x[ I’m quite often very rude and narrow minded all though I don’t intend to be, it is one of my downfalls. My sarcasm disgusts most people, but it is here to stay. I cant stand lying to people. I get irritated very easily, especially by people who try too hard to be funny or smart. I hate the fact that I’m a hypocrite, but I cant deny it. ]x
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I’ve killed my brain with drugs, I’ve poisoned my stomach with alcohol, and I’ve destroyed my lungs with cigarettes, and all for nothing. I’ve been drug free for over a year, and couldnt possibly be more proud of myself.]x
x[ I can be a very shallow person, although I wish I wasn’t. I get extremely anxious when I am around any number of people. I’m too paranoid to walk into a dark room because I think some one is sitting in the dark waiting for me. And I cannot stand this bisexual craze, its an insult to people who actually do like the same sex. ]x
x[ I love oxymoron’s, and I hate taking everything personally but I still tend to do so. I’m really sensitive, you could look at me the wrong way and it would make me cry. And my biggest downfall of all is jealousy. ]x
x[ I am a Satanist. I do not worship Satan, sacrifice animals or harm little children. Im not evil and my soul wont be eternally damned to hell. I take my religion seriously., and always wear something that showcases my beliefs. ]x
x[ Im lazy, despite the fact that I work at a gym. I love weight lifting, I just lack the motivation of getting started. ]x
x[ I feel like something in my life is missing, but the rationality of it is to hard for me to grasp. I feel incomplete, alone and unhappy most of the time. But Im still content in this life I lead. Im a hopeless romantic, compassionate and always very caring. ]x
x[ I am going to university next year to persue a BA in Health Sciences majoring in addictions counselling]x
x[ My name is Natalie but I go by Nyx. If you send me a message regarding my name, I will know you did not read my profile, and solemnly based your opinion on my appearance ]x