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shattered_soul
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Latest Journal Entry: SQUEE! November 24, 2008, 07:32am
Profile:    Well hello there and welcome to my profile (please view it using internet explorer) *hugs your knees and pokes your nose* I like your knees... May I marry them?... Ahem most people call me chibi but I also answer to Eric, Buggles or Squee and many other names that various friends have given me. I know my profile is long but if you took the time to read it I'd be grateful =] And if you comment me I promise I'll comment back. Okays a few things about me... My date of birth is January 2 1992 which makes me 16 years of age. If you're wondering about my nationality, I'm half Japanese, born in Australia. I have lived almost 16 of my (nearly) 17 years in Australia and the other year was spent in Japan when I was just a little munchkin, 1998-1999. When people get to know me I'm usually quite different to what they expected. Depending on who I'm around and what mood I'm in I can be very well mannered and polite, hyper and giggling hysterically at some thing or another, or screaming obscenities and being generally obnoxious. Basically I have a nice, well mannered, placid side to me and the other side is a total bastard. A few paragraphs is not enough to tell you who I am so don't act like you know me just because you read my profile. I don't even know everything about myself so how could you expect to?  I'm not straight, bi or gay... I'm pansexual. Yay! Don't know what a pansexual is? I would tell you to look it up but we all know the majority of people who will read this won't look it up due to being lazy. Soooo I'll explain here. All it means is that I'm willing to be attracted to anyone regardless of their age (within reason of course- Heavens above! I'm not about to run off with a 50-year-old!), biological sex, or gender identity in society. Yes, that means I can be attracted to transvestites and transexuals. No, you are not being original, clever or funny if you make some sort of comment or joke about being attracted to kitchenware("PANsexual? Lawl does that mean yuuur liek attracted to paaans?" *laughs like funniest thing in the world was just said*). As I've said to countless people, no, pansexual does not mean I'm attracted to frying pans (Some people obviously lack the brain of a tomato and their level of humour isn't much higher either >.>). And before you ask, NO, I am NOT attracted to animals -__- If you even got this far in reading my profile then you are an endangered species, I congratulate you and you deserve a fucking medal- No, really! No one reads these things anymore. But for the sake of not spoiling the fun for the few people who do read profiles, I will sit here and type up a profile. I can be really shy but I do like meeting new people which I know sounds weird... But still =D... When I first meet someone, I prefer to first observe them and listen to them to see what kind of person they are rather than talking myself. Not only does this tell me if I want to befriend them but also tells me how I should behave around them (I mean I'd hate to scare someone off with my odd sense of humour, for example). So I may seem quiet at first but once I get know someone I will generally warm up to them pretty quickly... Or back away at a very fast pace depending on whether I like them or not =P I usually (not always but usually) tend to get along with guys better than girls for some reason unknown to me. I can be serious when the occasion calls for it but I usually like to just be a kid while I can. Yes, I admit I like to be immature sometimes. Hey you're only young once, so can you blame me? I'm gonna milk it for all it's worth thank you very much! I tend to call people by pet names so if I call you dear, darling, pet, dearest, honey, or something along those lines, don't think anything of it. Just a habit. I call everyone things like that. I have dark brown hair and my eyes never stay any one colour for too long... Sometimes they are bright green, other times hazel, sometimes brown, sometimes grey, but most of the time they are grey-green on the outside and light brown/orange in the middle. I'm really short... 4'10" (148 cm) to be exact.  For those of you who already know me: DIE OF SHOCK!! CHIBI HAS A BOYFRIEND! For those who don't know me: this is a big deal for me because I generally hate the idea of relationships. Haha but yesim... I has a boyfriend and neither of us has tried to kill the other or themself yet so that's gotta be a good sign. His name is Sean and he makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world ^_^ I adore this one, I really do. He means a lot to me. Oh yes, he does. I only hope I make him as happy as he makes me.  