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shattered_soul
"It's nothing personal... I'm just better than them. =]"- Chibi on the scum that inhabit this city
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Latest Journal Entry: Andrew = Legend (Warning: Imageheavyyyy) October 26, 2009, 11:03am
Profile:    First of all: If you add me and I do not know you or have never talked to you, expect to find yourself promptly deleted from my friends of list. I am not a collector's item so please do not treat me like one. If you wish to befriend me, please talk to me. With that aside, hello there and welcome to my profile (please view it using internet explorer) I am Chibi but I also answer to Eric, Buggles or Psychocandy and many other names that various friends have given me. I know my profile is long but if you took the time to read it I'd be very grateful. =] And if you comment me I promise to write back. A few things about me... My date of birth is January 2 1992 which makes me 18 years of age. I just finished my final year of high school last year and like most youths I disliked school... A great deal. But unlike many, I love to learn and I value my education. This year I'll be starting my first year of university. I'm studying molecular genetics and biotechnology. =] Science geek, I am. If you're wondering about my nationality, I'm half Japanese, but I was born in Australia. I have lived 17 of my 18 years in Australia and the other year was spent in Japan when I was just a little munchkin, 1998-1999. You will probably find that I am very un-Japanese, despite living with my Japanese father and having lived in Japan for a year. GTFO WEEABOOS! When people get to know me I am usually quite different to what they expected. Depending on who I am around and what mood I am in I can be very well mannered and polite, hyper and giggling hysterically at some thing or another, or screaming obscenities and being generally obnoxious. Basically I have a nice, well mannered, placid side to me and the other side is a total bastard. I have been described by some as full of surprises. Just when they thought they knew everything there was to know about me, I turn around and baffle them once again.  As for my sexual preference, I am not heterosexual, bisexual nor homosexual... I am pansexual. Hooray! Let me guess, "what the hell is a pansexual?" Since most people haven't a clue what that means, I shall explain here. All it means is that I'm willing to be attracted to anyone regardless of their age (within reason of course- Heavens above! I'm not about to run off with a 50-year-old!), biological sex, or gender identity in society. Yes, that means I can be attracted to transvestites and transexuals. No, you are not being original, clever or funny if you make some sort of comment or joke about being attracted to kitchenware("PANsexual? Lawl does that mean yuuur liek attracted to paaans?" *laughs like funniest thing in the world was just said*). As I've said to countless people, no, pansexual does not mean I'm attracted to frying pans (Some people obviously lack the brain of a tomato and their level of humour isn't much higher either >.>). And before you ask, NO, I am NOT attracted to animals, you big silly!. -__- If you even got this far in reading my profile then you are an endangered species, I congratulate you and you deserve a medal.- No, really! No one reads such things anymore. But for the sake of not spoiling the fun for the few people who do read profiles, I will sit here and type my own up. I can be terribly shy and I am somewhat socially awkward but I do enjoy meeting new people. When I first meet someone, I prefer to first observe them and listen to them to see what kind of person they are rather than talking myself. Not only does this tell me if I want to befriend them but also tells me how I should behave around them (I should hate to scare someone off with my odd sense of humour, for example). So I may seem quiet at first but once I get know someone I will generally warm up to them fairly quickly... Or back away at a fast pace depending on whether I find them agreeable or not. =P For some odd reason or other, I seem to get along with the opposite sex better than my own. Perhaps it is because I dislike the way most females seem to carry on about their petty problems. Or maybe it's just that I'm a wee bit misogynistic. Never would have thought it huh? A female misogynist! To all the females reading my profile: GET BACK TO THE GOD DAMN KITCHEN AND MAKE SAMMICHES! I can be serious when the occasion calls for it but I usually like to just be a kid while I can. Yes, I admit I like to be immature. I am STILL into Pokemon! After all, one is only young once, so can you blame me? I plan to milk it for all it's worth thank you very much! I do not cuss often (in public anyway) unless I am in a particularly obnoxious and offensive mood. I believe cussing too much shows lack of imagination and creativity especially when trying to