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Sex: female
Age: 21
Location: , no not really, Canada
Rating: 8.90
Rating points: 926
Member since: March 27, 2004
Last logged in: January 06, 2010, 04:31pm
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 104 people

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Layout made by its never worth to look at the past on Skem9.com my name is Candice.this plastic world leaves it cold hard scars on me....... she feels alone and unwanted all the time and most days are a burden to her.She never asked to be born yet the only thing she desires from it is to want and maybe even love herself.She bears the pain of the flesh for it is the only thing that feels right,she never asked to become the monster she became but that`s something she has to deal with.the one thing in life she looks forward to is death.She is nothing.......I am nothing.The loudest cries are silent.please read the long ass survey at the bottom it took me hours to get it done because i kept hitting enter so i has to start again.and that`s where you can find your info about me!
MARRIAGE IS ABOUT LOVE
FUCK THE GOVERNMENT
SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!!!
KYO!!!!
vicki
harry potter
heavy metal
my friends in florida
my friends here
misterious people
girls
skittels and gobstoppers
margrets ann hadex`s shadow children series
Vampires
graveyards
razor blades
bic disposable razors
invare zim
foamy
gir
family guy
pearcings and tatoo
girl on girl action
happy tree friends
jonny the Homical Manic
my bass
rosered
Talena Atfield
Playing in the rain is my favorite thing to do.
some boys
glow in the dark stuff
gay guys
sailor moon
j-rock
j-pop
russian pop
new zealend pop
german heavy metal
pocky
hello kitty
japans culture
learing new things Layouts By Death
The West Memphis Three case all the way!
first and for-most i HATE have to move all the time i always have to start over again and make new friends it`s fucking hard.
feeling alone and unwanted
when guys get offended when i say there pretty or beautiful
George W. Bush
racist people
ignorance towards other peoples culture
putting people in groups (prep,goth,punk,etc)
WrItInG LiKe ThIs!
closemindedness
people who waste all there time on drugs
animal crulty
this may sound vain but when people tell me there going to give me a ten but they don`t
rejection
feeling unwanted and unloved(like i do most of the time.)
myself,
homophobia
living in America
what random jrock item are you?
you're kyo's safety pins!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
who is your jrock alter ego?
your jrock alter ego is - klaha!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Who's Your Jrock Partner In Crime?
Hakuei | Stealth Bathtub Ninja Guy:Heres a man who gets the job done. You may wake up and find him lying clothed in yourbathtub, or cartwheeling down the sidewalk for no reason, but its always best to not question hismotives. What matters is he always wins, and so shall you if youre on his side.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Which jrock pet are you?
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What's Your Inner Japanese Geisha's Personality Like? {Female Anime Pics and Detailed Results}
You are a Dreamer Geisha! You enjoy your life as a Geisha, but you can't help but feel incomplete and longing. You see normal women on the streets of your city, laughing as they cling to the arms of their husbands and the hands of their little children, and somber envy invades your heart. You appreciate your position in society, and are grateful to be a glamorous Geisha, but you still bear an empty hole in your soul. You often wish that you could experience the pleasures of being a beloved wife and mother for just one day, but you also do not want to leave the life of a Geisha. So, until tomorrow comes, you shall endulge yourself in your dreams.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
What Do You Look Like In Anime?
How do you see life?
Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be without light, and light can't be without darkness. You see everything through different angeles to gain perspective over situations. You act rather rational and people can find you stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is not really that good to you, yet it's not so bad. Like everything else, you need to balance it in order to find peace.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
What wise quote fits you? [pics]
Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people, they probably need it the most" by Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give people second chances and are probably very kind. Understanding is your biggest personality trait, and thoose you can see through should be grateful. If they aren't already. You detest narrow minded people, because they can't see what's really there. Facades is not your thing and you strive to always be who you really are.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
Your connection with darkness is through self-harming. Life has hurt you so badly and it feels like it always will. Of course, you just want to get rid of it and has found out that cutting releases your pain and tension. After all, now it's you who decides to inflict pain, not someone else. Perhaps you even feel guilty afterwards when you've "come to your senses". Due to this you tend to wear long-sleeved shirts, if it's the wrists your cutting. You fear your scars will be seen and often keep away from people physiclly. Some cutters just want to get caught doing it, to be saved and for someone to care for them and understand. While others may do it just because there is too many problems they have to deal with, and inflicting harm upon themselves seems to be a good way out. This is the point where I'm supposed to say that you should talk to someone. The thing is though, I know as well as you, it's hard seeking help. But it's still highly recommended that you stop harming yourself.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
How is your soul? [pics]
Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
What Type of Person Are You? [pictures + detailed results]
The wanderer - The lost


The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside.
