Beautiful scars don't last forever, C'mon let me kiss it better The pain wont last forever, C'mon let me kiss it better
Status: Not feeling so good. =(
Sex: female Age: 21 Location: honey brook,
Pennsylvania, United States
Member since: June 20, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight In a relationship with:TrueMortal
I'm always changing my profile boxes because I'm always changing, always growing. It's part of life. How to start.. how to start. If I were anyone in the world that I could be, I would be me. It's not the best, and it's hardly ever easy, but I'm me and that's all I can be. I prefer to be called Mella, but I go by many nick names. I've got many problems and way to many years of depressing memories to feel any better about the way this world works. I will openly admit, I'm bipolar. I have up days and down days. I have secrets, lies, and many dark passage ways locked inside my mind that I dare not open. I find my sanity in music and writing. I could be called paranoid to a point, but for good reason. I believe that what goes around comes around, it's just a matter of patience. I can be anything I chose to be: silly, smart, childish, mature, brave, scared. Anything at all, so why limit myself to one thing. I'm awake most of the night, typing away on random trains of thought, or reading some strange article or another. I'm unusual. I walk my own path. Always have and always will. If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best.
Music, reading, rain, singing, dancing, my friends, hot tea, writing, taking long walks or bike rides, the feeling of being free, roller coasters, being high up, hugs, my Stitch plushie, not trying to please anyone but myself, and simply just living life to it's fullest.
Dislikes
Clowns, spiders, people who have wronged me, rapists, most of my family (if not all), drama, people who don't understand and an entire list of things that could take forever to type out and even longer to read.
Favorite Music
pierce the veil, falling in reverse, new boyz, jimmy eat world, the used, mayday parade, saliva, red hot chilli peppers, sick puppies, metro station, lmfao, hot chelle rae, panic! at the disco, fall out boy, hollywood undead, scary kids scaring kids, escape the fate, good charlotte,simple plan, eminem, pink, hinder, 3 doors down, 3oh!3, three days grace, 12 stones, hinder, 30 seconds to mars, aerosmith, afi, my chemical romance, mindless self indulgence,akon, alanis morissette, alesana, breaking benjamin, all that remains,all american rejects, american hi-fi, atreyu, the ready set, avril lavigne, beastie boys, beatles, black veil brides, medic droid, blink-182, bloodhound gang, meg and dia,bullet for my valentine, system of a down, cheap trick, creed, red jumpsuit apparatus, dashboard confessional, daughtry, a day to remember, dead by april, death cab for cutie. MyHotComments