insult someone. Anyone can call someone a bitch or an asshole. I should think I'd be far more shocked if someone used a bit of originality when they insulted me rather than just the standard, "You're a cunt!" I tend to call people by pet names so if I call you dear, darling, pet, dearest, honey, or something along those lines, please do not think anything of it. It is just a habit I picked somewhere along the line. And now for a physical description. I have dark brown, hip-length hair and my eyes never stay any one colour for too long... Sometimes they are bright green, other times hazel, sometimes brown, sometimes grey... Most of the time they are grey-green on the outside and light brown/orange in the middle. I am not great in height or weight, in fact I stand at 4'10" and weigh just over 50 kilograms.  For those of you who already know me, you shall simply die of shock (well, it's kind of old news now); CHIBI HAS A BOYFRIEND! For those who do not know me, this is something that no one who knows me well would have expected to happen. Reason being I generally dislike the idea of relationships (and so does, oddly enough, the one I like to call my better half). But neither of us has tried to murder the other yet, and it has been more than a full year and a half (since Saturday 24th May 2008), so this must be a good sign. His name is Sean and he makes me happier than I ever thought I could be. ^_^ I adore this one, I really do. He means the world to me and I only hope I make him as happy as he makes me.  And now for some rantings and ravings. I really can not stand emos. They, like most other people, disgust me, but on a greater level than a lot of other people. I believe them to be selfish and spoilt, otherwise naive and ignorant beings who think only of themselves and the sympathy they seem to think they deserve and attentions they so desperately crave. By turning mental illness into a fashion statement or trend, emos selfishly take away all the credibility of people who DO actually deserve sympathy and need attention. They also give the rest of the alternative scene a bad name and public image. This happens because the general public are either too ignorant or stupid to classify anyone of the alternative scene as anything but "emo." To them, anyone who has an odd hair style, wears dark make up and wears dark clothing is "emo." And since these people do not care enough to try to understand the differences, they simply assume that all people of the alternative scene are "mentally unstable" trouble makers and attention seekers, just being rebellious. I also cannot understand people who sign up to this site and try to be something they're not and look HXC GAWFFIC and "hardcore". This is something I dispise about particular sub-cultures being the "in thing" at any point in time. Fakes aggravate me to no end too. Why should you want someone commenting on how beautiful you look when those are not even your pictures? Does it really boost your self-esteem when someone complements you in one of those photos, when you know it isn't you they really think is oh-so-gorgeous? Does it really make you feel clever when they tell you how smart you are and how true your words are when all you did was copypasta someone else's profile? Srs, please do get your own face, your own style and your own personality! And this trend of pretending to have a mental illness such as bi-polar, OCD or depression causes me to rage uncontrollably. And if you do this you are a shit, shit person. =] No, really... You're just taking away from those who actually need help and making them look as bad as you at the same time, like they're putting it on for attention too. STOP TURNING A DISEASE INTO A TREND, YOU SACKS OF BLADDER WASTE!!!! Do not talk to me about how hard done by you are. Trust me, there is always someone worse off than you, stop being a pussy. Fair enough if one is upset and actually has a good reason to be so, I'm not TOTALLY cold-hearted. I listen to my friends and try to help if I can but do not whinge about how your parents must be THE shittiest people in the whole world just because they said you couldn't go to that party on the weekend, and don't bawww at me about how you must be the unluckiest, most unloved person in the world, because my advice to you would be to either build a bridge or go drown yourself in the river you just cried. I do not usually care what people think of me. I have my opinions and they have theirs. That is all there is to it. I could not change your mind just by telling you that you are mistaken anyway so why should I bother? That's not to say I won't stand up for myself if lies are being spread about me. There is a big difference between lies and opinions with which I do not agree. So hold whatever opinion of me you wish but do not tell lies about me. =] I would like to meet someone who can actually hold a conversation with me. Serious, weird, deep and meaningful, random, silly, totally and utterly