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature.
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves.
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever.
Quote:"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde

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What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]
"Floating as a ghost through events, forever unnoticed"
You are someone who is very lonely in life and feel like no one ever notice you. Due to this you lack in confidence in yourself and also have little belief anything you do matters. Therefor you are passive to most situations and let other people take care of it, while you stand aside. When you have a problem you keep it to yourself, thinking no one will care anyway if you told them. In social gatherings you feel anxious and out-of-place and like to stay away. When you see someone having a problem you don't really meddle, not because you don't care but because you think they wouldn't want to have you around. A way you could get noticed is through the Internet, where you can open up more than you do in real life.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Favorite Music:
there are WAY TO MANY good bands to name but here is a list of my favorite songs:Origna_inner universe/ Nujebles_battle cry/Evanesance_lies/placebo-the bitter end,specal needs,this picture,and slave to the wage/slipknot prelude 3.0 and the blisters exist/otep-warhead/kittie-mouthful of posion-kittie/slipknot- interloper/areals-s.o.a.d./what i always wanted and wolves by kittie/jeremy-perl jam/evanesence-imaganry/weak and powerless-the perfect circle,the noose,judith,blue,/as the placaes burn- lamb of god/you know your right-nirvana/in bloom-nirvana/pome-taproot/switchfoot-ment to live/lacuna coil-heaven`s a lie and swamped/dig-mudvayne/numb and cralwing by linkin park/t.a.t.u.-clowns/ disturbed-the sickness/Amphibious Assault-district six/Amphibious Assault-revelation 80128/Amphibious Assault-post-apocalyptic burn(with Talena on bass!(yeah)/manson-disposable teens/kittie-choke/ hatebreed-this is now/flaw-payback/Incubus-warning/the vines-get free/and any song by kittie, Amphibious Assault,Nirvana,t.a.t.u.,A perfect circle,lacuna coil,manson,evanescence,Dir En grey, Alice Nine, Mini Moni,Malice Mizer,Gackt,linkin park or slipknot in general,(i`ll add as they come to me)....
What is your name?:Candice
Are you named after anyone?:yes,a famous Canadian supermodel(Candice Bergon)
What's your screename?: i have set up one yet.
Would you name a child of yours after you?:NEVER!!
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:adain or alister
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Angelique or chani
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:yes ppl spell it Candace insted of Candice and some ppl pronounce it Kanasas
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:yes
Basics
Your gender::female
Straight/Gay/Bi::I like who i like no matter what sex or race they are but i tend to fall for girls.
Single?:yes
If not, do you want to be?:no i wish i had someone special
Birthdate::10/29/88 i was suppost to be born on Halloween
Your age::17
Age you act::18 or 10
Age you wish you were::21 or just 18
Your height::5.9
Eye color::Hazel brown and green sometimes frosty blue,but they change depending on the light
Happy with it?:yes very,i love my eyes
Hair color::naturally the color of Avril`s but just a bit darker but dyed deep bergundy with black underneath
Happy with it?:yes,but i want to dye it bright bright red
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::write with my left and play right handed bass,guitar,e.t.c.
Your living arrangement::grammy for now hopefully on my own soon.
Your family::are for the most part very snoby when it comes to how i dress etc but believe it or not i love them and i wouldn`t ask for a diffrent one.
Have any pets?:i had a speckeld king snake named geritini but he died about 3 weeks after the hurricane from nemonia.i have a dog named paco now.
Whats your job?:I`m a cook at a local resturant.
Piercings?:yes 19 at the moment and more to come!
Tattoos?:1,the symbol of the angry princess on my right wrist,more to come
Obsessions?:sailor moon,gothic lolita dresses,jap culture,j-rock,j pop,blood,corsets,high heels,stockings,crosses,pentacles,body jewlrey,pearcings,tatoos,belly rings,ummm...can`t think of anything else right now.
Addictions?:shopping at thrift stores,sailor moon,high heels,pearcings,nutella,v8 juice,and vampire books movies,belly rings,body jewlrey,watching people get tatoos and pearcings, etc
Do you speak another language?:english,jeberish,a little japanesse,a little chinesse,very little german,a little Spanish and i can sing the whole t.a.t.u. cd plus a few other songs from them in Russian and i`m tring to learn german.
Have a favorite quote?:believe none of what you hear and half of what you see.
