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' The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; The day he forgives them, he becomes an adult. The day the child forgives himself he becomes wise. ' Sex: female Age: 18 Location: Just here, in my room, The Netherlands Member since: September 15, 2007 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single Occupation: listening to music ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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Hey you, welcome to my profile! It's nice of you to step by and take your time to look at my pro and / or photo's. First of all I want to explain my nickname. I am a big fan of the Buffy series, and one of the characters is called Drusilla [ she is a vampire ]. Recently someone told me were the name was from originally. So I did a bit of research myself after that and I discovered that once it was the name of Augustus' wife. August was as you all may know the first Roman emperor and the name of his wife was Livia Drusilla. Cool ey? But enough of that welcome shit now. If you want to know more of me just continue reading and leave a message if you want. I hope you like it. Enjoy! Facts: What you can tell by looking I'm tall / model length / whatever. My height is 1.77m / 5'10''. My eyes are green greyish. Pretty big eyes I'm told [ you will have to see for yourself I guess ]. My current haircolor is black. But from origine I'm a blonde (hate it). Uhm, my clothing style is a bit I-do-as-I-like kinda thing, almost every day I'm different and most people like that about me. I just dress like I feel / feel like I dress. Jewelry and gloves are also really my thing. I use it to 'pimp' myself from ordinary to something more. I wear four rings and I once cut an old pantyhose and made a fingerless glove of it [ LOve it! ] My fingernails are almost always polished [ like black, pink, purple, darkblue, darkgreen, or I make simple symbols on them ]. Besides my rings I wear a necklace with the pentagram sign / a key / amethyst / very tiny 'bottle'. Just recently I also [ finally! ] pierced my ear in the upper part and I have two 'piercings' next to the 'normal' ones. *thinks* Anything else? - No, not so far, just read on if you want. What you can know by reading: I'm a girl who was an aspiring danser, meaning I used to attend a professional school for dancers, but I had to stop because of physical problems. Although I don't regret the time I spend there I feel somehow eliberated now because I'm less stressed and I got out of the 'dancers-circle' what gave me the chance to meet new people. I'm very happy with the friends I have now. They are loving, patient, understanding and just great! I hope they are just as happy with me as I'm with them ^.^ I like talking to new people, but when someone meets me for the first time they tend to think I'm arrogant. Please look through this and see the girl I really am. I'm just really shy in fact [ at first ] and I can get nervous around new people. I think it is because of my own shy-ness that I like mentally strong woman, woman who can stand on their own feet. Not someone who lives life unnoticed. I like to stand out in a crowd I guess, but we alternative people almost always do, so that's pretty convenient >< Most of the time I wear [ dark ] make-up because I really don't feel like myself without it. When I don't wear any of it and I look in the mirror I always think: ' Who is this girl? ' Besides that weird factor I'm the loving kind of person. I always want to help people and I'm there for them who really need me to be. I'm open-minded, honest and nice [ weird to say that about myself, but it's true I believe ] Ofcourse I can be a bitch but ey, who isn't sometimes! I just say what's on my mind. Sometimes that a fault, but most of the times I think of it as a virtue ^.^ Oh and one more thing: I'm a sleep-walker xD Btw, if you're interested in some [ in my opinion ] beautifull lyrics, you need to click the link somewhere at the bottom of the page [ 'My links' ] It says: Some beautiful lyrics My loved ones First of all there's my sister, Marieke . She is the one who got me through a lot of shit. It's too bad she doesn't live here anymore, but we can talk over the phone or at msn. Sometimes when I have the time I just go and see her so we can do crazy stuff. Love you darlin'! Thei my big brother is the best brother you could ever have or imagine. He's about 10 years older than me and moved out at age 16 [when I was six] so I don't know him that well. Because of this it can be a bit strange talking to him now and then but he's really sweet and above all a very caring and understanding person! Next at my loved ones list is Malou . I know her for about two years now, which is pretty short, but she already stole a spot in my heart. I can just sit down with her and tell her everything, but we also have a lot of fun together! I'm gonna miss her when she moves to Maastricht this summer :( [xXxblackbaloonxXx @ VF] . Then there's this little sweetie called Eef . I know her for about a year now. Our friendship started a bit strange but also very funny. One day after lunch break she just asked me for a hug and that was our first real contact xD. Anyway, I always have a good time with her. We fight, laugh and cry and we share a passion for Buffy which is cool. [Fragile-- @ VF] This girl called Jante is also a very good friend of mine with whom I'm re-connecting a bit again. When I moved to Venlo 4/5 years ago, she was the one who became my friend. Showed me around at school and stuff. I stood by her in rough times and so she did for me. I hope our friendship will stay for a long while :] Harm is also part of my group of close friends. I met him here at VF like 9 months ago if I remember correctly. We both like BTVS which was the subject of our first conversation I guess ^^ After that we started talking more at msn and now he became a very valuable friend to me. Wouldn't want to miss him! [smaug @ VF]. Last but not least is Allyson . She's one of my oldest friends. I've known her since we were two nine-year-olds. Because we moved to Venlo we lost contact for a while, but our friendship is totally renewed! We're always talking at the same level, so that's pretty cool. Laughing is one of our greatest occupations.. so yeah.. she's a lot of fun!

