I myself believe that when it comes to matters of the heart, the only sin is turning your back on love because of what other people think. -- Epitome: A representative or perfect example of a class or type
Sex: female Age: 17 Location: somewhere over the rainbow, Manitoba, Canada
Member since: May 18, 2008 Account: Free Account
Orientation: Gay Status: In a relationship Occupation: student, subway employee......=D
Hey, I'm Marie, Edward Cullen on the cult I Own, Twilight_RPc . I really am a vampire at heart, however I'm not actually one-- as much as I wish I could be xD. I am also in love with the series Twilight and of course my wonderful girlfriend so that makes me not single :3. I can't wait to see the movie.. <3 I absolutely love the books :3. Join our cult Twilight_RPc!!!! and if you aren't converted to the series of Twilight you must convert!!!! =o it's freaking amazing!
Oh and if you have myspace you can add me as a friend on there :] www.myspace.com/megarashane :D
I'm a lover, a friend, a biter xD, a dork, a loser, a nerd, a Finnish/European in general Band fan, a hugger, a kisser, a cuddler, and a generally nice person to talk to =]. I'm in love with the most amazing girl ever <3 or should I say woman hehe <3. I'm happy with my life in general, I like myself sometimes and I'm proud of how I've ended up. Don't regret your past focus on the future, it's what you do with the time that's given to you that determines who you are and if you waste your time dwelling in the past you can never move on and make things better.
If you read the whole thing there's a magical shiny object at the end =0 just for you! :P
Hey, get in touch with me =] I would say I don't bite.. but I do xD so I'll say I don't bite.. hard xD wee I love to bite :D but I'll take a hug over that any day! =3
OKAY LET'S GET ONE THING STRAIGHT...I WILL NOT HIT ON YOU. I DON'T HIT ON OTHER PEOPLE..I AM TAKEN AND IN LOVE.. SO DO NOT THINK THAT YOU CAN HIT ON ME EITHER! I WILL NOT APPRECIATE IT...thanks =D OH AND I DO NOT AND WILL NOT "CYBER" WITH YOU OR HAVE CAM SEX OR WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT TO DO THAT IS PERVERSE >_> I WILL NOT GIVE YOU NUDES EITHER!! DON'T EVEN BOTHER..
sorry >.< just I can't stand it when people hit on me regardless of the fact I'm taken. I appreciate the comments and compliments.. but still just please don't hit on me. >.< I'm happy to make new friends and I always comment people back =3, I'm just nice like that!
^_^
I'm a down to earth girl, with green eyes, who has a fascination for eyes of all colors, attempting [Artist~], poet, a non-athlete who attempts anyways, who is accident prone, who loves biting, and handcuffs lol I'm a little strange but who isn't? I'm so madly in love with a girl, yes a girl, I'm a lesbian. get over it I ain't gonna change for you and one thing to tell you, grow up there are more important things in this world than to obsess over one's orientation sexually and clearly you're uncomfortable with who you are if you go around insulting people of different sexuality than you. So guys don't bother hitting on me, and no I don't "hate penis" that is the most annoying damn thing on the planet to be asked. that is not what being a lesbian means it just means I'm attracted to girls not guys end of story.
So in terms of politics, I'm a Obama, Layton Fan I'm a left winged person to the max.. I am not a conservative in any way really... but I don't care what your political views are as long as you don't push them on me ^.^. I won't do it to you =D
COMMENT AND RATE ME AND I PROMISE TO DO THE SAME :D PLEASE DO NOT DOWN RATE ME.. I DON'T KNOW YOU MORE THAN LIKELY SO WHY GIVE ME LIKE A 0 OR SOMETHING BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE BEING A JERK =_=
I'm friendly and love to make new friends and meet new people. I'm a huge fan of Nightwish, Anime, and Harry Potter! Yes I'm nerdy, and a dork and I can be a bit of a camera whore sometimes xD. but overall I'm a nice person or try to be =). so just message me and I'll be sure to message back. if you leave me comments I'll be sure to return the favour ^_^. I'm Canadian and love it. I love to draw and write poetry and occasionally lyrics for songs usually sappy love songs for my girlfriend but yeah I don't mind. =) I've been with her since November 27th, 2007 and there's no one on this Earth I'd rather be with than her. she completes me in a way no one else can. she's beautiful and amazing and just an all together a freaking amazing person. sometimes I wonder how I was so lucky. Anyone who messes with her messes with me and isn't a good thing since even though I"m small, I won't back down I will stand up for the one I love no matter the cost. some day I hope to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her =3.
my general life philosophy is to never give up and keep trying and if you truly want to accomplish something if you fight hard enough you can achieve it. the only limits on us are our mindsets. nothing's impossible if you work for it hard enough.