Do you have a webpage?:no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:no i mostly live in the pass in a happer time in a happer place.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yes
Do you have any secrets?:yes
Do you hate yourself?:yes i do and that`s sad.but i`m working on it
Do you like your handwriting?:it`s very sloppy but i like it.
Do you have any bad habits?:getting to attached,when things get tough i rely on my razor for guidence,thinking that i`m not worth anyones time emotion or anything,as well as other things
What is the compliment you get from most people?:that i`m very beautiful,but i just don`t see it.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:dazed and confused
What's your biggest fear?:i have three,pitch black,be alone,and being in water in the dark,or being in the water when it`s pitch black while i`m alone.
Can you sing?:yes i can and i`m very pround of my vocal range.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:i use to all the time but them one day i relized it wasn`t me then i stoped.
Are you a loner?:yes, i have alot of friends but i still fell alone so i would consider myself a loner but some may beg to differ.
What are your #1 priorities in life?:first and formost get a good education,play in a band,move out,never haveing to rely on my parents to support me during my adult life.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:no,because i live in myself so i know how i am.
Are you a daredevil?:not really i can be though
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:everything and nothing
Are you passive or agressive?:passive
Do you have a journal?:yes i`ve always had one
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:strenth..tolorance to people,and weakness..not giving myself enough creadit.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i`d want to see what other people see in me
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yes and no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:yes
Do you think life has been good so far?:i don`t really like my life up to this point but on that same note i`m greatful that it`s not as bad as other peoples life which have been worse 3xs fold.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:i`ve learn many important lessions in life and they have all helped me thus far in life.
What do you like the most about your body?:my eyes, my hair,my lips,my boobs
And least?:my nose,my face,my skin,my stomach,and my thighs
Do you think you are good looking?:i think i`m not completely distorted looking.
Are you confident?:sometimes.it depends
What is the fictional character you are most like?:luke gardener from among the hidden
Are you perceived wrongly?:yes sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?:no
Do drugs?:no
Read the newspaper?:sometimes
Pray?:no
Go to church?:no
Talk to strangers who IM you?:i`m never on IM
Sleep with stuffed animals?:yes my hunny bunny since i got her about 8 years ago.(shes evil)
Take walks in the rain?:yes playing in the rain is my all time favorite thing to do.
Talk to people even though you hate them?:i try not to but if they come and talk to me i`m not going to be rude to them.
Drive?:yes
Like to drive fast?:kind of not really
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:my singing voice
Hurt yourself?:yes
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?:no
Been in love?:yes
Done drugs?:i`ve tryed weed before but i din`t like it
Gone skinny dipping?:lol,yes
Had a medical emergency?:yes,3xs
Had surgery?:twice
Ran away from home?:not that many times and not for longer than a day.
Played strip poker?:no
Gotten beaten up?:yes a few times as a kid
Beaten someone up?:one
Been picked on?:that`s what my childhood consit off and it carried on threw out middle school and not so much in high school but yes.
Been on stage?:yes quite often since i was 7
Slept outdoors?:everyday when i was a kid but not that much now.
Thought about suicide?:everyday since i was 8.
Pulled an all nighter?:if you mean stade up all night then yes if not then i`m not sure.
If yes, what is your record?:i`ll take it you don`t mean staying up all night for the kind of sleep over i`m thinking of!
Gone one day without food?:yes
Talked on the phone all night?:no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yes quite a few times
Slept all day?:yes
Killed someone?:no
Made out with a stranger?:yes but it dusguted me
Had sex with a stranger?:no
Thought you're going crazy?:yes all the time
Kissed the same sex?:yes,what could be funner than that
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:yes, what could be funner than that?
Been betrayed?:too many times
Had a dream that came true?:no not really
Broken the law?:no
Met a famous person?:yes,jordy and james of the perfect cirlce,Fallon Bowman origanl lead guitarist of Kittie and i talk to her threw e-mail still,i talk to Talena Atfield,@nd Bassist from kittie and my idol threw e-mail,and jennifer A.new basses of kittie threw aim i`ve also met Morgan, Mercades,and the two new chick of kittie.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:yes,my hamster
On purpose?:no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:yes
Stolen anything?:yes
Been on radio/tv?:no
Been in a mosh-pit?:yes
Had a nervous breakdown?:yes a few times
Bungee jumped?:no but i want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?:yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:yes
Miracles?:yes
Astrology?:yes
Magic?:kind of
God?:no
Satan?:no
Santa?:no*looks around guilty like*
Ghosts?:yes
Luck?:yes
Love at first sight?:maybe
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: i`m a firm beliver in the yin yang theroy
Witches?:withces no wiccan yes.
