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Latest Journal Entry: Mayday, witches, altered states, and the spiritual path   May 02, 2013, 10:49am
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★About Me★

★Some things I am into: exercise & fitness, meditation, vegetarianism, yoga, bicycling, astrology, runes, magick, tarot, metaphysics, fitness, flirting, Heathenism, Vanatru, Asatru, Northern Tradition Paganism, Norse Paganism, Paganism, Norse gods & goddesses, psychology, anthropology, D/s, Vikings, goth/industrial, airplanes, space ships, alternative lifestyles, sci-fi, Second Life, Linux, 18th century, Gorean, sexual roleplay, BDSM


★ Music I like

-Types of music I enjoy listening to-: Industrial, EBM, Futurepop, Deathrock, Darkwave, Ethereal, Goth, Aggrotech, Psytrance, Bhajans, Techno, Classical, Celtic, World, Ambient, Mantras, Spiritual, Chanting. -Fav Bands: Ayria, Cruxshadows, God Module, VNV Nation, The Birthday Massacre, I:scintilla, Imperative Reaction, Hocico, Amduscia, Eisenfunk, Angelspit, old Sisters of Mercy, Prometheus Burning, Ego Likeness, The Gothsicles, glassGhosts, 45 Grave, Dead Can Dance, Emilie Autumn, Zombie Girl, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Combichrist, The Cure, Bauhaus, Lisa Garrard, Blind Faith and Envy, Juno Reactor, Miguel and the Living Dead, Regenerator, Cervello Elettronico, Grendel, Suicide Commando, Apoptygma Berzerk, Massiv in Mensch, And One, She Wants Revenge, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Razed in Black, Cruciform Injection, Funker Vogt


★ Dominant vs submissive

A Dominant is someone who likes to or needs to define their environment & situation. This also means that they like to define their relationships (be in charge & state the terms of the relationship). Dominant does not necessarily mean that someone likes to boss people around, some Dominants may be into bossing people around, but not all. There is a difference between bossing people around & being the one who defines their own relationships & is in charge in them.

A submissive is someone who likes others to define their environment & situation for them. There is a difference between a sexual submissive & an actual submissive. A sexual submissive gets sexually aroused by being told what to do, but may or may not be an actual submissive. Most submissives are also sexual submissives, but many sexual submissives are not actual submissives.

A clear character trait which reveals that someone is not a submissive is if they are the judgmental type, as this is a trait which Dominants, but not submissives have.

I like to be the Dominant in relationships I have with women. This is something I need to enjoy a relationship.


★ Gorean

Gor is a low fantasy sci-fi world described in a series of over 30 novels. These novels started to be written in the 1960s and new ones are still being written. It describes a world based roughly on the ancient cultures of the Earth, with a focus on a BDSM and in particular D/s related style of sex slavery (yet it is also very distinctly different than BDSM) as a strong part of the culture of this fantasy world of the Gorean novels. The books are written by a college professional that taught philosophy and the novels themselves, even though they are written as fictional novels, are very philosophical, with much of the philosophy contained in them relating to ideas about how men and women relate to one another on a deeper more organic instinctual sexual level. They are very interesting for what ideas can be learned from their study, though understanding them can be challenging for many as they are written in a very intellectual style. I appreciate this writing style they are written in, but many people do not.

In Second Life, which is a online virtual world, there is much roleplay based on the Gorean novels. Some people as well there extend this online roleplay as a form of expressing the lifestyle concepts talked about in the Gorean novels in a immersive sense. For those into it in that way roleplaying in Gor in Second Life becomes an extension of the person's sense of who they are. It would be difficult to live in the ways written about in the Gorean novels as they relate to a totally different world, and one that exists only in fantasy, but it can be very nice to live it out in roleplay to as much of a degree as possible.

The ideas expressed in the Gorean novels strongly flavors my relationship tastes, even outside of Gorean roleplay. I adopt that style to my form of D/s, and the BDSM protocols I use in D/s relationships.

Have read Gorean novels 1-21, and 29.


