I am a very colorful person. I like colors and I get creeped out a lot but I like weird things. I love dolls and people say I look like one. Id love to live like a doll. I write all the time and really good books make me cry. I love vintage things mostly 70s and 80s. I like old clothes and old wedding dresses. I used to cut them into skirts and I love thrift stores. I like movies and books and painting with water colors. I like cute things like strawberry shortcake and unicorns. I love animals and I want to adopt some althought I have no pets at the moment. My favorite author is francesca lia block and I love reading. I hope to start school soon and quit goofing off. I like totoro and ponyo and SOME anime not all. People think I don't like them because I'm so shy and don't hangout much but I'm actually really sweet and in real life I say sort of silly things and give good hugs. I'm a little random and weird. I grew up near the redwood trees and there is something so magical about them. I love faeries and sprites. Lots of times I don't reply to people on here because they send me really boring messages. I usually respond if you and I have something in common.
â€œWish on everything. Pink cars are good, especially old ones. And stars of course, first stars and shooting stars. Planes will do if they are the first light in the sky and look like stars. Wish in tunnels, holding your breath and lifting your feet off the ground. Birthday candles. Baby teeth.â€
â€œA kiss about apple pie a la mode with the vanilla creaminess melting in the pie heat. A kiss about chocolate, when you haven't eaten chocolate in a year. A kiss about palm trees speeding by, trailing pink clouds when you drive down the Strip sizzling with champagne. A kiss about spotlights fanning the sky and the swollen sea spilling like tears all over your legs.â€
â€œSometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you on this earth. Sometimes you catch them. They can be the hands of the people you love. They can be your pets- pups with funny names, cats with ferocious old souls. The thing that keeps you here can be your art. It can be things you have collected and invested with a certain sense of meaning. A flowered, buckled treasure chest of secrets. Shoes that make you taller and, therefore, closer to the heavens. A suit that belonged to your fairy godmother. A dress that makes you feel a little like the Goddess herself. Sometimes you keep falling; you don't catch anything. Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you here. Sometimes you catch them. Sometimes you don't. Sometimes they catch you.â€
â€œMy mother says that pain is hidden in everyone you see. She says try to imagine it like big bunches of flowers that everyone is carrying around with them. Think of your pain like a big bunch of red roses, a beautiful thorn necklace. Everyone has one.â€
â€œYou asked me who I thought I was before. I said maybe I was a fish because I love water and you said, you thought a mermaid, maybe. If you were a mermaid, you said, if you were a mermaid, I was the sea.â€
â€œI want him to see the flowers in my eyes and hear the songs in my hands.â€
â€œNothing happened. And everything did. Your whole life you can be told something is wrong and so you believe it. Why should you question it? But then slowly seeds are planted inside of you, one by one, by a touch or a look or a day skateboarding in a park, and they start to burst out of old hulls shells and they start to sprout. And pretty soon there are so many of them. They are named Love and Trust and Kindness and Joy and Desire and Wonder and Spirit and Soulmate. They grow into a garden so dense and thick that it starts to invade your brain where the old things you were once told are dying. â€
â€œStories are like genies...They can carry us into and through our sorrows. Sometimes they burn, sometimes they dance, sometimes they weep, sometimes they sing. Like genies, everyone has one. Like genies, sometimes we forget that we do. Our stories can set us free...When we set them free.â€
Candy, lisa frank, alice in wonderland, flowers, painting, piercings, faeries, rainbows, little dolly dresses, chinchillas, paranormal adventures, lana del rey, totoro, reading, americas next top model, christmas lights, pixies, unicorns, wigs, multi colored hair, vintage clothes, asian candy, roses, trees, clouds, nature.
Cockroaches, negative nancys, being bored, being inside too long, feeling stuck, poorly written books which end too fast, weirdos, being scared, panic.
IIRIS, kerli, nirvana, scarling, jack off jill, freezepop, type o negative, lana del rey, hate in the box, ellie goulding,peaches,pixies,misfits,sex pistols, ramones,depeche mode, chase and status, britney spears, the cars, lucinda williams, taylor swift, aural vampire, t_killah, lenka lots of stuff.