To begin i am a complex person seeking those who think outside of the box. I don't care what you look like, or what you let consume you . I seek you to provoke thought.. To release the chaos that plagues my mind.. I am creative.. Art...Music mainly. I'm a Guitarist/Bassist Vocalist of three projects two of them are solo projects. I am multidimensional, I have many faces. And very few see more than one. The relationship you choose with me, the side you wish to see or sides all depends on your level of thought and perception. I live in several realities. If you can't see past what it is you see at first glance chances are your mind wont be able to grasp me.I am a chaotic person, you will find that many of the things i enjoy dont mix well together.
Likes
My long distance lover (Nardia or also known as Neverimpressed) Listening/Creating/Playing Music, Creating/Viewing Art (in many forms), Psychology and Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Chaos Magic, Social Darwinism, Modification, Gender-bending, Loyalty, Open minded people, Intelligence, Learning/sharing thoughts, Random conversations that last for hours, Meeting new intelligent and unique people, People who don't label themselves, Reading and drinking coffee, Going to shows and coming home bloody, Sadists and Masochists(meeting others like me), Favorite author's-John Gribbin(writer of Schrodinger's cat and Kittens),Groucho Marx,Friedrich Nietzsche,The marquis de sade, Phil Hines.., Those who shape their own realities, Those who take what they want from this existence.. Breaking limitations..rules ....................................................................................................................................................................................
Dislikes
EMO/Screamo/Hardcore/Metalcore Stupidity, Apathy, Elitist (that ties in with the stupidity), Scenes (and their whores), Self loathing pathetic cowards who fear change, The feeble minded, Those who hate what they don't understand, Those who put others down because of their own insecurities PATHOLOGICAL LIARS..Especially ones with red hair... Mall Goths/ Weekend Club goths..(i know i said i hate scenes and their whores but seriously..I had to show my hate separately for them lol) PEOPLE WHO HATE FAT PEOPLE PURELY BECAUSE THEY ARE FAT. Its fine to not be sexually attracted to obese people. But to hate and not talk to them because they are over weight you have serious mental issues and please do not talk to me. People who suffer from mental illnesses such as (Bi-polar,Manic Depressives,Schizophrenia etc) who leave it untreated and willingly open up to relationships with people, and allow them to get attached only to rip their heart out because you can't change. Can't grow, can't fight like everyone has to in this life. If you have a serious mental illness and don't get treatment and it's not manageable i would like warning first (if you at all know lol) i've gotten to close to people who can't be helped and i want to help them but its impossible and it rips my heart out to let those people go once i do get close so i would rather not get close again to someone who suffers from it.(and is untreated)
Favorite Music
Various styles of metal- Black (underground) Various styles (Satanic,NSBM,USBM,DSBM, etc.), Death (Satanic,Old school and some new), Thrash (black thrash,Death thrash) are my fav types, Grindcore, Doom, Gore, Sludge, War Punk Industrial/Terror/EBM/Aggro tech/Experimental,