★ Lost Paradise

blow oh great winds, uncover the cob webs of my soul, arise from the stormy night, oh passing thoughts, peal away at my false shame, so I might behold my true light, stand strong against the storms, tearing upon my tattered cloak, searching by the lamp of wisdom, may I find my kingdom within, onward upon the secret journey, fare I far over the rainbow, rest there is none upon this endless search of afar sighted end, eternal it is, bless the traveler


★ My Mind Melts

my mind melts into many manifested modes, traveling the twisted tunnels of times total test, running the rapids of reality's rainbow road, long linger love, lust, and longing in life's lullaby, sooner still shall I save my soul from this silly stuff, eagerly entering the enlightened era of eternal energy, building your bouncing brain to better bio balance, capturing the curvatures of creative cosmic contours, boldly breaking boundaries that bar your best bounty, look at long last at life's loony looping lot, forget the flowers in favor of far fairer festivals, destroy dusty doors into dead desperate directions


★ The Misty Sands of Time

The misty sands of time swept away the dust of ages. Upon this island found I the lost mysteries of Tara and Avalon and Arthur and Merlin and as well at last the Holy Grail. Battle upon battle fought I in this misty place. The long hidden secrets of long ago magic was revealed to me through the puzzle pieces of time. Oh the well remembered cry of the raven Bran heard I many a time in this place of great loss but yet much gain. Down fell I and yet I rose again bathed in the fire of the Great Cauldron. I emerged a new more noble creature aware in many new ways.


★ Rafristingin (or the amber carvings)

These highest words hold truth indeed--
they do not waver from wisdom's path:
The boughs reach above, the roots run below--
yet one and the same is the seed of the tree,
one the wood that binds the worlds.
From fire and ice Ymir grew forth,
from Ymir's flesh all things were shaped
when Buri's kin brought forth the worlds.

From fire and ice Ymir grew forth--
Muspell's sparks melted the frost.
The High One's brothers shaped his body,
marked out Midgard as man's first home.

Hard the tree that holds the fire,
keeper and quickener of every kindred--
the tree holds that Rune wrought before all,
the Spell first spoken, that sped the worlds.

Strong is the tree, for it stands in the earth--
the ground below gives roots their might.

With skill the smith skims off the slag,
with wisdom crafts the well-made sword
that cleaves away the weak and worthless.

The rainbow rises from ripened fields--
sun-fire woven through waters above.
Over that bridge the bold one rides,
bringing the harvest that home fields gave;
from Asgard he fetches the fiery gold.
Homeward he rides, holding within him
the fire that thwarts the thurses' cold.

These are staves stronger than all:
like Sunna's shield that shines through the clouds,
blazes through ice and breaks its hold.

This is the way that worlds were made.

Thus also the wise bring wonders forth.

Now you shall know what names are mine:
I am the High One, the Highest and Third:
I am the Galdor-God who hung
between the worlds to win the runes;
Odin, Allfather, eldest of gods.

Now the spell is spoken through--
the High One's song in the hall has ended.


★ Type of women I am most attracted to...

1. Artsy- Having a unique sense of things, and perhaps living an unconventional lifestyle.

2. Spiritually open minded- Should be open minded about such things as Heathenism, Paganism, Wicca, Buddhism, Hinduism, Native American spirituality, yoga, astrology, tarot, nature spirituality, or other similar paths.

3. Vegetarian, almost vegetarian, does not eat much meat, or at least eats healthy most the time.

4. Into fitness. Activities such as bicycling, yoga, running, working-out, walking, or similar things.

5. Does not have nor want kids, unless kids out of the house, or older kids that keep themselves busy.

6. She is the submissive type.

7. Single, divorced, separated, or in an open relationship.

8. Likes sex and is open to trying things.

9. Her schedule allows her regular daily time to spend with me.

10. Nice person.

Things she should not be.

1. Not a smoker.

2. Not overweight or out of shape.


★ My Religion

I am a solitary liberal modernist Heathen. Heathenism is a reconstruction of the religion of the Vikings or related cultures. It is a form of Pagan religion. I follow the Norse gods (the Vanir and the Aesir), but am neither a Wiccan nor a strict reconstructionist. My focus is on the spiritual aspects of Heathenism and forms of practice that makes Heathenism valid for the modern times, and present day needs. I am a devotee of the goddess Freyja, and loyal to the ways of the Vanir, though I also of course honor the Aesir. The study of the runes is also part of my religion. They are used for both divination and magick.

You might be oriented towards the Vanir if…

You love sex. ✓

You have a foot fetish. ✓

You like ships and boats and being near or on water. ✓

You like nature. ✓

You tend to be polyamorous. ✓

You like peace and harmony. ✓

You like things of beauty. ✓

You tend to prefer natural and healthy foods. ✓


★ My Personal Morel Codes

These are the morel codes I live my own life according to. They come from the Vanir viewpoint on things and they are called the Vanic Virtues:

Beauty
The pursuit of beauty and elegance in thought, form and speech.

Courage/Passion
Zeal, vigor; the strength and courage that comes from a life worth living.