I love the band Nightwish and many other bands too I love a band that has good vocals and instrumentals and it seems to come natural with european bands especially symphonic metal. I love bands like HIM and Within Temptation and The Rasmus because they've got it all, instrumentals, vocals and lyrics. I like a wide range of music though so I can't really label myself one way or the other. I hate most rap though and a bunch of mainstream stuff only a few bands I do like in mainstream because most just piss me off.
Homophobes piss me off to no end either anyone who has a problem with me doesn't have to talk to me I ain't forcing you to. Don't go insulting me when you don't know me even so please refrain from that. Close minded people are so annoying too just try and look at both sides of the coin instead of only one all the time and try and accept that everyone is different and our world is changing it's unavoidable. and I'll debate you to no end if you try and say bullshit about homosexuality/ any sexuality other than straight. I'll most likely kick your ass at it too cuz most of you don't even know what you're talking about.
I'm open to religion I don't know what I believe in so I guess if I classified myself as anything I'd be agnostic. I have a fascination for psychology and stuff related to it. I wanna be a psychologist after high school.
I believe that everyone has their own unique song and the uniqueness of life is what makes it truely beautiful, the ups and downs, the complexity of people it sings a beautiful song that echoes the wonders of life of all living things on this planet.
What makes me smile
I love my love Isabelle<3, Soccer!!!or football whatever you prefer =3 (best sport ever it's my sport!!! =D #13 woot), girls, biting, hugs!!!, kisses! :3, cuddles, my friends (they mean the world to me), music, art, poetry,[PSYCHOLOGY] -- the field I wanna major in in university =3, debates, world issues, philosophy, sociology, writing, drawing of course [I love to draw things even if my opinion of my skill is low], people who are the best they can be, compassionate people, the underdog (not movie related... I mean as in the person who is the underdog or the team), nice people, love, open minded people, computers, #13, basketball sometimes, cute things, wolves, anime, goth stuff, purple, black, red, green, blue, stuffed animals, msn faces xD, walks, running, swimmming, the night, helping the environment, laughing and hanging out with friends, watching the stars at night, having actual conversations that don't involve hi do u hve cam? cam sex babe? Halloween, autumn. =]
People Who keep me going so I can survive the day <3
First of all there's this woman right here: I keep her photograph with me all the time and it definitely does the trick. It helps me remember that I'm loved by someone. She is the part of me that gets me through my day no matter how hard the day may be. It's her who makes me smile no matter how much I've been crying or how sad I was. She brightens up my day so easily. I love her so much =] She's the only one I dream about at night. She's the one I think about constantly. There's no words in any language that could possibly even scratch the surface in expression of how much I love her. She's just soo amazing. <3 Love you darling. It's been one year as of November 27th that we've been together and it's been amazing and I know it'll only get better =3. This song is the song that reminds me most of her and one of my favorite songs by my favorite band Nightwish, Called Angels Fall First:
Then there are my friends
There's my best friend Logan for starters He's the guy who I can talk to about absolutely anything. He's always there for me. Knowing I have a friend like him easily helps me get through my day. He's the only guy I know that can manage to make me go awww and you're sooo cute about as much as I do for my friend Shannon xD and he's the one who can make me smile when no one else can. His hugs are amazing, he's always there for that and to be my friend, loyal and true. I love him so much =] There's something about this guy that I can't even begin to describe he's just so amazing. He's always there for me and I can certainly count on him. I know he's a lifelong best friend for me and I'm thankful for that.
