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my name is shadow...well that is what i am called, my real name is victoria. im an athiest. my family's lives have been based around god... no one in my family accepts me for who i am and my beliefs... i was sick of having christianity shoved down my throat so i rebeled and was athiest. one thing i wont tolerate is judgemental ass holes who judge because of a person's beliefs, i accept people for thier beliefs, christian or other, and i think that i should get the same treatment, that is the way it should be. if you take the time to get to know me i am sure that the athiest part of me is pretty transparent. im the black sheep of my family, the only twisted fucked up goth freak, every one else is considerably normal but i dont think there is a such thing as normal. my life is based around no sleep, music, blood, music, boys, music and i think that is about it....oh well art and poetry too...big parts of my life. i write poetry, some of it is posted in my journal if you are interested, warning most of them are sad and depressing and if you result in wanting to off your self i will not be held responisible...seriously... i love to draw and paint, some of my art work will be posted in my pictures soon. if you cant wait till then to see them i have some posted on my myspace pictures, add me tori_andrez2607@yahoo.com MUSIC= my life.... really. music is like my outlet... my words when i cant speak, my meaning to life when i cant explain. music is everything to me. i like death metal, black metal, gothic classical, death core, grind core, old rock, some screamo and a ton more...i like variety. i play the guitar, drums, piano and i am learning bass curently....i also love to sing, im in choir and other advanced choirs asside from that. my friends are basicly all i have now...my parents are getting a divorce, i might be put in foster care for child abuse...im not accepted in my family...there is allot more to that situation, ask if you really care to know. but like i said...my friends are all i have. i am a very social person and easy to talk to. if it seems like i am a bitch i dont mean to, i really don't feel that i am one, but if you think otherwise, tell me to my face, dont gossip, becuase that is something else i dont tolerate. obviously i cant make your life a living hell for gossiping, but i dont feel like bieng pissed off. so if you have something to say, say it to me, and 9 times out of 10 i will do my best to fix the problem. Leon...aaron...brian...kayla...becca... well there are more and you know who you are but those are my friends and i love them to death. i would do literally anything for them. i would die, fight, give up anything, jump into a burning building ect ect. for them. i have the biggest fighting record in school for those of you who dont think chicks can fight. im into black magic too, i dont recomend it...its dangerous if you dont know what the hell you are doing. well i dont really know about anything i am leaving out if you want to know anything just ask. im a pretty open person. well that is it for me. talk to you all later. add me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Likes
music, razor blades, SOME black magic (i just dabble in it). music, blood, more music, death, happiness(kinda), more music, friends, my best friends are nathan andrew michael (my babe), joey, sean, and turtle and a few other ppl. you know who you ppl are. -reptiles are pretty much the highlight of my day, or used to be till the pet shop i worked at closed. i want to own an albino bermeez python. that is my dream snake - i have a pet rat named salem. he is white with pink ears, pink tail, and pink paws, he has black eyes tho, i dont like red eye rats lol they look a little scary -i smoke... lol so i guess that is a "likes" (not weed) i am alergic... - i have an addiction to blades of all sorts, knives, swords, daggers, finger blades, you name it and i most likely have it... - i paint. but my most recent facination is air brushing. -animals are a huge part of my life... mostly because they dont cause many problems. i have a pitbull named tapper. - i play piano, drums and guitar. ... i cant think of anything else...
Dislikes
people who decide to take away my freedom of self expression. i hate my parents at this point. i hate the law. i hate this place i live in. i hate light... and above all i hate critizism of belief. i am an athiest and ppl have problems with it and i am going to say it a million more times if i must... FUCK OFF!!!!!!!! - i dislike - 1.alergies 2.divorce. god damn it, if you were dumb enough to marry the bitch then suffer...kk i prolly dont really take that point of view... its anger toward my parents comming out again... i still dont like divorce tho 3.people who dont like rats because of the texture of thier tails... lol 4.mashed potatoes. 5.foods like corn that have no nutritional value lol, why does it taste so good but have no nutritional value??!?!?!?!?! 6. prissy preppy girls who dont know when to shut the fuck up...
Favorite Music
marilyn manson, cradle of filth, mortician, devildriver, children of bodem, amon amarth, in flames, dimmu borgir, dark sanctuary, evensence, kalmah, dark tranquillity, the autumn of offering, afi, rob zombie, the berzerker, aborted, morbid angel, deicide, Anaal nethrakh, decipated, gorefest, enslaved, mercenary, rising moon, ensiferum, job for a cowboy, arch enemy, dark thrown, lamb of god, apocalyptica, raintime, norther, hypocrisy, graveworm, satyricon. and a ton more..... wow that is a longer list then i thought.... and there is more..... holy shit.
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