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Latest Journal Entry: What She Wants November 12, 2008, 03:39am
Profile: Name's Freya. I'm 14 years young. I'm probably one of the most deep, complex people on this planet. But I wont bore you by going on about how intellectual and mentally fucked-up I am. I'm extremely mature for my age, but that doesn't mean to say I can't have fun. =] If I'm not depressed I'm usually really hyper and random. No literally, I can get high on air. You'd think I was drunk. ^^ I'm very creative and drawing has been my main hobby since I was little. Art is my passion. Y'know I'm just on of those depressive, over-thinking, slightly insane artist types... I love photography, capturing memories in pictures. Its beautiful. I'm getting a digital camera soon, the reason we still don't have one is due to the fact me and my mummy are very poor, :] We hate it very much so. I have an unhealthy obsession with beauty and physical appearance. To the point where I'm putting my own health at risk. I strive for perfection, though I know "perfection" does not exist. Mia likes to control me, she's just an evil little voice inside my head. I'm a very obsessive/compulsive person, to be frank. I start a lot of my sentances off with "I" or "I'm". Pretty self-absorbed really, but that doesn't make me arogant or lacking in self-awareness. I know myself very well. But I think in general, "aware" is a good word to describe me. I know what's right and wrong, I good at predicting other peoples words or actions, well it's just easy to see the way there mind works, because of there mentality. I'm very vain, funny because I despise every little detail of my face and body. I put quite a lot of effort in my make-up, though it doesn't seem to make me any prettier. I swear an awful lot, as in countless times a day. Expression, habit and emphasis. I dislike people who can't take it, they're not real enough for me. I'm a hedonistic bitch and I love it, ahaa. x] Sex, drugs, rock && roll... and rave too. ^^ I'm always fantasizing about al the different ways of achieving ecstasy && euphoria... my mum worries about me a lot. Give me a nice hug and I'll love you forever. :] I like intimacy, I'm a lover not a hater. I always tend to fall for people who are out of reach... they're either taken or I don't know them very well. It sucks. ¬_¬ Music is basically my life. And I'm not joking. It's one of the things that keeps me alive. Fuckin lose yourself... music is my main ecstasy. My music preference is very wide, anything from chavy rap to screamo! But my most favourite genres have got to be punk rock, and trance. I just adore 90's music, anything from classic Ibiza trance to Nirvana and Bikini Kill. <3 Saturdays at Shottz square are always fun. =] Tis where all the cool kids hang out likee. The kids who just don't give a flying fuck what the boring twats think of them. ;] I'll most likely love you if you're a total fuck up. A fucking genius, tortured by your own manic mind. I'll adore you, because you'll understand me and be able to connect with me on the deepest level. I disike your average person to be honest, especially your average mindless teenager. But people like us kind of just have to go along with it. "I'm not like them but I can pretend". I'm a very friendly person and probably the most open-minded person you can know. I hate immature, ignorant, narrow-minded people, sad theirs so many of them around.
I've just recently decided how awesome it would be to be in a band, since I have such a burning passion for music... despite the fact I can't play and instrument or sing LOL. I dunno, maybe I could scream...? Haha, well that's just another dream of mine. That and to become a manga/anime artist or writer. I think what I'd really love is to become a famous rockstar and then join that stupid club. I'm not particularly religious, never have been. But I am open-minded... and just recently I've really been getting into meditation. My dad (a recovering alcoholic/drug-addict) has been doing it for a few years now, and claims it's what keeps him sane. At first I wasn't too interested, but now I fucking love it. I'm reading a book about, and I've decided that buddhism out of all religeons, is incredibly right and the most intelligent. It really is fucking amazing. My profile was a lot shorter, much less text. But I decided to change it since I didn't think it explained me enough. And I'd like to be seen for what I am and not judged wrong. =] I'm sorry if I appear stuck-up at all or a "Know-it-all", I'm really not I just decided I'd like to make this as honest as possible. And I hope I don't look like a complete lunatic either! x] So feel free to comment, rate && add. n__n Also, care to know more about me? Take a look at my blog or say hi, I'm always up for a chat. Freyaa Vampire. xoxo Likes: Manga. Anime. Drawing. Writing. Friends. Music. Make-up. My hair straighteners. Bows. Band tees. Tiaras. Partying/raving. Passion. Love/compassion. Photography. Japan. Fairgrounds. Glow-sticks. Sanrio. Blood/gore. Hair extensions. Beauty. Obsesssions. Sincerity. Individuality. Porcelain skin. Quantum mechanics. Meditation. Compliments. Euphoria. Ecstasy. Getting hyper. Losing weight. Late night conversations. Vampires. Hedonism. Intelligence. Eccentricity. Anarchy. Being bitten. Syringes. Riot Grrrl. Kinderwhore. All forms of ART. Sex. Coffee. Lucid dreams. Lolita fashion. Kurt Cobain. <333Dislikes: Chavs. Bitchiness. Narrow-minded people. Neurosis. Homophobic cunts. Sexism. Racism. BORING people. Thick/dumb/simple/mediocre people. Your average person (lol). Ignorance. Being belittled/looked down on because of my mere age (AHAA!). Hatred. Bugs/insects (especially spiders). My looks. Fakes. Negativity. Conflict. School. Death/end. Anxiety. Panic-attacks. Not being good enough. Conforming. The very familiar taste of stomache acids. Racing thoughts. Mia the buli.Favorite Music: Techno, trance, hardcore, punk, grunge, alternative, industrial, metal, psych, rap, hip-hop, R&B and so on. Artists... Nirvana. Blink 182. Bikini Kill. Hole. Babes In Toyland. Daisy Chainsaw. QueenAdreena. L7. Enter Shikari. Nightcore. Cascada. DJ Cammy. DJ Satomi. Ian Van Dahl. Flip & Fill. Underworld. Ultrabeat. N-trance. Scooter. N-dubz. Eminem. Marilyn Manson. Christina Aguilera. MCR. Rihanna. Fergie. Green Day. Linkin Park. The Prodigy. t.A.T.u. Porcelain And The Tramps. Kate Nash. Adele. Faithless. DJ Hixxy. Amy Winehouse. Combichrist. Panic! At The Disco. Avril Lavigne. Hadouken!. DJ Tiesto. Pendulum. Soulja Boy Tell Em. Dizzee Rascal. Lilly Allen. Snoop Dogg. Fallout Boy. Bring Me The Horizon. Britney Spears. Mika. 30 Seconds To Mars. Bullet For My Valentine. Lostprophets. Kill Hannah. The Medic Droid. Bitch Brigade. P!nk. Gwen Stefani. Snow Patrol. Evanscence. Feeder. Crystal Castles. The Distillers. 7 Year Bitch. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. HIM. The Smashing Pumpkins. Basshunter. Owl City. Mindless Self Indulgence. Alien Ant Farm. Nickleback. The Deviants. Zombie Girl. Radiohead. Joy Division. Oasis. Soundgarden. Sex Pistols. The Frumpies. Katy Perry. Paramore. Foo Fighters. Slipknot. The Birthday Massacre. Jay-Z. Killing Joke. Katasrophe Wife. Shonen Knife. Vivian Girls. Spider And The Webs. The Stooges. Black Flag. Bitch Alert. Bratmobile. Brokencyde. Korn. Emilie Autumn.Link 1: http://www.myspace.com/smexiirawrbaby15 Link 2: http://www.bebo.com/PureMDMA
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