My friend Robyn Known her since I was like 8, she's such a great person to go for walks with and to hug. She has no idea how much I appreciate her being there for me in some points of my life in recent years where I needed a true friend. She gives amazing hugs and is soo cute just like a bunny =] and amusing when she's hyper xD
My friend Alannah Known her since Elementary School. This person can be the most randomest person you'll ever meet or the coolest. Or both XD. She's really quite intelligent and doesn't give herself enough credit, she's pretty, funny, nice, and a great person to talk to when you're sad or down. I've had a lot of great and fond memories with this friend. love her to death :].
Rain Here's the most randomest person I have probably ever met but also one of the coolest people I know to hang around with. She drives me up the wall with her negativity but I love her to death. She's the one who knows how to put a smile on my face or make me laugh when I truly need it. Rain's also this unique girl who brings out the best in people. There is no one on this earth quite like her and I'm lucky she's been my friend for so long and continues to be. =]
Shannon This girl is the most adorable girl I have ever met in my entire life I swear. She gives freaking amazing hugs and it freaking would break anyone's heart to see her cry -- based on personal experience. She's always fun to hang around with and knows how to make you laugh and smile and enjoy life. Shannon's the kind of friend that I'm glad I've come to know and love because this is one friendship like my others that I certainly want to keep =].
Holly Well what can I say about one of the coolest people I've ever met on this site. For starters this girl is an absolutely amazing friend and sooo pretty =]. She listens when I talk and like I feel as if I can tell her anything which I tell her basically everything because she's sooo trustworthy =]. We both have subway in common seeing as she used to work there and I still do xD so we talk about it often. She, like my other friends know how to make me smile even when I'm super down and sad. She knows how to cheer me up regardless. She's got amazing advice and has a great sense of humor. We both share a lot of similar interests and based on how I know her we have a lot of compatible views on a lot of things. She's a great person to know and also I trust her a ton. She's in love with this guy which I know they'll get married and be happy together forever. Thanks for being there for me! =] hope to meet you in person some day! Also, good luck with Eric I wish you both happiness =].
David This dude I met through Rain and Robyn. He's always a great person to talk to. He constantly asks me if I hate him and I think honestly my answer is no I cannot because you're always there for me, you always manage to cheer me up and you're a funny person to talk to and make me laugh so easily. You're such a nice guy and I'm sooo glad I met you. He's really a great guy. I'm soo lucky to have a friend like him. When I need someone to talk to, he's there for me =] thanks <3.
Dana I can thank Mimi for introducing me to her. Dana's a one of a kind person. She's funny, nice and very intelligent. She's always got good advice for me and always seems to see a lot of logic which I really very much enjoy because it means we can have civilized conversations very easily. Yes she's extremely random but.. tha's part of who she is and part of what I love about this friend. She's always able to cheer me up and she just loves to tease me xD. We're always joking around and our conversations are almost always hilarious. However, we do have our serious conversations and in general she's a great person to talk to. She is a great listener and I can trust telling her anything. Luff Joos Dana =] thanks for being my friend.
Mimi Well, here's Mimi, known her from this site for nearly two years and well I love her to death. She's been my friend for a while now and she's a great person to talk to. She is a lot better than she will admit since she's negative often about herself. She certainly knows how to make me laugh and smile. And I'm majorly honoured to be her friend and glad that she wants to be mine.
Jillian Okay, here's one of the sexiest and coolest friends I know on vf ;D. She's amazing to talk to <3. And an amazing friend :3. We always joke around with things with flirting and saying stuff like meet me in the closet in 5 minutes? Bring the handcuffs and I'll bring the whipped cream and bananas..xD We have the funniest conversations. I love her to death and I seriously wanna meet her some day in person. It's on my to-do list. She's always a great person to talk to when I'm down and depressed she just knows how to cheer me up and make me smile so easily =] I really really appreciate her friendship <3.
