YOU MUST READ THIS
[and I mean all of it mwhahaha XD]
. I should warn you Im not trying to impress anyone so if you think my pro is lame... send it on a message for it will be what I might need to laugh at you for about 5 mins or so
. and pls if you came to my profile just to see if I'm a darky, punk-kid, goth, metal-head, elektro, emo or scenester... Im not!! Im just me with all my likings and dislikings... kinda tough to describe me and worst to summarize myself...
. oh and if you do not have a profile or at least something written on it... do not to tell me to rate/comment you or check your new work. I dont wanna see your slides [which aren't even your photos], your videos, your sappy quizzes results or how great is your lack of imagination... I will even downrate you which you DO CARE and if you do it to me... well I DO NOT fucking CARE!!
. I like commenting people who are worth it and if I commented you I do not xpect you to do it back... I want to have a adult cnversation if possible and that's all
"For the Haters: that love to voice their opinions on me, often times through a mask of cyber cowardice. Just remember, for each day you study my latest actions, for every opinion you formulate, you are none the less, my fan"**
" ~Love or hate, you are devoted to me.~ "**
LIFE IS GREATER THAN YOU THINK BUT YOU SIMPLY DO NOT WANT TO ACCEPT IT AS THAT
I have changed a lot, grown older, learnt to appreciate things, became free of hatred [tho I 'hate' as in seriously dislike some stuff], stood on my own ground, executed ton of fears and accepted others as part of me like a whole and complete being.
There has been tough and rough times, awesome moments, tearful silences, joy-filled laughters, fist-clenching and warm kisses, from high to low, in sorrow and happiness I have lived and now I can look back with no regrets, no more fearful teeth-chatering.
I believe everyone is worthy and has a value as high as mine or anyone. I believe all creatures deserve respect and care. But no, I do not think that animals are better than humans and no, I do not hate people.
In my opinion I can select who I want to meet, be selective in people I will be around and have selected friends. This does not mean I think they are not as good as I am but I might not like what they do, possibly we have views of point that will never meet or what they do I find abussive, disrespectful, annoying or I simply do not like - I have the right to preserve myself to myself and keep the show going peacefully with everyone else [why bother me with people I know we were never get along with?]
PLASTERs and BANDAGEs
. I have a great ego and yes I am so full of myself! which only means I know what I'm worth but leaves out thinking I'm better than anyone... it's juzt like there's noone to compare myself to... I'm all alone here looking so good feeling so great... oh yeah =]!
. oh my selfishness! it is self.centered in myself only and I don't need noone to be selfish so I don't mean to hurt... I mean to wander around carelessly ^^
. I'm utterly happy if desired so and I do defend my right to be so happy whenever I want to at anyone's expense [don't you ever dare to piss me off! right you can't hahaha loser loser! >.< - I'm not allowing you to get underneath my happy state... go cut your throat if so sad yourself]
. I believe in love, in perfect love, one that should never end, one that stands its ground, one that's based on responsability, one beyond romanticism, one that finds inner beauty, one that makes you develop a strong relationship growing together, receiving as much as giving.
Also a relationship to me is more than holding hands, saying how sweet she/he is buying stuff and kissing/fucking. It is sharing, talking, opening yourself up, trusting [no only to tell him/her you dirtiest secrets but let her/him know the real you], relying in this person, going in the same way when it comes to the relationship, being able to speak up what you believe and talk about what matters to you... becoming one in every sense of being.
. On the other hand, I hate the comercialised 'love' we all have on sitcoms and movies, the 'oh you're so beautiful, I will love you forever' 'I loved you from the first moment I saw your face'. OH PLEASE!! do you really think she/he loved 'you' or your stunning figure? huh? well I do not... to love someone you need to know this person, appreciate its virtues, accept its flaws and get connected to a higher level than mere penetration and skin rubbing.
And I find stupid the belief that if she/he loves you then you have nothing to worry, everyhing wil be alright and you will live happily ever after... yeah right! ¬¬
Love is what starts the machine but maintenance is also needed as well as repairement.
I am very opinionated, I speak my mind but I do think what I am saying before just vomiting my thoughts thourgh lots of incoherent sentences... I appreciate people who take their time to speak in an adult and understandable way rather than making a point by saying 'fuck' 20 times in one sentence.
BY STARTING POINTLESS SQUABBLE
YOU DO NOTHING BUT REVEAL JUST HOW VAST YOUR STUPIDITY IS
. I love her
. gay people and... being bisexual!!
. gay guys and their 'fuck off' mood [not saying all gay guys are like that... just their mood]
. love ppl who are confident on themselves
. these lately cold nights
. clashy clothes
. bright colors on clothes making outfits the SEX!
. having great make-up and yes do me some photoshoots! hahha
. MIKA DOLL and JEFFREE STAR!!
. Adam Abzinthe - he's got to be the nicest freak on earth!!
. Jake`s tattoo cuz it is really yummy... =?
. my kinda.flat chest
. french fries hahahaa
. coffee!! favs: latte and mocca [decaf please xD]
. milk + coca tea =33
. Baileys - Smirnoff - Absinth - Becherovka!! [yummy!!]
. I like Mafalda.. yeah the comic... shes pretty smart
. Emilie Autumn rocks my ickly socks =333
. The L Word!!! I <3 shane and yeah Kate Moennig makes me wet on my pants ñ.ñ
. I love pizza!!! and dried raisins [really dried]
. Amanda Palmer [babas]
. Gackt and Mana!!
. love orchids!! black widows and blood orchids and purple nightmares are among my favorites ^^
. like my eyes [whether they're that beautiful or not]
. like walking in backwards with the wind on my face
. love heels and high heeled boots!!
. love violins and cellos!!
. I adore induztrial while making out
. I'm addicted to my friends
. I'm addicted to music and food
. sorrento is my fav ice-cream
. love awesome ppl who think they're not [cool they're so humble]
. love the fact my mom rocks the hell out
. I like white cheese with holes on it
. oreo -> america's fav cockie!! and mine too!!!!
. orange juice and lemon punch =33
. meeting her for 3 days and having to leave =/
. not going to that rave whih was going to be incredibly awesome!! [yeah Im so pissed...]
. having my ex to tell me she went to the rave mentioned above ¬¬... unfair!!
. bearded men - beard and mustaches - body hair in general! . bite marks ewwwww
. my typing - yeah when I'ming its pretty whack *sighs*
. Jake when he wants me to go all the way up just to collect some money because he is busy with a party!!
. guyz coming out the blue and trying to hook up with me... and Im like "not in a million years-you are nasty-get out of my way" [yep... we all do]
. stone-made walking streets [they are un-walkable when wearing high heelz]
. "happy b-day" e-cards [though I apreciate the effort and sometimes the text]
. my boring birthday and... no gifts!!
. Vanilla Cookies [specially the mint-filled ones]
. my voice "___"
. the fact Im not losing weight...
. freaking screaming kiddos
. valentine days without a valentine to give me gifts =7
. ppl all crazy about valentine's day
. dont like ppl [including my friends] asking me if Im sad...
. HATE HOMOPHOBIC PEOPLE!!
. hate being asked about stuff I dont feel like talking about
. hate too many questions
. dont like having to wash my clothes
. hate hand washing [I mean for clothoing]
. hate people labeling people and me
. don't like people who selflabel themselves
. dont like pineapples at all =' [can't even take them in candy or juice]
. having to wait for a freaking donwload I totally want
. my sister nagging at me
. combination of colors: red + green = ewwwwwwww
. hot mornings and cold coffee
. "paneton" [a peruvian christmas cake.... hate it!]
. juicy raisins ewww
. I totally hate reggaeton!!
THE BANDs [lately]
. SOPOR AETERNUS & The Ensemble Of Shadows
. Placebo
. Azhbury Heights
. Dulce Liquido
. Neikka RPM
. [:SITD:]
. Terminal Choice
. Pzycho Bitch
. Genitorturers
. Agonoize
. Project Pitchfork
. Virtual Embrace
. Rave Party Animalz
. Feti Ant
. AudioFever
. Suicide Commando
. Zwart
. Rotersand
. Das Ich
. Panzer AG
. Angels on Acid
. Covenant
. My Suicide Dream
. And One
. Aphyxia
. Zombie Girl
. Massiv in Mensch
. Seabound
. SAM
. The Birthday Massacre
. Ladytron
. Untoten
. Sero.Overdose
. Acid Velvet Christ
. Viva la Fete
. Ayria
. Prometheus Burning
. God Module
. Unter Null
. I:Scintilla
. Jesus on Extasy
. KMFDM
. Project Death Glam
. Sadiztik Injektion
. Combichrist
. Amduscia
. In Strict Confidence
. XP8
. Nebula H
. Mind.In.A.Box
. Neurotic Fish
. She wants Revenge
. Assemblage 23
. Mesh
. Frozen Plasma
. Project Pitchfork
. VNV Nation
. Icon of Coil
. Anaklein
. Mindless Self Indulgence
. Porcelain and the Tramps
. The Dresden Dolls
. Project9
. Sister Soliel
. Grendel
. Juno Reactor
. C-Tec
. Revolution by Night
. Adam Abzinthe
. Emilie Autumn
. Die Sektor
. Muse
. Superputa
. Iris
. The Vincent Black Shadow
. Apoptygma Berzerk
. Cocteau Twins
. Malice Mizer
. Moi Dix Mois
. Lamia
. La Nueva Carne
. Les Ole
. Dulce Líquido
. Pzyclon Nine
. Seabound
. James Zabiela
. Hernan Cattaneo
. Mika Doll
. Jeffree Star
. Maria Daniela y su Sonido Laser...
THE SONGs [for now]
Updating u-u
RANDOM FACTs ABOUT ME
. Lately I have been watching a lot more
Foamy cartoons
. I want a hair-do like Amy Winehouse's.. 60's!!
. I want a Barbie mirror [electric purple and brilliant black] =3
. I had a rinoplasty on saturday night =??
. I have a nosebridge piercing [it matches my eyebrows :D]
. I have drawn-on brows... love them!! :333
. promise you will never try to get into me... it feels so wack!!
. my sizter is my confident u_u . Im getting fat.. not that hell.of.a.fat.ass.bitch but I'm so like dying because Im 53 kg (119 lbs) by now
. my nails are easily broken [reason for not having them long though I'd love to]
. Ive got a weird fetish on namez starting with A
. androgyne guyz turnz me on
. I am extremely physical which meanz I am very sensitive to touch, heat, cold, breath, scratchz, soundz, and anything tact-felt.
. think Im smart while I keep my mouth shut
. had half face paralysis when I was 12
. Im pretty much smart but I'm not that talkative
. ppl findz me interesting until they get to know me
. my sister thinks I'm an total idiot but nice though
. I make ppl to nag at me cuz of me losing everything
. Im usually forgetting things
. not so much of a drinker...
. I get easily hurt when I cook [or try doing so]
. If I cut myself by accident or not it takes long to heal
. Im totally lasy but I like walking =}
. I am not a great dancer but love to xD
. thiz is my second VF account because my first one was erased due to lack of use lol!
