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I'm not new
I've had a variety of other
profiles on here in the past.
This one I will probably have for
an extended amount of time.
I'm Jasmine.
I prefer to be called Jazz.
My age is unimportant.
If I happen to hold a deep
conversation with you, im probably
one of the strangest people you will
ever talk to
I PROMISE you i'm not having a identity
crisis. I just happen to be quite weird.
I'm single and I have enjoyed my loneliness
for quite a long time now but, it's beginning to get
old quickly
I prefer not to search for anyone but, for them to find me...
I study zen.
It keeps my mind at bay.
Zen is not my religion.
I prefer not to have a religion
I don't like the idea of constantly worshiping something.
I take pride in my poetry,
and I enjoy writing dearly.
I also enjoy drawing even though it's not
that good in my opinion.
I'm very passionate about singing.
I can sing all day and, not think anything of it.
I'm slightly shy therefore, i'm a bit mysterious but,not as
much as you may think.
I am pretty peaceful.
Music is fuel.
Reading is a second passion.
I embrace every word printed on the page if it interests me
enough.
I find the most unimportant things intriguing
I live for every little moment
I have a heart that barely exists.

One of the greatest guys in the world
How my boyfriend tells me i'm beautiful even when I look like shit haha
carbonated water
foreign films
french
partying
music..duh
exotic fruit
zen
fire
meditating
techno
inscents
being sung to
drawing
writing
adult swim
reading
Edgar Allen Poe
Vampires
graveyards
crosses
concerts
the idea of true love
castles
classical music
reading profiles
Some Transcendentalists beliefs
indie films

poseurs(they sicken me)
country
snickers
mustard
ketchup
George Bush
really bad hangovers
most lit areas
rap
red meat
books by Mark Twain
homophobes
fried chicken
exteremly hot weather
breakfast food
artificially colored soda
exams
having my time wasted...

***those underline or my favorites/frequently listened to
~Deftones~
~Kidney Thieves~
~H.I.M.~
~Nirvana~
~Trapt~
~Lynrd Skynrd~
~Aerosmith~
~Red Hot Chili Peppers~
~Stone Temple Pilots~
~10 years~
~AC/DC~
~Black Sabbath~
~Alice in Chains~
~Atreyu~
~Audioslave~
~Avenged Sevenfold~
~Bullet for my Valentine~
~Children of Bodom~
~Cold~
~Crossfade~
~Damgeplan~
~Dark New Day~
~Disturbed~
~Green Day~
~Guns and Roses~
~Hole~
~Incubus~
~Jimi Hendrix~
~KoRn~
~Lost Prophets~
~Marylin Manson~
~Mudvayne~
~Nickelback~
~Nine Inch Nails~
~Nonpoint~
~P.O.D.~
~Papa Roach~
~Puddle of Mudd~
~Rob Zombie~
~Seether~
~Sevendust~
~Shinedown~
~Simple Plan~
~Slipknot~
~Smile Empty Soul~
~Soundgarden~
~Staind~
~Static-x~
~Story of the Year~
~System of a Down~
~The Exies~
~Three Days Grace~
~Amduscia~
~Thrice~
~Unwrittn Law~
~Aiden~
~Bleeding Through~
~East of Innocence~
~Bloodsimple~
~Early Man~
~Fear Factory~
~Flyleaf~
~Fuel~
~Godsmack~
~Jane's Addiction~
~Led Zepplin~
~Napalm Death~
~On The Last Day~
~Pantera~
~Protest The Hero~
~Sucidal Tendencies~
~Underminded~
~Underoath~
~Waking The Cadaver~
~Murder Dolls~
~From First to Last~
~The Clash~
~NOFX~
~Lamb of God~
~Strapping Young Lad~
~Social Distortion~
~Sex Pistols~
~Senses Fail~
~Halifax~
~Iron Maiden~
~Slayer~
~Type O Negative~
~Stone Sour~
~Saliva~
~Lacuna Coil~
~Kittie~
~Norma Jean~
~Cannibal Corpse~
~Chimaira~
~Dimmu Borgir~
~Mayhem~
~Sepultura~
~Unearth~
~Misery Signal~
~Jane's Addiction~
~Blue Oyster Cult~
~Paramore~
~Revelation Theory~
~Veruca Salt~
~Deep Purple~
~Iron Butterfly~
~In Flames~
~Monster Magnet~
~Oasis~
~Thin Lizzy~
~311~
~Bush~
~Live~
~Silverchair~
~Diecast~
~Endwell~
~Mercy Falls
~Therefore I Am~
~Mindless Self Indulgence~
~The Cranberries~
~Tom Craft~
~Angelspit~
~Zombie Girl~
~45 Grave~
~69 eyes~
~Acid Bath~
~Adema~
~Adolescents~
~Alanis Morrisette~
~Anti-Flag~
~Assemblage 23~
~Aural Vampire~
~Bauhaus~
~The Birthday Massacre~
~The Black Crowes~
~Black Label Society~
~Cannibal Corpse~
~Coal Chamber~
~Combichrist~
~Cruxshadows~
~The Cult~
~The Cure~
~Dance Club Massacre~
~Dead Kennedys~
~DeathStars~
~Dir en Grey~
~The Distillers~
~Dope~
~Dream Theater~
~Electric Six~
~Fiona Apple~
~God Module~
~Godhead~
~The Goo Goo Dolls~
~Grendel~
~Human Abstract~
~Cinema Strange~
~Jewel~
~Journey~
~Katatonia~
~Kansas~
~Living Colour~
~London After Midnight~
~Malice Mizer~
~The Medic Droid~
~Orgy~
~One Less Reason~
~Pearl Jam~
~The Plasmatics~
~Rammestein~
~Sisters of Mercy~
~Sioux and the Banshees~
~Strata~
~VNV Nation~
~Angels On Acid~
~Aquefrgide~
~Project Death Glam~
~Ink Dot Boy~
~Jesus On Extasy~
~Dead Zombie~
~servo.hatred~
~shemale zero~
~Syrian~
~TraumaFactor~
alot of other stuff I can't think of at the moment...

