And so i'll fake a smile and swallow back these tears all to please but no will see the pain in my eyes and these cuts on my wrists and no one knows me well enough to see the truth between the lies toldand to know whats really wrong with the picture
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Sex: female Age: 17 Location: Cranston,
Rhode Island, United States Orientation: Gay Best Friends with:Courtneyy_Crunkk In a relationship with:Shay_Nightmare Rating: 0.00 Rating points: 0
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I'm Nicki I'm 15 i have blonde and black hair and blue eyes. i am ENGAGED to Shay_Nightmare so beward (: i am majorly protective so watch yourself, anyway, i am one of those ppl you can come to for sympathy, but one of those people who are HUGE jerks when they are pissed off, so pissing me off isnt exsactly a good idea. I love music and writing i am a poet, mot of my things are offered to get published, my new book call 'Well Thats A Twist' will be finished by the summer and sent out to a publisher, this book is about my summer and Schitzo, so if yer interested ask about it. i am obessed with music, ask me a song ussually i know it and ALL its lyrics, if not i learn the song in a day or two, my life is deditcated to music love peace writing and family. the only thing is i dont like the pressure i get from a family of people who are sucessful and many people know in which whom they are, sadly i put up with it and move on with live as we all should i have 2 mottos one i made up and thee other i have stummbled upon, the first is my own, Live it up,Drink it down, Party hard, Live Free, this is a quote that needs explaining, Live it up- to live yer life the way u want and to its fullest, Drink it down- live with what you got, yer not the only one going through it, Party hard- gonna have fun? have fun dont let ppl in yer way of a good time, Live free- dont let ppl push u around and tell ya what to do bcuz yer your own person, and people shouldnt put u down for it. The other i had stummbled upon is self explanitory, Party like a Rockstar, Look like a Movie star, Play like an Allstar and Fuck like a Porn Star My biggest inperation has to b my mum. shes a cop and such. but i love her. shes pretty young for a mum with 2 teenagers lol. she does everything for me and my preppy brother lol [[ love u bro ]]. well hit me up at myspace.com/apicturesquelove or brutalcanadian92
Friends , Music , my love <333 NeverShoutNever , Chase Coy, Paramore, The Red Jumpsuite Apperatus, Escape the Fate, AFI, All Time Low, Brokencyde, Bring Me The Horizon, Black Veil Brides, You Me At Six, Tomarrow's Syn, Mariana's Trench, Flyleaf, The Medic Droid, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Breathe Carolina, A Day To Remember, Hey Monday, Progress In Color, Blink 182, Cobra Starship, Drop Dead Goregous, Mayday Parade, Dot Dot Curve, Eyes Set To Kill, Anarbor, and so much more
labelers and jerks RAP their all very annoying. If your one of these people, GET OFF MY PROFILE, your ignorant and ignorant fucks are dissapointing and usless, so get off my page and out of my life, and if your a person who hits on everyone i am Taken, and i will not stand for someone attempting to take me away from my love or my love away from me.
my FAVORITE friend is Matt he has always been there and is the best bud a person could ever have ALSO my favorite person in my entire life is Shay<3 (Shay_Nightmare) we've been dating for a year and just about 5 months, and every day i love her more and more, she is the key to my happiness, the love of my life, and no matter what, nothing will take my love and faith in her away from her. "Love isn't to be toyed with, but to be shared, beacause in everyones hour of need you will need the love, and love will always prevail in the deepest of ways" - Nicki Catestrophic� Known Since: June 16th 2009 Dating Since: July 21st 2009 <3