...hope is a very dangerous thing to lose...
~{when everything's made to be broken}~
~{i just want her to know who i am}~
so pretty,
so perfect,
so plastic,
and she shattered my life.
:((all hail the heart-breaker)):
last profile update: 28~06~2007
general.
my name is john but call me jiggens cos, just like
everyone else on earth, i hate my name. i love people
most of the time, but occasionally and randomly i get
shy... i have no idea why. i fucking love hugs. i play
and love my guitars as well. i go out almost
every night partying with my friends, i smoke more
cones than most people i know. i am the best liar you
know, and the last person that would ever lie to you.
i am an exhibitionist, if you dont know what that
means.. fuck, im not gonna be the one to tell you..
go look it up if you care that much. if you do know what
it is and have a problem with that, go tell your mummy,
because i promise you.. i dont care.
on the 28/12/06 i quit smoking both ciggies and bongs...
and i have smoked both constantly since then...
reason? because fuck straightedge!
♥cones!!
love.
girls complain relentlessly about how badly guys treat
them, so when they find one that treats them like a
queen.. why do they kick his chest in till his heart
stops beating?
no, i gave up on love a long time ago. if your keen,
send me a message and ill decide whether you're worth
the time.
labels.
i hate stereotypes, but unlike most (note i said most,
not all) of the dimwits on this site, im not going to
say that and then go off and stereotype everyone i see
today, then get home and cut the back of my hair short,
dye my fringe and try and squeeze into my new pants to
make sure they fit so i can wear them to town hall
tomorrow. i actually truthfully do hate stereotypes so
dont even bother, if you try to stereotype me the
closest your gonna get is "hobo"... well either that
or "god", because i dont follow all your stupid trends, i
wear whatever i find on the floor in my room in the
morning and i shit you not, i still look better than
the fuzzy little cxnts that wake up and take 2 hours
to get ready to go out because god forbid their hair isnt
perfectly straightened or their eyeliner is smudged.
dress sense of a gangsta, brain of a rocket scientist,
lungs of a stoner, voice of a rockstar, tagging it up
oldschool lad, heart of a broken lover, personality of
a social outcast, musical taste of a metalhead.. but
ill listen to anything that sounds good, money of a 10
year old, maturity of an elder, poetic emo... morals
and mentality that noone else can match..
go ahead, stereotype me.
hobbies.
my favorite passtime is computers... anything about
them, games, programming, helping other people with
them, setting them up, pulling them apart, instant
messaging, listening to music... basically, if i am at
home, there is a 99% chance im on my computer. i run
linux for most things and windows for games. i also love
my guitars as i said before, and most of the time that
i'm at my computer one of my guitars is sitting on my
lap.
band.
go check out Edge of Sins,
one of australias biggest upcoming metal/hard rock
acts. i dont play an instrument, but who the hell
needs to when you have guitarists like those boys. im
on vocals, and believe me, i do it well. i know
we have no songs on our page as yet, which will be
changed soon, but either way, keep an eye out for us
and be sure to come show some support if you ever hear
were playing near you.
quiz.
what shade of green am i:emrald green.
deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly
gets me. inside, i am very emotional and moody, though i
dont let it show. people usually have a strong reaction
to me... profound love or deep hate. but i can even get
those who hate me to come around. theres something
naturally harmonious about me.
likes.
computers
motorbikes
guitars
music
violence
drugs
silver jewellery
parties
night-time
rain
blackouts
make-up
long hair
imperfection
pride in imperfection
4:20pm
number 72
canada
biting
bondage
hair dye
moshing
trust
truth
beauty
black
innocence
people that can be bothered reading my whole profile
dislikes.
rapists
people who use people
attention seekers
gold jewellery
porn
masturbation
tounge piercings
being sober
acoustic guitars are the devil
religeon
self mutilation
flip-phones
converse all-stars
emo jeans
goon
capital letters
cult invites. rant[]
layout designers and people that use them. rant()
people that call panic! at the disco emo. rant{}
rant [
seriously. stop trying to get your lame cult's
member count up to fuel your deluded popularity. i
will consider your cult invite if you send me a
comment letting me know you want me in your cult. this
way at least i'll know you've read my profile. because
if you've read my profile you might have some idea about
the kind of cults i would like to be invited to.
i'm pretty sure it doesn't say anything about me being interested
in photography anywhere on my page, so why the shit
would i want to join a cult thats motto is 'do you
aspire to be a model, or a photographer?'
the answer is FUCK NO, I DON'T, SO STOP FUCKING
BOTHERING ME. that is just one example. dont think
just because i didnt use your cult invite as an
example it means i care in the least about it.
]
rant (
ffs people if you want a nice profile put the
fucking effort in and learn html, its easier
than slicing tomato. (literally).
)
rant {
seriously... get a fucking life you naieve
twats. the most emo line in any of the 12 songs i know by
them is "baby gimme a break". honestly the thing is youve
probably never heard them before in your life.
am i right? let me guess... one of your oh-so-wannabe-gothic
friends told you they were emo and you just ate it
up because god forbid they call you emo.. how
embarrassing would that be! oh by the way im not emo
(at least not by the sterotypical definition), far from
it actually. seriously, look at the rest of my dislikes
list, almost half of the things on it are emo
artifacts. im just so over the fact that emo-hating has
become more of a trend than emo was originally. you people
just really need to get over the race for acceptance
and realise that, granted you could walk past a group
of them and think human cloning was finally legalised,
no matter how alike they look they are all different
people with different personalities, and most of them
are actually really amazing people. think about it
realistically, the reason you hate emos in the
first place is most likely because it was such a huge
trend and you are just trying to prove to that same
oh-so-wannabe-gothic friend how non-conformist you
are. right again? thought so. you got so fucking shot down.
}
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:[...would it be okay if i took your breath away?...]:
