My mind is like a maze that can never get to the end, always searching and always finding something new. Discovering myself within the walls and seeing who I really am, my life is never perfect and neither is yours, you will have ups and downs just like a rollercoaster but you always end up on top at the end of it all with your feet still on the ground. I know I am not as beautiful as most girls on vf, but I know I do have beauty inside me. I dont follow the trend, I do what I believe in and thats the way it will always be.

I live in the middle of nowhere surrounded by trees, sheep, cows, a river and a corn mill. This place is Heatherslaw, and I love it. Hardly anyone here and so much nature, it’s the perfect place for me. I am very spiritual and love to sense new feelings and explore new areas. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis and Hyper Mobility Syndrome, they are apart of who I am, what I’ve become.
I am very sensitive and shy, I hate seeing people hurt or knowing they are upset, I cry when people cry. I have trust issues, but can become very clingy to someone very quick. I hate judging people by their looks, but it happens but I never turn my back on them. I can also become easily annoyed.
I love writing new stories, but I can never finish them, I buy lots of books but never get to read them. I smoke but I don’t drink or do drugs.

Charlie:
I love him, he is the best thing that has happened to me and I hope it never ends. He shows me the world in his eyes and holds my dreams in his heart. He is brilliant, intelligent, funny, loving, amazing. He never tries to change me, always takes me for who i am. Though we have been seeing each other for 2 years it seems like forever of being with him. ♥

Taylor:
He is the most precious person in my life, he is like a son to me and I never want to know he is upset or anything like that. I have known him for 4 years now and I we have come from the bad times back to the good, and im so happy that we have managed to keep our friendship strong. He is intelligent, funny, amazing, the bitchest male i have ever known! and I love him for it =P and when we are both old and grey, I will beat his ass at the zimmer frame race we are gonna have =D ♥