I'm Awena, I was told it means poetry prophesy. I thought the name fit me since I write poems. The prophesy part I'm not so sure of. We all have moments of deja vu, I'm not different but I don't think I have prophesies. Each of us has their own personal beliefs. I believe in a multitude of gods and goddesses and call myself a wiccan. If you disagree with that option it's your right to do so. I'm currently attending college, I started fall '08 and will hopefully be done spring '13 with a ba in english and a minor in gender, sexuality, and women's studies. I still don't know where I want to go in life but I hope that what ever path I end up following it will be the right one for me. I've made some mistakes in my life already though I don't regret any of them exactly I do think that things could have happened differently. My past has made me into the person I am today so I can't regret it but there are days I wish I was someone else, that I could give advice on a situation rather than be living it. There are many amazing people in my life, one of the most amazing of them is my new girlfriend. She is amazing and given me a reason to wake every morning. I wonder when a person realizes they've fallen in love. While i don't think i've fallen in love with her yet i do know i am well on my way to it. Life gives us people who enter into our lives when we need them. I may not have realized it but I needed Jennie. She accepts me for everything I am. I've been called a bitch on several occasions, I've been told I'm a man hater. I think I've just been affected deeply by my past. I've been harassed by men most of my life and it has affected me. I've dated assholes, been hit on by guys who don't know how to treat women. I've been treated like someone's whore, their personal sex toy. You'll have to excuse me if I am less than 100% respectful to men at times. It's much harder from them to earn my trust than it is for a girl.
Fairies, reading, writing, listening to music, harassing my girlfriend, learning Jennie's turn ons, reminding Jennie how beautiful she is creating poke babies, being strange, being in love with my best friend,
Amber and i's Babies
A note to perverts: This is Awena's best friend, if you do not leave her alone, I will hunt you down, cut off your balls and shove them down your throat. She does not want you or your junk. QUIT BOTHERING HER!!!
AFI, Alanis Morrisette, A7X, Avril Lavigne, Eminem, Evanescence, Ke$ha, 3OH!3, ICP, Owl City, Flyleaf, Family Force 5, Tokyo Hotel, Pink, Within Temptation, and whatever else I feel like putting through my ears
Alice, Alice in Wonderland, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Practical Magic, Rent, Ever After, 10 Things I Hate About You, Repo the Genetic Opera, Midsummer' Night Dream