Land-rightness
The recognition of nature and the environment as worthy of respect, care and reverence.

Even-mood
Harmonious and balanced thought and action; tranquility, calm, serenity.

Openness
The quality of being receptive to the world around one, non-judgmental and open.

Wildness/Ecstasy
Music and dance; the nurturing of inner wildness and childlike being, being like the “fey”

Love
The all-encompassing force; love for family, for kin, for humanity, for all beings.

Frith
The peace and goodwill between people bound together; loyalty and the keeping of one’s word.

Faith/Piety
The trust that the Gods exist and are worthy of our worship, and Their ways worth following.

Giving
The binding of two parties into one common bond, generosity and hospitality.

Joy
Wonder and innocence, the recognition that life is worth living, and worth living well.

Brotherhood
The recognition that we – humans, animals, plants, spirits – are all part of the grander scheme of life, and we share a common heritage, as children of the Earth.


★ Things I Don't Tolerate

Just a quick note about what kinds of things I don't tolerate. I don't tolerate religious extremists (even ones of my own religion), people who think their way is the only valid right way, dogmatic idiots, people who want to try to convert me or anyone to their particular religion, people who enjoy bashing others, people who enjoy telling others that they are wrong, people who enjoy arguing or starting fights, people who enjoy making drama, racists, anyone who judges other peoples sexuality or sexual orientation in any form, anyone who judges other peoples lifestyle choices, mean spirited people, people filled with hate, people who think their religious morels should apply to everyone even people who don't follow their religion, people who make rules for something yet then don't even follow them themselves, people with a lack of compassion for others, narrow-minded people, monetarily greedy people, people with no respect for the natural environment, people who are against spirituality, people who are against religion, people with no respect for the culture of others, people who think their culture should be forced on everyone in the whole world, people with no respect for world native indigenous cultures. Anyone who tries to promote any of these things in comments or any form of communications towards me shall be blocked and have their comments rejected.


★ Political Views

I am a Progressive. I can't stand the Republicans; they are a party of haters nowadays. I also can't stand the Democrats, they are a party that stands for nothing. MY political views are not mainstream for an American. I am pro-environmental protection, pro-choice, anti big corporation, against empire building/oil wars, in favor of programs which help the poor, believe strongly in separation of church and state, pro small business, in favor of equal rights for people of all sexual orientations to marry whom they want to, believe that the tax codes should be simplified and all the tax write offs for big businesses eliminated, believe that renewable energy resources need to become the main energy sources, am against car based culture, strongly pro public transportation and strongly pro bicycle transportation, and for the idea of the government paying for everyone to go to college like how things are in Europe.

My viewpoints on genders through are very traditional in some aspects and I am against feminism, though I do believe that men and women should have equal legal and workplace rights. I feel that it is important for women to be what women are and men to be what men are and for them not to try to be the same, as both are unique as what they are, and are of equal importance but compliment each other as unique and different. I feel that when both try to be the same then it becomes hard for men and women to maintain enjoyable relationships with each other. I feel that men should be in charge and that women should be of a supporting role, in terms of personal relationships. This kind of arrangement more suits the ways that human emotions have developed over the majority of the time of human development.

I strongly support a women's rights to have control over reproductive aspects of her body, including her rights to terminate pregnancy if she wishes to. This means I strongly believe in making birth control very easily accessible and affordable (or ideally free).

I feel that women should not be judged negatively  for having sexual wants and for acting upon them, even with many partners, so long as she does so in a safe responsible way. Actually I feel it is good to encourage women to be as sexual as possible as their natural and proper nature is deeply connected to intense sexuality. I believe the term slut is a positive term and should be used as a compliment towards women who are truly in touch with their sexuality and willing to act on their needs; to do so is an extremely good thing. I believe the free expression of sexuality by both genders is a good thing. I feel that repressing the sexuality of either gender leads to a weak and unhealthy society.

I think that nudity and sexuality should be allowed to be shown on TV shows that are geared towards an adult audience. Actually I feel that violence should not be allowed on TV shows geared for general audiences as much as it is now. Even I feel there should not be laws prohibiting public nudity or any laws disallowing public sexual expression done between consenting adults.

I feel that science, religion, and spirituality are not at odds with each other, but are just pursuing the same goals (the betterment of the human condition), but starting from different directions. We are starting to see at this point in history that in some areas science and religion are starting to come together in some areas of understanding. This is most apparent in the areas of quantum physics at this time, but these areas of shared perspective shall grow as science grows in it's understanding of what the nature of reality is actually comprised of.

