Hello and welcome to my profile. My name is Alisa sounds just like it is spelled. veinslicer comes from a character in a book by Asa Drake. These are my favorite books. I am 31 years old and have been on VF for a few years now. Gave up the rate bar years ago so don't bother doing a rate on me - rate me back. I rate my friends and that is it sorry. When I sit and consider who I am or what I am about two words come to mind. Quiet chaos. I am intelligent and beautiful. Although I didn't really grow into my beauty until I was in my early twenties and my sexuality until my mid twenties. Maybe because I was so torn mentally when I was younger. I still am torn. My mind goes back and forth as I struggle to remind myself of who I am. I am loyal to you until you are untrue to me. I can be a bitch while still being a best friend. I am into anime deeply, I also draw and write poems that mostly go unshared. I have been in love and out of love. I have two cats, Thanatos and Bacchus that I hold very dear to me. I have a tarantula named Aurora Rose. I have found a some very good friends here on VF Emi, Nat, Gabby, Rach and Synn. These friends have taught me so much about what friendship truly is. That you don't have to be in the same country even to find that special person that makes life just a little better. I don't know what I would do with out them. My Mother, who just happens to be on here too. I would have to say my music style would be all forms of metal. Although if I could only listen to one band for the rest of my life it would be KoRn. They have song for everything it seems. I grew up in Utah and just recently moved to California the outcome of that is still unknown to me. Written By my Sister, Jennifer.
Here are some of the anime I love, obviously Naruto and Bleach . I have bipolar disorder, severe depression and panic attacks. Which actually leaves a whole hell of a lot for me to talk about. But, not right now. I wrote that sentences a while back but, I have decided to NOT elaborate on it any more as it is a depressing subject obviously. I don't need to be reminded of it anymore then I am throughout the normal day. I love to read science fiction, fantasy novels, comics and mangas. My favorite authors are Robert Jordan, Dennis L. McKiernan, Frank and Brian Herbert and John L. Anderson. Here is some more info about me some of it is the same as above. Listening to music. Mostly KoRn, Marilyn Manson and Cradle Of Filth. Those are my 3 favorite bands but there are a lot more that I love and not ALL of it metal based. Watching anime (as I have said or rather my sister).Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, Ouran High School Host Club, Trinity Blood and Loveless being my top 6 animes. I spend all my computer time on Neopets (veinslicer is my username on there to say Hi if you play), VF and WoW. However, very sadly I haven't been able to be on WOW in a while. I love to crochet and other girlie stuff. I am into Wicca a bit, I love to read tarot cards and am into Astrology as well. Even the I don't know half of of what I would like to know on the subjects. Hmm... what else... more to come when I can think of it. And I am still thinking of stuff to write...


Quotes
You fall on your knees. You beg, you plead. Can I be someone else for all the time I hate myself.

You failure devour your heart in every hour. Your drowning in your imperfection.

"I won't be broken again, I've got to breath, I can't keep going under"

You dance with black roses and weep with sunshine.

My Loveless name

Heartless; One Without A Heart.

A Gothic Romance by Cradle of Filth

For hours I scoured the surrounding grounds
In vain that we might meet
When storm clouds broke, ashened, fatigued
I sought refuge in a cemetery


Favorite Song Of The Week

Staind - Fade
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too
Much to conceive

I only know that i can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now i step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how i felt
I just stuffed it down
Now i'm older and i feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that i have made

So where were you
When all this i was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do

I do invites for my cults because I love them. So if I randomly send you an invite and you want to bitch about them. Turn your damn invites off.