I really can't stand emos. They are just attention seekers who pretend to be depressed and have issues just so people will feel sorry for them and give them sympathy and attention... Being depressed is not cool. I would know as I suffer from depression. IT FAILS! There is a big difference between depressed and attention seeking... I wrote a whole fucking essay about that in my journal just for your entertainment (and mine =P) XD... I was bored and pissed off =P (Golly gosh, that was ages ago! 0.o) I also can't stand the preppy chicks who sign up to this site as an excuse to try and be something they're not and look gawfic and "hardcore". You'd never see them looking like that anywhere but this site so why do they do it?! And I hate this trend of pretending to have a mental illness such as bi-polar, OCD or depression. And if you do this you are a shit, shit person =] No really... You're just taking away from those who actually need help and making them look as bad as you at the same time, like they're putting it on for attention too. SO STOP TURNING A DISEASE INTO A TREND, YOU SACKS OF BLADDER WASTE!!!! GTFO MY INTERNETZ AND TAKE YOUR EPIC FAIL WITH YOU!!! Don't talk to me about how messed up and shitty your life is. Trust me, there is always someone worse off than you, stop being a pussy. Fair enough if you're upset and actually have a good reason to be so, I'm not TOTALLY cold-hearted. I mean I'll listen to my friends and try to help if I can but don't whinge about how your parents must be the shittiest people in the whole world just because they said you couldn't go to that party on the weekend, and don't bawww at me about how you must be the unluckiest, most unloved person in the world, because my advice to you would be to either build a bridge or go drown yourself in the river you just cried. I don't usually care what people think of me. I have my opinions and they have theirs that's all there is to it. It's not like I could change your mind just by telling you you're wrong anyway so why bother? That's not to say I won't stand up for myself if lies are being spread about me. There is a big difference between lies and opinions with which I do not agree. So hold whatever opinion of me you wish but don't tell lies about me =] I would like to meet someone who can actually hold a conversation with me. Serious, weird, deep and meaningful, random, silly, totally and utterly disgusting... Anything! Maybe even all of the above! Oooh I think I'm really pushing my luck there =P  I do respect and accept people of any religion I think it makes them who they are and trying to change that is like trying to change their whole personality... It's part of them and makes them who they are so I don't mess with that. But on the other hand I don't like people trying to force their beliefs down my throat. I've got no problem with hearing their stories and opinions and their beliefs, I'm open to that kind of thing and find it interesting. But I don't want to be told I HAVE to believe this, HAVE to do that. Try not to take offence if I make a joke about religion. I swear I'm not targeting anyone, I make fun of anything, given the opportunity. In other words, I'm not just being a prick to you, I'm a bastard to everyone =] I am not racist, sexist or homophobic. Though once again, I will most likely make jokes. It doesn't mean I agree with the jokes, I just see the humour in them. Feck I even make fun of myself! My free hours are spent drawing, listening to music, partying, tidying my room, fixing this damned profile, posting in my cults and doing homework, among other things so as you can see, my life is not terribly exciting. But I like it that way. I'm not interested in cybering or swapping pictures with you or anyone else so don't even bother asking because the answer is, "DO NOT WANT! GTFO MY INTERNETZ AND TAKE YOUR FAIL WITH YOU!!!" and I'll most likely hurl abuse and insults at you just for teh lulz.  I have a habit of saying things that are totally irrelevant to most people. Yes, it can be annoying, I know =] I usually try to be polite and friendly unless of course people give me a reason not to (or they are emos or scene kids, in which case I will roll my eyes, bitch about them, hurl insults and abuse, stamp my little feet, or glare and pull faces before shaking my little fist in rage and coming to the conclusion that they are not worth the time, effort and attention I am giving them by throwing a tantrum). But if you show me respect I will do the same, even if I don't like you (as long as you aren't an emo or scene kid). It's a case of treat people how you wish to be treated. If you do something to annoy, anger or upset me I do tend to be very passive about most things but don't be fooled, I hold grudges =D As you can probably tell from the typing here (altho i used 2 type lyk dis n it now annoys tha fuk outta me lmao), I like my spelling and grammar. For one thing it at least makes you look like you aren't the missing link between monkeys and humans. I do value not looking like all my braincells have committed suicide when I type. Yes, I do sometimes misspell things on purpose (eg: Ah dun' lahk yewww) because I feel it gets the tone of the message across better. And sometimes I just type things how I pronouce them (if I pronounce them differently to how they would normally be pronounced). So if you ever do end up messaging or commenting me, please type like you've had some form of education. If nothing else, I'll respect you a bit more for it. I have been told I can be a bit obsessive compulsive. Although I wouldn't go so far as to say I have OCD, there are things that I just HAVE to fix if I see them. Do NOT even get me started on how long it takes me to hang out the washing. If you're really all that interested to know you can ask I suppose...  