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Last logged in: November 19, 2008, 09:28am
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Not all martyrs see Divinity
But at least you tried...
Sex: male
Age: 18
Location: Northglenn, Colorado, United States

Member since: May 25, 2004
Account: Premium Member

Status: Single
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It was Daylight when you woke up in your ditch...

Hey whats up, I'm Dollface, or just simply, Doll. My real name is given to all those i trust. It doesnt take long for me to trust someone, which may be a fault of mine, but I guess I'm just a sucker like that. I have too much Hope and faith in humanity. I've been on VF for a long Time, including the 4 years with this SN, and well before in the days of ToxicSqrl13, so I know how things work around here very well.
A bit about me, I'm a Pansexual, and if you're unfamiliar with it i say look it up, I'm tired of explaining what it is to people. I'm the Lead Guitarist and Singer for the Denver based band Rozenock. Other Members are Angry_Redneck, Dr-Gonzo, and Dutch_Bastard. I've made the top 10 list twice to my knowledge and though pointless, I admit I'm proud of this fact. My love for music is usually my focal point of my present and future, but i still have time for other things i love. I love video games and always will be a gamer at heart. i love movies, particularly Dark humor. I love to film anything and everything, good or bad. I love hanging out with my Amazingly Epic friends, and i couldn't ask for better friends, but we're always looking for new recruits. I love to film our shenanigans and post them on Youtube. We have 50+ videos on Youtube, but we have over 100 in stock. I'm also a huge theatre geek, and you can usually find me after school doing something Theatre related. I am a proud member of the International Thespian Society.

I'm pretty soft-spoken about my views on anything, usually expressing my views on things that i feel 100% about or if I'm more or less forced into telling them. Though soft spoken, i feel very strongly about my views. I'll share a few with you. I Don't believe in Bisexuality.... i just don't I believe its unfair to waffle in the middle of a drastic spectrum while everyone else takes their respective sides, and watch you giggle and dance in the middle, manipulating all that is around you. I don't believe that anyone is weak. Not as a race, not as a gender, not as an Age, not weak.

Anyways, I'm not going to say I'm crazy, i wont say I'm your worst nightmare or that I can be the biggest bitch/dick in the world if you fuck with me. i can't honestly say that i hold grudges if you get on my bad side. There are alot of things i can't or wont tell you. You know why? because I know that once you leave this profile, You will see all this shit on the next 16 profiles you come across. I find it boring, but i can say I'm just not like that. To add to that, i am NOT impressed by Cryptic language. Don't talk to me like you think you are some kind of creature of the damn dark. Talk to me like a person.

So for personal stuff that i don't mind telling. I'm single and idk what else to say about it. I am a father. I have a daughter born July 6th. Lyric Apolinar-Lopez. Lets face it shes just fucking amazing :). 6 lbs 4 oz. and 19 inches. Yep a regular Vampire Princess :) I have a few piercings, my Lip (not lebret, lip), my Eyebrow, my Ears and my Tongue. I have One Tattoo. I do like things that have somewhat of a darker atmosphere, but i Like things with positive messages. I'm a very optimistic person, and usually look on the brighter side of things. I'm a Senior in High school, but I may need to take an Extra Semester to graduate. I have been Falsely accused of Various sexually deviant behavior, including Rape, molestation, Harassment, assault, and all that other good shit. I know it isn't true and Anyone i know knows it isn't true (and it's weird, the story changes depending on who you ask or who tells you). I don't expect you to believe me... i hope you do, but I can't say any of these are fair allegations, but its all good. i have heard, also, that i have a bit of a seductive side. i admit, I'm flirty by nature, and a bit of a sexual joker at times, but i don't believe I'm seductive.

I guess this is where i cut out. if theres anything else you would like to know or talk about, I'm always willing to talk to new people. So feel free to ask me what you will or just talk to me in general.


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Didn't think it would take this long
To see the things that you've been doing.
Didn't think I could Wait this long
To make the point that you've been proving.

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I Daydream of the Sorrow
A Thing Why I Don't Know
I March into the battle
Envisioned In My Dome
In Kings I find tomorrow
Obsessive youth Prevails
With tolerance of admission
Here Lyes a naked me
No oil burns to light my way

Etched In My Face
Admiring the Waste

Its on my conscience
I, of the self Loathing
Where is my shining?
Hidded in all this fear
Stare into nothing
Blistering part of me
It's on the table
and getting too comfertable
In chains of bondage
I am the Whipping Boy

God Doesn't Like me anymore
I'm Tired and thirsty, And Regret is at my door
Wear a frown, but hide the feeling from my face
Sure to know I'll lose my place
With no reason to have seen my fallen pecuriality
I'm hiding out in this open space Where everyone knows my Face
But I Can't get enough, Its The hardest stuff
No I Can't get enough, And It feels so tough

IT'S YOUR FATE!!!

