Godsmack, Gravity Kills, GWAR, (Hed) Planet Earth, Helmet, Hole, Ill Nino, Incubus, Infected Mushroom, Insane Clown Posse, Isis, John 5, Johnny Cash, Kazy, Kidneythieves, Kingspade, Kittie, Klank, KMFDM, Korn, Kottonmouth Kings, Lacuna Coil, Lady Sovereign, Lead Into Gold, Leaether Strip, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Lords Of Acid, Lost Prophets, Luniz, Luxt, Marilyn Manson, Bob Marley, Damien Marley, Madonna, MDFMK, Metallica, Methods of Mayhem, Ministry, Moby, Alanis Morissette, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult, Naughty By Nature, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Nonpoint, NWA, The Offspring, Oghr, Option 30, Orgy, Otep, Ozzy, Pakelika, Pantera, Papa Roach, Pearl Jam, Phunk Junkeez, Pink Floyd, Pop Will Eat Itself, Powerman 5000, Primer 55, Primus, Prodigy, Professional Murder Music, Puscifer, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Revolting Cocks, Rob Zombie, Rorschach Test, Saint Dog, Scum of the Earth, Seether, Sevendust, Shaggy 2 Dope, Sia, Six Feet Under, Skinny Puppy, Skold, Skrape, Slayer, Slipknot, Sloth Logic, the The, Tycho, White Zombie, Sloth Logic
, Smashing Pumpkins, Snoop Dogg, Soulfly, South Park Mexican, Spineshank, Squarepusher, Stabbing Westward, Staind, Static-X, Stereomud, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots, Sublime, Suicide Commando, System of a Down, Systematic, Tantric, Taproot, TechN9ne, Thrice, Tom Petty, Too Short, Tool, Twiztid, Under the Influence of Giants, The Union Underground, The Used, Violent J, White Zombie, Xdash