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Sex: male
Age: 18
Location: , , United States
Orientation: Bisexual
Rating: 9.92
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Member since: January 05, 2007
Last logged in: December 02, 2008, 03:56pm
Status: Single
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 1716 people
Latest Journal Entry: Foamy   August 08, 2008, 04:32pm

Profile:
[ Don't Fucking Flirt with me Please!!!]
[Don't get mad at me if I don't reply to all of you, I can't be online 24/7]
If you are trying to talk to me, please try to
use basic grammar at the very least. You'll be
judged by that and your music taste .
Ok, I'll start by saying my name
I'm Alexander...
I'll start this as simple as i can
Read my profile first before you do anything else.
I'm a nice person but i have my limits
If you're full of animosity towards me
i'll be the same to you.
i dont give a fuck if you dont like me
Im not here to impress anyone ok? kthanks
My patience and tolerance is not infinite
im not the best person to give advise to be honest
im trying to take every bit of good things in life
each day their what makes me strong at surviving it.
Rainy days are my relaxation
One of my great passions is cutting and dying hair.
i have a lot of phobias but my meteorphobia seems
to be the one that affects me the most.
I most likely won't trust you at first so
you have to work to earn my respect
Im sick of most of the lies im fed each day
I will not tolerate anyone that disrespects my
friends
By the way ive erased most of the people on my
friends list, sorry.
Anything else? just ask..
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We are all trapped in prisons of the mind,it's hard
sensibility but we'll see it through in time,but
when words come between us noiseless in the
air,believe me I know it's easy to despair..don't.
Tonight I'm talking to my self...there's no one
that I know as well,thoughts collide without a
sound, frantic,frighting to be found. And I've
found things in this life that are still are real A
remainder refusing to be concealed. And I've found
the answer lies in real emotion Not self-indulgence
of a self-devotion.
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ESSENCE:It's ok to have butterflies in your
stomach. Just get them to fly in formation.
Taking ink in a massive dose and watching as blank
pages turn black while my hand and head double team
my heart.
The inside of my head feels foggy like a London
winter, but without all of the class and dignity.
Nobody gets how my head feels when I lay sideways
on the pillow.
We are becoming who we are meant to be. We are
becoming who we were.
Time passes like bottles between thoughts. Letting
myself just float.... to just feel ok. Being happy
doesn't mean you are unauthentic. Breathing life is
alright... in doses you know.
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ISOLATED:Eyes locked on the curb and blades of
grass that sneak between the cracks. Picking myself
apart. The only life I feel is in my right hand,
and that's weird, because its linked with yours.
I've been letting my mind get the best of us all,
friends included, and it can be such a weapon of
destruction. WakingUpInGuilt
Illuminate this bed and make this feel epic. Let's
become a disaster and a masterpiece rolled into
one. Carefully chiseled rough edges are all I am made of.
Currently trying to figure out how to untangle
myself of the expectations that I have casted.
Fingers going at the rate of my thoughts. I've been
shedding tears in nightmares the past few nights.
Dreaming everyone close to me away. I think that I
only apply this pressure to myself because that's
how you are supposed to handle an open wound. Still
trying to convince them all to swallow reality and
belch the truth. That's my cure. This
year
everyone exchanged guilt for the holidays. It's
always
"give love, make blood" when they're
around. Torn between
telling you the truth
or letting you get what you deserve.
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I dreamed on a friend someone who was there next to me, day and night.
I walked into a pet store and to find a ferret standing on the glass staring back at me, he was the sassiest one.
From that moment I knew, it was him.
I brought him into my empty place and he simply turned it all around.
It's funny cause I never get attached by animals however I see him as a son. (Furry one yes) but still I do anything to keep him safe and out of trouble. It's hard to explain how much this little creature means to me. He is what makes me, "me" . Complete. I love Foamy.
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Corey
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This guy has held my deepest fears and secrets that have never been exposed.
Any time, day, or reason he always talks to me and always acknowledges my presence.
He is someone who never takes me for granted and I am someone who can't live without him. Never has he let me to fend for my self unlike the obsequious and brusque others out there
he is the one I can truly call My Bestfriend.
My true friends
Writing
some family members
Horror films
Art
Animals
childish shows
Energy Drinks
Caffeine
Photography
Cigarettes
Ferrets
Classical Music
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Dislikes:
My plaguing fears
Liars
Ignorance
Arrogance
Sympathy
Patheticness
Old memories
Homophobes
Animal abusers
A lot of Lack of Grammar
Questions
Texting
All of the above
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Fake List:
1.)http://www.myspace.com/AlexxChaos
2.)http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGUmdXNlcmlkPTk3MTM5Nzg=
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Identity Thief
3.)http://kingmaddogvip.hi5.com/friend/72876077--ToXic%2BinJectioN%2BEmpty%2B--Profile-html
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Favorite Music:
I Ate Everybody
The Red Shore
Her Demise My Rise
Carnifex
White Chapel
Postmortem Promises
Annotions Of An Autopsy
Suicide Silence
Abel Is Dying
Bleed From Within
Evita
Bun Dem Out LBU
Siege of Amida Records
The Red Death
Ferret Music
LoveHateHero
Eyes Of Death
Bring me the Horizon
BlesstheFall
I Set My Friends On Fire
The Devil Wears Prada

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