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Sex: female
Age: 20
Location: Tennessee, United States
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
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Member since: July 10, 2006
Last logged in: March 30, 2014, 06:20am
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My name is Chelsey and I'm 18 years old. I'm from smack dab in the middle of the bible belt and I'm quite the southern belle. Humble, sweet and classy. I'm not brutally/overly honest, I feel there's always a softer way to express your opinion. I think people these days are a little to harsh, maybe I'm just too soft hearted.

As far as who I am, well I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one. I'm not defined by my style, of which I don't have, nor am I defined by what cults I'm in or your opinion of me. I have learned the hard way that I am not defined by your opinion of me, but by my opinion of me.

I'm a woman who is constanly changing, constantly evolving. I'm never satisfied with myself and I am always working on improving something about me. It can be anything from my physique, to my style, to my knowledge. I aim for perfection, and I'm on my way.

I am very intelligent, and I can't stand people who put no effort into learning. We are given almost free education for thirteen years of our life and you must be absolutely crazy to not take full advantage of it. While my grammar isn't the best, I do put alot of effort into the things I say. I try to learn something new everyday because I believe knowledge is the second most important thing a person can have.

The most important thing people can have is love. I believe it's important to love everyone to some degree. To me love is to care for someone, the degree's of love are endless. I care for everyone which makes me a wonderful listener. Even if I don't know you, if you need someone to talk to I will listen because everyone needs someone. And when someone needs an easy friend, you can come to me. =]

My philosophy on life is a quote by Emily Dickinson: "If I can stop one heart from aching, I shall not live in vain." I think that's it's my place/purpose/destiny to change the world for just one person. I think if I can just ease one persons pain, make one's person's day a little brighter my time on earth will not be meaningless. However, I won't just stop at one person. I aim to help as many people as I can. In the end, however, as long as at least one person has been helped by me, I am content. I also make it a goal to try and brighten one person's day everyday, so if you receive a random comment or rate from me that's why.

I have finally graduated highschool and am pursuing a degree in Microbiology. After recieving my Bachelor's degree, I intend on attending medical school to become a Pediatric Critical Care doctor. Eventually, I'd like to become certified in Herbalism and recieve my ND in Naturopathic medicine. Hopefully, I can run my own clinic one day. I will accomplish my dream, and I will be one of the best because I will not settle for anything less and I will work my ass off to get there.

I'm not cocky or arrogant. I'm very humble. I appreciate the littlest compliments. I think everyone is beautiful in their own way whether it's on the inside or outside. I try my best not to judge people before I know them. I try to appreciate each unique lifestyle and belief, not shun them because they aren't exactly like mine. An open mind is important.

I'm very trusting of people. I believe strongly in giving people the benefit of the doubt. I think everyone deserves a chance. I'm also a very forgiving person. I completely understand that people make mistakes, no one is perfect so why should I expect them to be. I once heard a quote that inspired me to let go of my anger, and become a forgiving person. "To hold onto anger is like holding onto a hot piece of coal with the intent of throwing it- you get burned." Let go of anger, and forgive the people who have hurt you. Being angry will get you no where in life.

My mom is gay. I live with my two mothers. If you have a problem with it then deal with it. It gets on my nerve to see people discriminating against my mom because she is gay. If you don't like it, don't mention it. I would hope that this won't affect your opinion on me, but if it does you weren't worth knowing anyway.

I play a few instruments. I play the clarinet and piano fluently. I can also play the trumpet and trombone a bit. My most recent musical endeavor has been Tuba! I could waste my life away in front of my piano. I've always loved making music, and listening to music but that's not something i would choose as a job. Recently, I have been accept into my College's Marching Band.

My musical tastes consist of anything really. My favorite band is Taking Back Sunday and my favorite singer is Cher. I love Classical music, acoustic music, and rock. I'm open to anything so feel free to send me good music to check out, I'll always take the time to look at it. =]

I love horror movies. I'll watch anything, but my favorites are horror movies. I love the feeling of being scared. Roller coasters, haunted houses, anything for a thrill. I love the feeling of walking the line between life and death.

I love to write stories. I must admit, my grammar can be quite horrible, but none the less I love to write stories. I am a very creative person and the way words can evoke an entire story in my head amazes me. I hope to have a book one day.

I love history, especially the history of the Egyptians. I'm fasinated by the past, because I believe before we can understand how to fix our current global problems, we must understand our world's past.

I love food. If you can cook, you can have my heart. I'm a skinny girl on the outside, but on the inside, I'm a fattie. I love pickles, and anything sweet.

Fun facts! I love reading random, fun facts I'll never use. I love to laugh too, so I love hearing jokes.

Hair. I think hair shows alot about a person. Such as how much effort they put into themselves. I love people to play with my hair and rub my head. =] I want to learn to style hair one day.

I love learning something new. I try to learn something new everyday, so drop me something interesting.

My username. It was cool at 13, not so much at 18.

I can't stand homophobia. We are all human beings and we are all entitled to the pursuit of happiness, so long as it doesn't hurt anyone. How is gay marriage hurting you? It's not. How is a gay couple adopting children hurting them? It's not. If you believe God is going to send them to hell, then leave it up to God. He says not to judge, so you shouldn't judge. Another thing that I dislike is religion. No I'm not Christian, I'm not anything. I don't like religion because of all the negatives it brings into the world. Everyday people die because they believe differently. I don't like how people misinterpret God to be a negative thing, someone to be feared. I think religion is more trouble than it's worth and on a global scale is only causing trouble. However, I do admire people who do have a deep faith. I could never have such a deep faith on something with no proof. I can barely have faith in a real person.

I don't like liars. Take responsibility for what you say and do. You can lie to the world, but you can't lie to yourself. I found that out the hard way. You'll never find your true self, or live your full life if it's all an act. Don't be afraid to show who you really are, some people will like you, some won't. What matters is that you like yourself.

Geometry.

I have panic attacks often because of stress. It really is one of the worst feelings in the world. Hyperventilating, hearing in my head I'm not good enough, I desrve this, I don't deserve this. It's walking the line between life and death, but not in the fun way. Please don't cause me stress, I just can't handle it.

Obsession over material things.

I hate when people don't appreciate things people do. I think it's really rude for someone to ignore something someone does for them. Whether it's a cult invite, a comment, or someone giving you breakfest in bed. It's important to appreciate thing others do for you.

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Ellie

Ellie is one of the most beautiful, amazing people I know. I've known her for years, and even though we drift apart sometimes, she's always there for me. I honestly love her and think she's an amazing person!


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