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:i used to and i used to try to fallow the rainbow
Do you wish on stars?:yes all the time
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:no
Do you think God has a gender?:never thought of that
Do you believe in organized religion?:no
Where do you think we go when we die?:in a coffin in the ground
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:yes alot
Who is your best friend?:i love all my friends and theres no need for a best
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Jessie,Mrandia,Vicki,AmberR.,Kirstina,lula
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:i have a sticker on my bag that says "lifes short party naked"i agree with the first part
Your favourite inside joke?:not so much as a joke it`s just me and my friends used to run down the halls screaming woo woo to each other and it annoyed others so it was fun
Thing you're picked on most about?:how i dress being gay
Who's your longest known friend?:Jessie,Mrandia,Amber Wise lula Amber R
Newest?:Casey
Shyest?:lula
Funniest?:Shawn or Raymond F.
Sweetest?:Andie
Closest?:lula,momo,rachel C
Weirdest?:Amber Richards
Smartest?:not sure
Ditziest?:Brooke
Friends you miss being close to the most?:all my friends in Floridia,lula,my friends in lousiana
Last person you talked to online?:Angelique
Who do you talk to most online?:Angelique,Amber,and Josh
Who are you on the phone with most?:no one i don`t really like to talk on the phone unless it`s to talk to my friends in Floridia.
Who do you trust most?:all my friends
Who listens to your problems?:Andie,Vicki,Jessie,Amber R.,and Josh
Who do you fight most with?:Jessie,vicki,lula,tara but i love them sooo much
Who's the nicest?:all of them
Who's the most outgoing?:Brooke she is always willing to try something new.
Who's the best singer?:Angelique
Who's on your shit-list?:Ashley V.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:guilty
Who's your second family?:Kristina Mann`s family,Kris Brooke`s fam
Doyou always feel understood?: 10% of the time
Who's the loudest friend?:umm..there all pretty loud
Do you trust others easily?:sometimes
Who's house were you last at?:Rachel C
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Vicki`s,momo`s
Do your friends know you?:some do.
Friend that lives farthest away::my friends in Floridia and my friends in Canada, my friends in New Orleans
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:it can be but it can also be the most beautiful thing
What do you find romantic?:when someone gose out there way to make the other person happy even it they don`t like it.
Turn-on?:little things that show they care
Turn-off?:not being romantic
First kiss?:i was 7 and my brothers friend J.B. and i had finished our pizza and we went up stairs to sneak up on Chris and J.B said i was cute and then he kissed me on the cheek.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:i would tell them that i don`t like them that way.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yes,but i won`t be someone`s girlfriend with out going on a date first to see if we like each other
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:i think if a girl wants to ask a guy out then so be it,but i`m old fashion when it comes to guys they have to ask me out but i will ask a girl out.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yes because looks don`t matter
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:no
What is best about the opposite sex?:nothing
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:i don`t know
What's the last present someone gave you?:Matt gave me a studded bracelet
Are you in love?:no
Do you consider your significant other hot?:i don`t have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:My brother who died 10 years ago,it has hunted me ever since.not so much him, more of his death.it scared me for life.
You wanted to kill?:i wanted to kill my mom a week ago
That you laughed at?:me last night at my brothers b-day party.
That laughed at you?:alot of ppl because last night a his party i hit my head on something stupidly.
That turned you on?:Ashley V.
You went shopping with?:katie and Rahcel
That broke your heart?:Josh Karas and Matt Frasher
To disappoint you?:Kristina Manns
To ask you out?:one of my brothers friends
To make you cry?:Vicki
To brighten up your day?:when Vicki and Izzy called.that ment alot to me it really did.
That you thought about?:Vicki and Izzy
You saw a movie with?:Matt frasher
You talked to on the phone?:Amber
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Angelique and Josh
You saw?:Casey
You lost?:my brother,David,and my wrestling partner Brian La Fontaine.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:no it`s 3:20 a.m.
Will it be with your significant other?:i told you i don`t have one
Or some random person?:no
What are you wearing right now?:a long sleve fishnet shirt with a slipknot shirt over and lavender pajama pants(sexy huh)
Body part you're touching right now::my foot
What are you worried about right now?:my mom is trying to get rid of my dog
What book are you reading?: the devils knot,and a tokyopop series called physic acadamy
What's on your mousepad?:nothing it`s just grey
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::hopefull,unloved,contint,moddy and distant
Are you bored?:yes
Are you tired?:very, i didn`t go to sleep till 7 something this morning
Are you talking to anyone online?:no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no
Are you lonely or content?:i`m always lonely
Are you listening to music?:no

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