Charles Manson
James St. James
Micheal Alig
Dorothy Dandridge
Tim Burton
Jeffrey Dahmer
Ed Gein
Marilyn Monroe
Eddie Lee Sexton
Joseph Gordon Levitt
Richard Angelo"Angel of Death"
Lizze Borden
George A. Romero
Albert Fish
Q. Tarentino
John Wayne Gacy
Madonna
Marilyn Manson
David Berkowitz"Son of Sam"
Ted Bundy
Albert DeSalvo
Aileen Wuornos
Dr.H.H. Holmes
Vincent Verzeni
(something just killed my train of thought) ***SOME of these are just people who I find myself frequently reading about...that's all lol

Rocky Horror Picture Show
Suicide Club
Toy Story
Fido
Shutter (2004)
Toy Story 2
Goodfellas
Donnie Brasco
Grease
Edward Scissorhands
Grease 2
Funny Girl
Corpse Bride
Blow
11:14
A Nightmare Before Christmas
Thirteen
May
Havoc
Scarface
Pretty In Pink
Sixteen Candles
SLC Punk
Sin City
Interview With A Vampire
Anything by George A.Romero
Elephant
Last Days
Manic
Chumscrubbers
Scanner Darkly
Cruel Intentions
Jaw Breaker
Little Athens
Trainspotting
Rent
American History X
Candy
Hard Candy
Dogma
Trantasia
Party Monster
Death Proof
Ju-on 2
Inventing The Abotts
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
The Virgin Suicides
American Psycho
From Dusk Till Dawn
Pumpkin
Donnie Darko
Perfect Stranger
Queen of the Damned
Vanilla Sky

caring
loveable
murderous
disturbed
rebellious
carefree
strange
dark
distant
giggly
down to earth
confused

ok so everyone who knows me well knows I have terrible issues lol.These are the people who get me through them...

1.i love this fuckin' girl.i can't live without her
2.her name is Ariel (xx_youronlydesire_xx)
3. give her tens here

1.i love this fuckin' boy he's my personal Dr. Phil
2.his name is Miguel (th_endless)
3. give him tens here

I live in one of the hickest states of the south and I plan on getting out of here as soon as possible...
U.S....
1.Illinois
2.Pennsylvania
3.California
4.New Mexico(i love it there)
Everywhere else...
Amsterdam(cliche I know)
Great Britain
Australia
Japan
Canada

Sex: chick
Age: 106
Location: south of heaven
Orientation: what u think?
Status:very much taken
Occupation: creator♥/part time dreamer

Member Since: long enough
This user is currently rebuilding aspects of her life that were damaged...
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Cestrum nocturnum- a species of Cestrum, native to Mexico, Central America, India and Cuba. Common names include Night-blooming Cestrum, Lady of the Night, Queen of the Night, Night-blooming jessamine, and Night-blooming Jasmine. Also known as Raat ki Rani (Queen of the night), in Urdu and Hindi.

I'm pollo-peso vegetarian
I've never been in a DESCENT relationship
I finally updated my music list
I♥science
I'm a bookworm
I enjoy getting new piercings
I hate straighteners
I still have a "nap time"
I'm more sensitive than most people think
~~I don't smile much because I don't really have a reason to~~
My lover gives me a reason to smile everyday...
I love Broadway
I'm left-handed
I hate the word love
Writing soothes me
"To be great is to be misunderstood"-Thoreau
~~I'm falling apart~~
I'm picking up the pieces and starting all over again...
I'm beginning to dislike T.V.
I take pride in who I really am
You comment or rate I usually reply back
I'm always logged in but hardly ever at my computer
I can't seem to find original people anymore
If you feel you are original,talk to me
I collect dolls that I ironically look alot like
I've NEVER seriously been in love
I have no pets
Ariel Anne Adkins is the only person that I know for a fact is there for me.
I hope to major in Biology one day.
My middle name is better than my first name.
I sleep with at least three bottles of water near me
I rarely get a chance to see daylight
I had a strange childhood growing up
I have no respect whatsoever for my real father
I'm only human...or am I?
I desire success...
Leaving home will be the most joyful thing that I ever accomplish
I'm not a big fan of my generation
Valentine's Day is always a Nightmare
~~I feel as if i'm waiting on something or someone all the time,but i'm not sure why~~
~~I'm a loner...~~
~~I feel like Marie Antoinette sometimes~~