Really if I were to put up all the people that make a huge difference in my life, I'd be doing this till I'm 50. There are just so many of you. If you're not on the list it's not that I don't love you or anything. It's just that I'm juts providing a sample of how lucky I am. You people have no idea how much I appreciate the fact that you accept me and still love me and remain my friends through thick and thin. Thank you for all you've done
What makes me livid
fakes, homophobes, racists, close minded people, overy conservative people, mean people, people who hurt others just for their own gain, when people call themselves fat when they aren't, people who hurt my friends and ones I care about, people who hurt my love, wasps, boring people, shallow people, ppl who talk lke dis.. or th@ r u ... talk english please >_> I don't mind some msn talk like lol and oo msn faces.. because I do that all the time on the computer =0 xD
My Poetry/Songs
Once upon a time, the world was alive Once upon a time, the flowers bloomed, No more - The ace was in our hands, threw it away Had it all just to lose it in the end Ignorance, vanity, greed, and belligerence Look where it got us No paradise, only a man-made hell Hypocritical oath of honesty Led by political bullshit - The fires burn, the world floods, the children suffer A self-created apocalypse Can you hear the people screaming? Screaming in a choir of melancholic song It’s a perpetual downward spiral towards insanity - I don’t need your preaching, you self-righteous, self-proclaiming bastards Just let me be, let me live to my own accord - How long until we’re hanging from our necks? How long until we’re bled dry from social suicide? Until the day we see the truth, we’ll never be free from our transgressions Drowning in our sins
I can’t begin to count the ways I love you With fingers entangled, passion ablaze I want to give you everything I need to feel your touch as our hearts become one I want so much more than simple lust It’s simply not enough With you I could conquer the world Without you I’d be empty I need you here with me Whatever it takes, I will be there for you Not a soul on Earth will stop me from being with you You are my angel You are my love
to the beat of the drum my heart pounds deeper, faster, with constant rhythmic acceleration my soul cries out for release, release from the nightmare it’s enclosed in time has no concern for the weary only for one’s own actions
My body aches for something more It strives for something real It’s how I was led to you The passion in your words, The fire in your eyes You’ve become my world, My purpose
With open arms I offer you all that I am In hope that you will take me Let’s make this work, make it real I won’t let the world stop us We can make it if we strive for each other hard enough And let nothing get in our way
times will change, but the feelings will remain I wanna be with you there's no one else in this world who fills that hole like you do
I wanna be the one who protects you through the storm I wanna wake up next to you holding you in my arms hearing you breathe feeling your heart beat I wanna fall asleep knowing your safe, here with me I wanna grow old with you by my side spending every moment, the good and bad together no one else in this world will do but you
if the world turns to grey, and all the world turns its back on us will you stay with me? I wanna hold your hand through the rough times, the hard times I wanna be your hero, your love I wanna cherish every moment with you I love you
I am a servant of death I am called crystal meth I come in many forms I am not pure I can be made of many things From household cleaners To fuel for camping Do you still want to try me?
You think you’re using me But I am the one who is using you You try me for a quick high To be more energetic and alert But one try is all that it takes To generate all the problems that I can create
I am a bringer of pain People get hurt and even killed because of me The things I’ll cause you to do In order to obtain me and that perfect high Is there no end to my terror?
I make it seem that all your problems disappear But what will you do When death comes for you? If not death then living in a hell for sure My effects are permanent so hold on tight The road’s only about to get bumpier
search inside yourself only to find you aren't what you thought you were when you finally got back up, you fell down again this is the way life works it helps you up just to beat you down again
no one is there to lead you through everything when you find out that you've been lied to and all that you fought for was for nothing will you break down under the weight you chose to carry? we all fall eventually so why fight the inevitable?
we all live just to feel the pain of loss our hearts are fixed just to be broken once again so why bother? I've already given up there's no use in trying if I only end up getting hurt I thought I could be happy, but that was a fool's dream that turned into a nightmare
Take me above the clouds to another place far away from here where you and I can be free where eternity becomes destiny and the night never dies
Take me to that place where the eagle soars where the lamb lies down with the lion when sorrow dies and freedom claims its prize take me to that paradise
To fly above the world unseen to dream a dream that turns to reality a never ending flight through imagination
beautiful, imperfect, broken butterfly falling out of the sky after flying so high gravity finally takes over you all your dreams ripped from you along with your wings who will save you now? time is running out
You're that one girl, one girl, one girl, blue-eyed angel You’re the only, only, only, girl for me You make my heart beat faster ‘Cause you’re the one and only girl I love You’re my blue-eyed angel
I don’t know where I’ll be in ten years All I know is that I wanna be with you The fire keeps burning with a growing intensity As I fall more in love with you I promise you I’ll be there for you always, I’ll be with you through the storm, the rain, the wind, and fire
Because you're that one girl, one girl, one girl, blue-eyed angel You’re the only, only, only, girl for me You make my heart beat faster ‘Cause you’re the one and only girl I love You’re my blue-eyed angel
I used to believe that love wasn’t for me You changed all that Now I’m the one who listens to sappy love songs I may not be an artist or a writer, a singer or a poet, But darling I can love you like no other I’ll be there to catch you when you fall I’ll be there to hold your hand
No matter what life throws at us, I wanna face it with you I wanna be consumed by the fire of love I wanna get drunk off of your love and high off of your kiss Let’s fight the war together and prove the world wrong
You're that one girl, one girl, one girl, blue-eyed angel You’re the only, only, only, girl for me You make my heart beat faster ‘Cause you’re the one and only girl I love You’re my blue-eyed angel
You’re that one girl blue-eyed goddess who saved me No one else can take your place You’re the one who stole my heart You’re the only one I could ever truly love You’re my blue-eyed angel
Who am I to get this second chance? Who am I to deserve your love? I am not one to turn it down But I'm standing here wondering Will I just be crushed again? My heart won't take it anymore I'm through with it all
Something inside me keeps dragging me onward You are my one desire My one and only fire You are the best damn thing that has ever happened to me From the ground up I love you All that I am is for you, You are the reason I breathe
Lost in a moment far away from here Finding you within my reach at last Don’t leave me tonight, my starlit angel All I need is you Even if I don’t deserve you And if you ask me why My answer is this,
Something inside me keeps dragging me onward You are my one desire My one and only fire You are the best damn thing that has ever happened to me From the ground up I love you All that I am is for you, You are the reason I breathe
Let’s forget the world my beautiful angel, We don’t need them anyway
Something inside me keeps dragging me onward You are my one desire, sweet rapturous bliss My one and only fire, beautiful fire You really are the best damn thing that has ever happened to me From the ground up I love you All that I am is for you, for you my love You are the reason I breathe, so hold me close and don’t let go
Ear Lust
I like a lot of bands and a lot of different types. I'm currently falling in love with techno/industrial/rave/electronic stuff and of course my first love is always .. symphonic metal though I love rock =] and alternative =] I have a wide range of tastes.
But if I were to pick my favourite bands: Nightwish, Within Temptation, HIM, The 69 Eyes, Ill Nino, Angtoria, Korn, The Rasmus, Rammstein, Lacuna Coil, Paramore, Tristania, Metallica, Dragonforce, The Birthday Massacre, Nine Inch Nails, AFI, Breaking Benjamin, Jack Off Jill, Marilyn Manson, Aerosmith, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Turtles, After Forever, Atreyu, The Bangles, Zeromancer, Deathstars, Switchblade Symphony, Gothminister, Kittie, Otep, Santana/Nickelback, Nickelback ^^
and then there's my favourite band on the planet, Nightwish. regardless of what others think I will always love them and support them no matter what changes are made and I hope Annette does well because she's a great singer regardless of what those idiots out there think
I listen to a range of music so I'm easy to get along with usually in that way
More recently I fell in love with the Band HIM so the three bands that are my favourite are Nightwish, Within Temptation, and HIM!!
HIM is just amazing I fell in love with them a while ago <3
and Within Temptation well I've always loved them <3
Here's some music =]
good job on reading the whole thing =D hugs for you! *hugs* =D
and now for the shiny object at the end....
dun dun dun..
=000 *drum roll*
BEWM BEWM ! IZ A NINJA!! =D
If you read my whole profile, bravo! copy and paste [And So The Lion Fell in Love With The Lamb] onto somewhere in your comment =)
Signs <3
Make me some =D I'll Love you Forever <3
Cults
The Cult I now Own: Twilight_RPc CLICK MY BANNER TO GO TO MY CULT
Name: Marie Gebauer Age: 17 Location: Canada Status: Taken and in Love <3 Religion:Agnostic Sexuality: Lesbian Random Fact: Ville Valo's birthday is November 22nd so only like 15 days later than mine! =D and he became active in music the same year I was born <3 and and yeah :3 amazing singer <3
ADD FRIEND
ADD FAVORITE
ADD TO SHITLIST
ADD TO CULT
BLOCK USER
REPORT USER