What Am i Supposed to be?
This old man of no world?
Welcome to what you deserve,
To Be apart of the herd

It's not so Hollow
And from here, We'll Keep the pace
Beg, Steal, or Borrow
They'll keep you locked in a cage

Exspecially if your insane

These People Kick ass and NO one will say otherwise!!!!!1
A.j. (Dr-gonzo), My Brother-unit and Rhythm guitarist for the band. An Angry soul who is never short of Impulsive, no matter what trouble it may cause... Just the way shit should be.
Gerrit (Dutch_bastard) Is a Jackass... But more importantly, he's Riot... or the ROIT depending on the day. Drummer for das band of Asshats and a friend to all. Loud, destructive and underhanded... Sounds like family to me!
Josh (Angry_Redneck), Are a bass guitarerer... Capt. Murphey presents us all with his Tripadelic Funkdown hour and makes us laugh. Never falling short with a dark, dry sense of humor often with Monotonous delivery (which just adds to the hilarity) He's a Damn Yankee... i mean a Good friend...
Angel (CemetaryNights) is my ex Girlfriend and the mother of my daughter, Lyric... You need to Calm down Missy! lol You're going to give yourself a heart attack worrying about so damn much lol. But I loves ya anyways lol
Sarah (dark_vampire_16) Is a friend who i have known for almost 3 years now... Or almost 2, i have no fucking idea. We've never met in real life due to her living in a different state, but meh, oh well. when she isnt stressed out of her skull, She is one of the few people to actually sit down, listen, and talk with you to make you feel better... bastard... lol
Brandy (brandy_brutality) Ok, now I know I've known this girl for at least 3 years. We've shared our ups, and out downs, and our slight steps sideways... But nonetheless She'll goof her ass off (albeit mostly unintentionally) And Make ya laugh. just dont be surprised if she disappears off the face of the earth once in a while.
Casey (BROKEN_PRAYER666) I am not quite sure what to say here.. I know there deserves an honorable mention here, but we haven't talked for the better part of 7 months or so. Well She was always nice at least.
Kitty (bloody_kitty_666) An Ex-gf of mine. Again, I haven't talked to her for the better part of a year, but it's not always easy to get online when you are taking care of a baby all by yourself pretty much. Good luck, Hun.
Jessie (ScentlessBox) Such a busy girl, we never get to talk anymore.. again I'll fill this out when i find something to say lol. (Also the link does not work)

Right here.. Right here in this very freakign spot, will soon be dedicated to my friends, Once i'm not bored or i have a good amount of time/braining thing

Dislikes
Missing your "Certain Someone", False aligations and Accusations, Myspace, Sadists, The baby from "Trainspotting", Being alone v.v, The word "Semantics", Mushrooms, When People Give Me Chain-Comments (I really hate those), Gender Induced Double Standards, Animal Abuse/Abusers, Getting Faygo in your eyes, The Concept of time and timing, Me, My left ear (headphones never stay in it, no matter what kind), Lesbians (no im not "homophobic", and i have no problem with Bis or gays) And Any Form of Girl-on-Girl activity. (besides hugging), Falling into Ground Hog Holes, Mental pain,SEX DISCRIMINATION!, Most Rap, Most HipHop people, in a general sense, who are ignorant, drugs, Sex crazed people, The fact that most people i know or meet mistake the word homophobia to be fear of gays or homosexuality. Homophobia is the fear of things that are the same, Hetero phobia is the fear if thigs that are different. those who get way too much credit for what other people help them do, People who always aske me for nude pics!, Racist and Sexist people/ statements... and the one thing i cant stand, RAPE! No woman or man should ever have to get raped by someone else (both genders rape) I have strong Dislikings for the bands My Chemical Romance, Hawthorn Heights, Fall out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Atreyu, Buckcherry, most Nine Inch Nails stuff, and Marylin Manson. But however, under the great blue sky, I absolutly HATE Evanescanse...

Favorite Music
Rock, Hard Rock, Progressive Rock, some Death Metal, some Black Metal, Heavy Metal, metal Core, Techno, Some Rap, Alternative rock, grunge, Jazz
My Friends

Dr-Gonzo


CemetaryNights


brandy_brutality


dark_vampire_16


Dutch_bastard

angry_redneck
LadyHeather

XxRed_ShaDoW_DeAtHxX


MadamCadaver


Lady_Goth

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