disgusting... Anything! Maybe even all of the above! Oooh I think I'm really pushing my luck there. =P  I am willing to respect and accept people of any religion, I think it makes them who they are and trying to change that is like trying to change their whole personality. It is part of what makes them who they are. But on the other hand I do not like people trying to force their beliefs down my throat. I've got no problem with hearing their stories and opinions and their beliefs, I am open to that sort of thing and find it interesting. But I don't want to be told I HAVE to believe this, and HAVE to do that. Do try not to take offence if I make a joke about some religion or other. I swear I am not targeting anyone, I make fun of anything, given the opportunity. In other words, I'm not just being a prick to you, I'm a bastard to everyone. =] I guess I am a little bit racist towards the natives of Australia but I can't really help it. Most of the natives of my country have shown me nothing but disrespect and so I, in turn, do not respect them. Other than that, I wouldn't call myself racist. Though once again, I will most likely make jokes about such things. I just see the humour in them. Goodness I even make fun of myself! My free hours are spent drawing, listening to music, tidying my room, fixing this damned profile, posting on message/image boards, and I take little pleasure in things such as parties and other social gatherings anymore so as you can see, my life is not terribly exciting. But I like it that way. I am not interested in cybering or exchanging pictures with you or anyone else so do not even bother asking because the answer is, "DO NOT WANT! GTFO MY INTERNETZ AND TAKE YOUR FAIL WITH YOU!!!" and I will most likely hurl abuse and insults at you just for teh lulz.  I usually try to be polite and friendly unless, of course, people give me a reason not to. But if you show me respect I will do the same, even if I do not particularly like you. It's a case of treating people how you wish to be treated. If you do something to annoy, anger or upset me I do tend to be very passive about most things but don't be fooled, I hold grudges. >=D As you can probably tell from the typing here (altho i used 2 type lyk dis n it now annoys tha fuk outta me lmao), I like my spelling and grammar. And my advice to the animals we know as 'the youth of today' is this: "134RN 70 3NG115H P10X! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, STOP BUTCHERING THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE!" For one thing, spelling correctly at least makes you look like you aren't the missing link between monkeys and humans. I do value not looking like all my braincells have committed suicide when I type. Yes, I do sometimes misspell things on purpose (eg: Ah dun' lahk yewww) because I feel it gets the tone of the message across better. And sometimes I just type things how I pronouce them (if I pronounce them differently to how they would normally be pronounced). So if you ever do end up messaging or commenting me, please type like you've had some form of education. If nothing else, I'll respect you a bit more for it.  I'll admit, my grip on reality falls a tad short of perfect. I do sometimes think and believe things that seem totally irrational to anyone but myself, and I have some rather odd phobias and fears. XD What I'm trying to say here is, I sometimes find it difficult to know that is real and what is not. So, please be patient with me if I start babbling about something that seems so very silly to you. Usually, I'll come around again in a short while. I enjoy shocking people. It is rather entertaining. If you have any questions please feel free to ask me. A few (or rather, several) paragraphs on a web page is not everything about me. To really know a person, one must converse with them and form their own ideas of this person's true character. Thank you for actually bothering to read all this. I realise it was probably very boring but I do appreciate it. =] Well I shall leave you to it then. *love, hugs and wet, sloppy kisses* chibi/Empress of the Night/Psychocandy  "And I forget how to move When my mouth is this dry And my eyes are bursting hearts In a blood-stained sky"   What member of The Murderdolls are you?  You are Eric Griffin. The "fuzzball" of the group and quiet at times. You are the one whom has had many times been referd to as a vampire..congrats!Take this quiz!  Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code  Signs (I are loved!!! =D):  Matt  Adela  Milou  Elliott  Ty  Frankie  Jessica  Jake  Amy  Likes: -My better half, Sean -Trolling -Tea parties -Warhammer 40k -Hugs -Kisses -Affection -Boobs -Absinthe -Straight jackets -Alice in Wonderland -Music -Blood -Scars -Photoshop -Clocks and watches -Pedo Bear -Making and hearing jokes that most people would find VERY offencive -Winter/Cold weather/Snow/Rain -Shocking people -Salad Fingers (and all of David Firth's other animations) -Joel Veitch -Ornery Boy -Johnny the Homicidal Maniac -Happy Noodle Boy -All other Jhonen Vasquez comics -Invader Zim -The Goodies -The Young Ones -The X-Files -Buffy The Vampire Slayer -South Park - Theatre -Artfully (and tastefully) applied make up -Science -Reading -Corsets -Most animals. In particular bats, wolves, spiders, snakes, butterflies and cats -Drawing -The sound of rain on the roof -Fire -Victoria Frances art -Luis Royo art -Biting and being bitten -Shopping -Walking in the rain -Red and white roses -Some movies -Storms -Candles -Jewellery -The colours: White, Red, Black, and purple -Good conversation -Learning   Some Of My Drawings: Newer ones are at the top, older ones at the bottom. Also, they are clickable ^_^         If you care to see more of my art, please visit my Deviant Art account by clicking here. Linkies: Click this banner to see my deviantART profile and gallery...  Click this banner to see my myspace...   Dislikes: -As a general rule, people -PUBLIC SPEAKING!!!! -Fakes -Liars -Summer/ Hot weather -Emos -Scene kids -Weeaboos -Shufflers -Fat people who don't dress for their size -The trashy bogans/sluts who, unfortunately, make up most of the population of my home country -Twilight and it's hordes of fans -The sun -People who are so far up themselves they are almost inside out -People taking pictures of me without asking first >.< How ill mannered of them! -The fact that life is so short... You're only young once and most of the time not for long enough... I know so many people who are trying to grow up way to fast. I think you should enjoy being a kid while you can -Back stabbers (this includes people who are too scared to bitch about me to my face instead of behind my back) -Insomnia -Closed-minded people -School (do not misunderstand me, I value my education and I love to learn. But school is like hell for me because of the people there)  Favorite Music: *3 Days Grace *7 Seconds of Love *(The) 69 Eyes *AC/DC *Alice Cooper *Alice in Chains *Alter Bridge *(The) Angels *Angerfist *Anthrax *A Perfect Circle *Apocalyptica *Arch Enemy *As I Lay Dying *Atreyu *Avenged Sevenfold *B-Complex *Babylon Zoo *Bauhaus *(The) Beatles *(The) Bees *Behemoth *(The) Birthday Massacre *(The) Black Dahlia Murder *Black Sabbath *Bloc Party *Blonde Redhead *Bloodhound Gang *Blue Oyster Cult *Blutengel *Blutonium Boy *(The) Buggles *Bullet For My Valentine *Cannibal Corpse *Carpathian *Catwitch *Celldweller *Cheap Trick *Children of Bodom *(The) Church *Clannad *(The) Clash *Cradle of Filth *(The) Cranberries *Creature Feature *Creed *(The) Creptter Children *(The) Cruxshadows *(The) Cure *D1 *D12 *(The) Damned *(The) Dandy Warhols *Danzig *Dark Tranquillity *David Bowie *Dead Kennedys *Deathstars *Deftones *Depeche Mode *Devil Driver *Digital Mystikz *(The) Dillinger Escape Plan *Dimmu Borgir *Disturbed *Divinyls *DJ CliCHE McCommunism *DJ Virus *Doctor Steel *(The) Doors *Dragonforce *(The) Dresden Dolls *Drowning Pool *Echoes of Eternity *Emilie Autumn *Eminem *Enya *Evanescence *Evil Ranyl *FGFC820 *Flyleaf *(The) Foo Fighters *Funtastic Power! *Garbage *Gary Numan *(The) Ghost of the Robot *God Dethroned *Green Day *Guns 'N’ Roses *Gwar *Hanzel Und Gretyl *Hypnogaja *Ill Nino *Incubus *In Flames *INXS *Iron Maiden *Jack off Jill *(The) Jam *Jane's Addiction *JET *Joy Division *Karnivool *Kataklysm *Kill Hannah *Killing Heidi *Killswitch Engage *Kiss *Korn *Lacuna Coil *Led Zeppelin *Linkin Park *London Elektricity *Lone Pigeon *Lordi *Love *Ludacris *Lush *Machine Head *Marilyn Manson *Meatloaf *Megadeth *Metallica *Mindless Self Indulgence *Mi-Sex *(The) Misfits *Miss Construction *Morrissey *Mudvayne *Murderdolls *Muse *Nightwish *Nine Inch Nails *Nirvana *No Doubt *Noize Supressor *(The) Offspring *Oingo Boingo *Orgy *Placebo *Plantaganda *(The) Police *(The) Prodigy *Promonium Jesters *Psyclon Nine *(The) Qemists *Queen *Rage Against the Machine *Rammstein *Ramones *Red Hot Chili Peppers *(The) Red Paintings *Requiem of the Damned *Rick Astley *Robots in Disguise *Rob Zombie *Rotterdam Terror Corps *Savage Garden *Seether *Sentenced *Serj Tankian *Sevendust *Sex Pistols *Shadows Fall *Silent Civilian *Silverchair *Simon & Garfunkel *Sing-Sing *Siouxsie and the Banshees *Sisters of Mercy *Skinny Puppy *Skream *Slayer *Slipknot *Smashing Pumpkins *(The) Smiths *Soft Cell *Soilwork *Soundgarden *Spectrum-X *Spor *Stabbing Westward *Staind *Static-X *Stever *Stone Sour *Superbus *(The) Sweet *System of a Down *Tatu *Tears for Fears *Tenacious D *Theatres des Vampires *Three Days Grace *Tool *Trivium *Trunk Boiz *Twisted Sister *Type O Negative *U2 *Vanishing Point *Violent Femmes *VNV Nation *Voltaire *Wednesday 13 *Weird Al Yanovich *(The) White Stripes *White Zombie *Within Temptation *Wolfgang Parker *Wolfsheim *Zombie Girl There are probably more but I forget XD…  Cults:    Link 1: http://www.myspace.com/empress_of_the_night Link 2: http://Butterfly-Goth-Gurl.DeviantArt.com
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