I believe that people should be allowed to immigrate to other countries and given opportunities to do so. The culture of a place grows when the people of that country are exposed to the culture of other ethnic groups. All throughout all of human history the greatest leaps in technology and human ideas have come about though the interaction of different ethnic cultures together. Without this culture exchange of ideas between ethnic groups, cultural ideas tend to stagnate and impede social progress. The mixing together of new things from other sources is the way all things in the universe grow stronger. When only the same is being constantly mixed together, things become weakened. This is a law of how nature itself works. In more ancient times in which war between different ethnic groups was very common, this process of the need to gather in ideas and even as well DNA from other ethnic groups happened through the process of war. When an enemy was defeated their women would be captured and then be made to be part of the conquering group, and of course these women would in time be made to marry the men of the conquering group, and some taken as slaves also (and likely made to provide sexual pleasure for the men who have enslaved them). End some of the men of the group that has been defeated may be made to be slaves also, but the ancient world concept of slavery generally included the chance for the slave to eventually work their way towards being a free person again. Of course freed slaves would then become a normal part of the culture group they had previously been enslaved in, and likely also reproduce within that group and contribute to the diversity of the groups DNA. Also in some cultures such as the northern ones which the Vikings derived from, it was common to encourage traveling strangers that visit to sleep with your wife so that new DNA can be interjected into the group, and then the man would adopt any child that resulted as his own (this practice is shown in the Rígsþula from the Poetic Edda). Another practice common with the Vikings, and the cultures the Vikings derived from, was the exchange of hostages when a war does not have a clear winner and it is decided to call a truce. The Norse form of hostage exchange involved the hostages becoming part of the new group they are made to live in and then living by it's culture and social rules. Of course many such hostages then would end up marrying into people from the group they have now come to life with, and the children of the hostages would become a normal part of this new group. Thus from all these things in no way did the DNA or even the culture of various groups stay the same. It was always mixing with outside ethnic groups and thus keeping the culture and physical health of that ethnic group strong by mixing in elements from the outside. The concept of different human “races” is a 19th century idea that has no basis in actual science or reality. Even cultural groups such as the Vikings had no concept of different ethnic groups, only the concept of people from other tribes, or people that follow different gods/goddesses than them (but they even did not until the late period have the concept of different religions). This concept of people from other tribes had nothing to do with the physical appearance of the other people, but instead only on that groups social allegiance. In truth the physical makeup of any ethnic group is just a mixture of different physical traits which that group of people evolved towards over long periods of time living in a certain area of the planet. Humans over long periods of time if they live in smaller isolated groups (as was the case in the past) will physically develop traits that help them best able to adopt to the weather and climate conditions of their area. These are well known facts by anyone with any knowledge of the social sciences, but unfortunately there are many people out there who are afraid of loosing their own ingrained ethnic culture and have backwards 19th century ideas of there being different human “races”. This issue is further encouraged by the fact that many US governmental bureaucratic forms that people have to fill out, which incorrectly ask a person what their “race” is. It would be more correct to ask what someone's ethnic background is. Ethnic background is related to the language a person speaks and the related social culture that language group has developed.

I feel strongly that many copyright and patent laws go too far and that more knowledge should be considered open source and part of the collective commons of human knowledge. Human society is built on the sharing of knowledge. Documents, drawings, photos, audio recordings including music, art, books, stories, movies and TV shows, items from the past, even computer programs, these are all forms of knowledge. They all enhance human awareness on some level. In modern times we are lucky in that we have more ways to share knowledge and more tools for doing so more quickly. In ancient times there often was only stories and forms of sculpture for sharing knowledge. Thus we now live in a time, at least for now, in which human knowledge can grow quickly. All this knowledge needs to be part of the collective commons of humanity for it to most help human society to grow in awareness and spiritual progress. Yes I do feel that not only individuals but whole societies grow spiritually. We live in a time in which society is also to make a huge spiritual leap very quickly. The spiritual level of the society as a whole strongly effects the basic level of spiritual awareness that it's citizens start off at, even without them pursuing an individual spiritual path. This is a good thing for all as the more spiritually aware a society is, the more enjoyable life is for all beings on the planet, and the more connected we are to the divine as well.


★ Psychic Tarot and Runes Readings

I am making my psychic skills available for those interested. I do both rune and tarot readings, and you may choose which of them you would prefer. I do do all readings at StarzPsychics. If you wish a reading you can find me there. My name there is StarzWisdomOfTheAges. I would be very happy to give you a psychic reading today!

