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"I'd love to stay and chat, but you're a total bitch!" "KIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSES!!!!!!!"
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Age: 21
Location: Featherstone - W.Yorks, , United Kingdom

Member since: December 18, 2005
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Orientation: Bisexual
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: Call centre customer service worker for sky
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JELLYFISH DRIVE BY SHOOTING!!! Gotta love Izzard!

HEY *waves* My name is Emma and im a MOOK!! Mooks anonymous!

Well as you already no my age ill skip that and you can see what i look like on my pics so...i'm a bit strange to most people but hey i like it.

i love to listen to music more than anything and the only instrument i can play are my vocal chords (or so im told). id love to play guitar though.

im a fairly nocturnal person, though im hoping that will rectify itself soon. i've been through a lot of shit this year and it's changed me, no longer just a child mentally...there's an adult in my head somewhere.

i'm stronger than you...my spoons say so, my weapons of choice. piss me off and feel their wrath.

i love children, as long as they dont grow past toddlers. after that their hands should be taken by cunningly placed bear traps.

i'm sarcastic and appear mean, but i never mean it so dont take it to heart.

i forgive and forget if you hurt me, but fuck with my friends and i WILL kill you, no doubt about that.

i get London-sickness (like home sickness but i dont live there) quite a lot, especially for someone in particular

i have a pretty serious coffee addiction.

i can drink jd like a fish.

i smoke

im a huge family guy fan - though if you dont like it then you must be odd in my opinion.

i'm not pierced or tattoed enough for my liking but i will be one day.

i hate where i live. i'm gonna move to london methinks.

i use strange random words a lot.

i'm in love, so please don't message me asking me to meet you - i never will.

i like people who are weird, make me laugh, can debate at length, or who have true passion for something.

im not a bitch, im not nasty, im actually very friendly and will talk to pretty much anyone so feel free so shimmy on over and say hi if you like...*grooves off*

my favorite band at the moment is VAST!! GO SPREAD THE LOVE!!!!

favorite programme - Family guy! DAMN YOU VILE WOMAN!!!

favorite film - SERENITY

favorite book(s) - darren shan...the demonata series - Blood Demon at the minute

favorite clothing - PVC matrix style coat, corset n knee length platforms

favorite place - London

favorite cult - Camden

favorite person on vf - take_my_scars

favorite quote: "If you're going to pull a party out of your ass you might want to stand up"

i love to write stories and there's one that im attempting to finish but it aint looking like it will happen any time soon lol

FAMILY GUY!!! HELLSING!!! SCRUBS!!! GO WATCH IN THE NAME OF ME!!!
Dislikes
waking up in the morning

taxes

wind

hangover

stupid people

being skint

having no nicotine

missing people so much it aches and makes me miserable

chavs

tiredness

mean people

loud people first thing in the morning

people who dont like the use of fantabulous as a word

pink - its an evil form of red

The Soul Collector

Prologue

I look at the girl, laid on the floor. Her purple hair glimmers as the sunlight filters through the window. Her body rests on cushions in the corner, her corner, her special place. Her lips are slightly parted from the last sigh to leave them. The eyes are glazed over; tear stains still on her cheeks. Her legs are sprawled. One leg had been previously propped up, but had fallen now. One arm rested gently across her stomach palm up, the other resting next to her face, fingertips pointed. The blade that made the cuts embedded in her writs, still held between her bloodied fingers. The blood had dried on her wrists, yet had poured out to form a sticky crimson halo around her body. Yet there was no place in heaven for this angel, and her sins purged from the evil lost in her sacrifice made her unwelcome in hell. The last spark had left her, her sorrows gone. Yet as I looked at this shadow of myself, I wondered: Why am I still here?

Chapter 1

80 YEARS LATER

I bent my head in respect of the memory in front of me. I'd been here often since i'd died. My body had been taken away, the floor cleaned, but as with all suicides the echo lingered on, visible only to the dead or those who wished to see. I'd follwed my body to the graveyard, watched myself be buried andheard the words of those who'd cared. Hurt by how few of my friends had attended my funeral, i was moved by the emotion of those who had. You canot imagine how strange it is to hear people talkabout your death. It was painful hearing the words of those i'd loved through their tears and heartache. I didn't stay long. I hadn't the chance. Moving suddenl from my spot at the foot of my grave, i had appeared in a place i'dnever seen before.
I stood in a room both cold and dark, painted red as the blood i had spilt. Containing only a chair in one corner, the place emanated evil. In the lone chair sat a man both pale and dark-eyed. He rose, his long black robes rustling as he walked. Extending an arm to me, he smiled and i glimpsed a star tattoo on the inside of his wrist, surrounded by five smaller stars. He spoke.
"Hello Kya, my name is Matthius; soul deliverer, dealer and destroyer. I am to be your employer."
I shook his icy cold hand and looked warily into his hardened face, my eyes following the scar that led from his mouth to his severe gaze.
"What the hell are you talking about?" I demanded.
"You, my dear," he replied quietly, "committed suicide, which is a sin. Sin in life, and your soul belongs to me."
He paced around me, like a lion surveying its prey, his hands together, fingertips touching his lips. He grinned.
"Any other sin would have been forgiven by God, but you took the most precious thing he ever gave you and destroyed it."
He indicated for me to sit in a chair that appeared silently beside me.
"I'll stand thanks." I growled.
Shrugging, he continued.
"You have the chance to regain your soul and enter the pearly gates of heaven, but as punishment for the life you took you must serve me for 100 years, collecting the souls of the newly dead and delivering them to their final destination; heaven or hell."
I smirked. Who was he to tell me what to do? I didn't know, nor did i care. I turned to leave, having had enough of being lorded over.
"DO NOT TURN FROM ME!" He screamed, pointing at me. I felt a pain forming in my head. I could not undertand how i could feel pain, being dead, but i could, and with every step it intensified until i was on my knees screaming in agony."
"Stop!" I gasped. It stopped instantly. "Why must i do this?" I cried "I don't want to spend the next 100 years here obeying your orders. I wanted to be free, for the pain to end." I sobbed.
"It will," He assured me as i got to my feet. "Eventually. But you made a sacrifice that wasn't yours to make, and it cost you more than you thought it would. You do have the ability to interact with humans and the living, yet i would not advise doing so. It can be painful."
"How can this be?" I whispered to myself. "I'm dead."
"Yes you are." He agreed, appearing by my side.
"How did you do that?" I gasped, jumping aside.
"I'm a warlock." He said simply, looking nonchalont. "I have certain powers, as do you. You may come and go in this world as you please, appear in on place, then another, heal the injured or quite the opposite, but you must serve me. You have no choice. It is the rules. Here is a place you can stay until i have need for you. Go rest" He said handing me a card. And he was gone.
I was left in the room alone. I left as fast as i could, and emerged into the bitter cold air of the night. It was strange. I could still feel, smell, sense things, yet it shouldn't have been so. It was difficult to comprehend. Sighing, i looked at the card i still had clasped in my hand, noticing it was only a few streets away from where my friend, Akana, lived.
I wondered if he would be able to see me, talk to me or if he would be horrified. I knew he'd spoken to the dead before, as i had, but we'd never imagined this. Hesitating for only a second, i shook my head and wandered in the direction of his home, praying that he would accept me, rather than run and hide from the person who had once been his closest frind and lover.




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