!!! Appreciates !!! having the lovely friends I have hanging with them getting hugs my sister [ www.vampirefreaks.com/Maire ] my brother Thei <3 my gothic chicken ^^ watching movies / series [ Buffy / Angel rule ^^ ] enjoying what mother earth created cuddling my 4 white cats [ all at once :p ] putting on make-up [ let me be, I'm a girl ^^ ] polishing my nails [ sorry, can't help it ] matching old with new clothes high heeled shoes or boots drinking baileys on ice cherry wine having a smoke once in a while visit castles / ruines sitting in a room full of burning candles black, red, hot pink and darkblue talking to people at msn writing and reading poems reading a lot of books celebrating christmas day-dreaming fingerless gloves (bow) ties and laces cadillacs / limo's watching freerunners Sylvie Guillem [ note: she's a dancer ^^ ] Spike [ James Marsters ] * I'm like: he's HOT!* Emilie Autumn's clothing-style and hair sunrise / sunset / the dark music because it stabilises my emotions the shapes of a [ slim ] fit human body [ I ADORE dancers! ] guys with an Irish accent ^.^ when it's raining and I can watch it from behind my window the moment just before you fall asleep little birth marks pic comments ice-cream corsets some tattoo's bubbling fruit *_* This is a list of my favorite movies also check my link 'Where my heart's at' Domino The Jacket Pride & Prejudice King Arthur Dr. Zhivago Pirates of the Caribbean Bend it like Beckham Harry Potter The Mists of Avalon Lord of the Rings Crusade in Jeans Cold Mountain Troy The DaVinci Code The Last Samoerai El Laberinte Del Fauna Braveheart The Horse Whisperer Shrek 1 & 2 Centerstage Save the Last Dance Dirty Dancing 1 & 2 Honey Step Up Mean Girls The Moulin Rouge Beyond Borders The Underworld The Number 23 Stigmata Van Helsing ^.^

!!! Despises !!! Lawyers!!! I seriously want to strangle every single one of them! * Except MY lawyer ^^ * Cult - invites. * I just don't like cults. They're a waste of time * People who mess with me or my friends. *Feels the fury again* When people say they're okay when they're not * Hint: Just be honest! * Economics / math --> * What's the fucking difference?! * When I'm cold * But a hug or blanket could help * Waking up too early * It can make me kranky * Boys who like to play girls * Commonly know as players * Not knowing what to do * I'm not only talking about being bored * School policy * Because it is way too ridiculous * When I have to make quick decisions * I'm a persons who doubts a lot * Coffee * Makes me feel sick to my stomach * Nightmares * Who likes to wake up crying and screaming?! * Mice / rats * They freak me out :S * People who do drugs * addict: good luck quitting | 'wanna be cool': you're sad * And last but not least.. Little time x_x Beautiful poem from Buffy Passion,.. It lies in all of us, sleeping.., waiting. And though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open it's jaws and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all,.. and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments: the joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the extasy of grief. It hurts more sometimes than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace, but we would be hallow: empty rooms, shattered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead. - Angelus -

!!! Sounds I love !!! The sound of the rain against the window Thunder The beat of your lovers heart Little children's laughter... A lot of soundtracks and apart from that... Alanis morissette - Alter Bridge - Anouk - Alice in Chains - Aphex Twin - Avril Lavigne - Breaking Benjamin - Chemical Brothers - C-Mon & Kypski - Cold - Coldplay * Creed * Damien Rice * Darling Violetta * Dave Matthews Band * Default * Emilie Autumn * (some of) Eminem * Ennio Morricone * Evanescence * Fatboy Slim * Fear Factory - Fiction Plane - Foo Fighters - Flyleaf - Goo Goo Dolls - Goose - Groove Armada - Hinder - Immediate Music - Incubus - Jimmy Eat World - Kate Nash * Kelly Clarkson * Lamb * Lenny Kravitz * Limp Bizkit * Linkin Park * Lost Prophets * Maria Mena * Massive Attack * Minipop * Moke * Mozart * Muse * Nickleback - Nine Inch Nails - Nirvana - Oxide 9 - Paolo Nutini - Papa Roach - Patrick Watson - Payable on Death - Pearl Jam - Philip Glass - Pink - Puddle Of Mudd * Radiohead * Razorlight * Sage Francis * Sarah McLaughlan * Saybia * Silverchair * Silvertide * Snow Patrol * Stabbing Westward * Staind * Sum 41 * Susie Suh - The Afters - The Birthday Massacre - The Prodigy - The Used - The Verve - The Vines - Tom Tykwer - Tool - Typhoon * U2 * Vertical Horizon * VNV Nation * When November Falls * Zombie Girl * 30 seconds to Mars * 0118-vier * And probably more I can't think of right now ;] ... Well this was it.. This all may sound very shallow because I only tell facts like how I sort of look and what I like/dislike. But that's all you get to know about a person through the internet.. no matter what person you're dealing with. And you know why..? Because you can't see inside their head! So don't trust people to easily.. Be carefull, have fun and enjoy your time here. With love, X - D R U S I L L A - X

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