Please have all questions you wish to know about written down before the reading.

Ground rules for readings and my psychic reading code of conduct:

1. I shall strive to give you the best and most informative reading and advice based on compassion and respect for who you are as a person and for your individual needs.

2. I am NOT a licensed psychiatrist, physician, lawyer, financial consultant, or counselor. Please do not ask me to advise you on legal issues, physical or mental health problems, or in regards to financial decisions. Be sure and seek advice from a medical professional for medical issues. Be sure and seek advice from a lawyer for legal issues. Be sure and seek advice from a licensed financial adviser for financial issues.

3. I shall strive to respect all local laws and customs. I shall not give any advice related to anything that would involve the breaking of local laws.

4. I am not able to ethically answer any questions related to when you or anyone else shall die.

5. I do not and and have no ability to predict lottery numbers or other related things. If I could I would do so for myself and be very wealthy (don't we all wish we could do this).

6. Only serious questions please. No test questions. I don't wish to waste either mine or your time. I wish to give you only the best reading I can for your money. The more open you are with allowing me to access your energies and issues the more I can help you to find out about the exact issues you wish to know about.

7. You are required to openly ask at least one question. If you wish to know about a situation ask, otherwise the reading may be about something very random that is not actually the issue you wanted the reading for.

8. I don’t claim to have special powers. I don’t claim to be all knowing. Psychic readings can only predict likely futures, but the future is in no way written, it can go many possible ways depending on what actions you and others take. Psychic readings predict what is most likely to happen based on what you are currently doing. It is within your power to change your most likely behaviors towards either a more favorable, or less favorable outcome. The purpose of psychic readings is similar to a road sign, it gives some advance warning of what may be ahead, giving you time to better consider the best course of action to take. It is very important that you take all that I say in any reading with a grain of salt and use your own common sense when considering how it applies to you. Often times information given in a reading is more on a symbolic level, representing inner processes. It should not always be taken in the literal sense and never consider any of it something set in stone. You always have a measure of free-will in any situation to change your future.

9. I believe in helping people to see the positive aspects of their situation and helping to remind a client about the good aspects of who they are and when there is a challenge, guiding people to the best solution to this in ways that respect people's free-will. I will not dwell on negativity. There is always both good and bad in all situations. By focusing on the good in a situation we can raise above any bad and empower the positive direction for things.

10. I StarzWisdomOfTheAges and Starz Psychics specifically disclaim any responsibility for any liability, loss, or risk, personal or otherwise, which is incurred as a consequence, directly or indirectly, of the use and application of any information given during the reading. By getting a tarot or rune reading with me you are agreeing to these rules as legal binding.
Likes
exercise & fitness, meditation, vegetarianism, yoga, bicycling, astrology, runes, magick, tarot, metaphysics, fitness, flirting, Heathenism, Vanatru, Asatru, Northern Tradition Paganism, Norse Paganism, Paganism, Norse gods & goddesses, psychology, anthropology, D/s, Vikings, goth/industrial, airplanes, space ships, alternative lifestyles, sci-fi, Second Life, 18th century, Gorean, sexual roleplay, BDSM
Dislikes
Excessive materiality.

Destruction of the environment.

Right wing politicians who are all about war, racism, homophobia, hate, and selling out people to big business.

Liberal politicians with no spine whom are just as likely to sell the people out to corporate interests as the right wing ones are (ie: Obama).

Unhealthy things such as cigarettes.

Loud children.

Loud dogs.

Car alarms. Simply a public nuisance.

Sexual-prudes.
Favorite Music
Types: Industrial, EBM, Futurepop, Deathrock, Darkwave, Ethereal, Goth, Aggrotech, Psytrance, Bhajans, Techno, Classical, Celtic, World, Ambient, Mantras, Spiritual, Chanting.

Ayria, Cruxshadows, God Module, VNV Nation, The Birthday Massacre, I:scintilla, Imperative Reaction, Hocico, Amduscia, Angelspit, old Sisters of Mercy, Prometheus Burning, Ego Likeness, The Gothsicles, glassGhosts, 45 Grave, Dead Can Dance, Emilie Autumn, Zombie Girl, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Combichrist, The Cure, Bauhaus, Lisa Garrard, Blind Faith and Envy, Juno Reactor, Miguel and the Living Dead, Regenerator, Cervello Elettronico, Grendel, Suicide Commando, Apoptygma Berzerk, Massiv in Mensch, And One, She Wants Revenge, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Razed in Black, Cruciform Injection, Funker Vogt,


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