I'll admit, my grip on reality falls a bit short of perfect. I do sometimes think and believe things that seem totally irrational to anyone but myself, and I have some rather odd phobias and fears XD Anyway, what I'm trying to say here is, if I start talking about something you think is utter nonsense yet I seem to be serious and perhaps freaking out about it, please be patient with me. Usually, I'll come around again after a while. I like shocking people a bit. It's rather entertaining. Hence if one of my mates dares me to go up to someone on street and say something strange, do something weird or ask silly questions, I'll do it just for teh lulz. As long as I'm not harming anyone or going against any of my morals, I'll do practically anything if someone dares me to. If you have any questions please feel free to ask me. A few paragraphs on a web page isn't everything about me. To really know a person, you actually have to talk to them. Going on what they say about themselves isn't getting to know them, that's just their opinion on themselves. If you actually talk to them, you may find you have a different opinion. Thank you for actually bothering to read all this. I realise it was probably very boring but I do appreciate it =] Well I'll leave you to it then. *love, hugs and wet, sloppy kisses* chibi/Empress of the Night/Psychocandy  "Scratch my name on your arm with a fountain pen (This means you really love me) And though I walk home alone My faith in love is still devout"    What member of The Murderdolls are you?  You are Eric Griffin. The "fuzzball" of the group and quiet at times. 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 Signs (I are loved!!! =D):  Matt  Adela  Milou  Elliott  Ty  Frankie  Jessica  Jake  Amy  Likes: -My boyfriend Sean -Wearing a can of soup on my head (lulz long story) -Parties -Hugs -Kisses -Drinking (Hahaha fun!!!) -Straight jackets -Alice in Wonderland -Listening to music -Hanging out with my mates -Blood -Scars (fetish) -Photoshop -Pedo Bear -Making and hearing jokes that most people would find VERY offencive. Doesn't mean I agree with them, I just see the humour in them -Winter/Cold weather/Snow/Rain -Shocking people -Salad Fingers, that crazy fucker! (and all of David Firth's other animations) -Joel Veitch and his fucked up imagination! (love him to bits. I WORSHIP him and Soupy George!!!) -Johnny the Homicidal Maniac!!! -Happy Noodle Boy!!!!!!! (he is the sexiest stick figure ever!!!) -DeviantART -Eye make up -Scaring people -Science class is fun... Yes, I am a science nerd. -Reading -Wobbly Headed Bob -Making signs =] so if you want one, ask =D -Getting signs hehe make one for me if you want =D -Corsets -Most animals. In particular bats, wolves, spiders, snakes, butterflies and cats -Nail polish -Drawing -The sound of rain on the roof -Fire -Victoria Frances art -Biting people and being bitten -Shopping -CHOCOLATE!!! -Going for long walks when it's raining -Celtic designs -Random objects such as spatulas, staplers, matches, light bulbs, knives, anything sharp, anything shiny, scalpels, scissors, safety pins, paper clips and shopping trolleys -Red roses and black roses -Horror movies -Storms -Candles -Rainy days -The colours: Red Black and purple -Randomness -Movies with lots of unrealistic gore. I lulz. -Late nights -Vampirism -Cemeteries they are gorgeous and a good place to go walking when you want to clear your head =] -Sleeping in is good when I can get to sleep in the first place (damn insomnia) -Talking to people who think the same way as me and people I can relate to -My Mumsy. She is the coolest mum in the world so shut up!!!    Art:        I'm an Evanescence fan... Can ya tell?   I'm also a Bullet for My Valentine fan lol Linkies: Click this banner to see my deviantART profile and gallery...  Click this banner to see my myspace...   Dislikes: -Homophobia -Racism -PUBLIC SPEAKING!!!! (one of my worst fears) -Soap (I'm scared of it... Don't ask -__-) -Sponges (Yeah another weird phobia) -Fakes (It's pathetic that you feel the need to pretend to be someone you're not. Get your own face, your own photos, your own style and your own personality!) -Generally I don't like being in relationships. There are exceptions though -Liars -Perverts and people I don't even know hitting on me... DO NOT WANT!!! -Summer/ Hot weather -Emos/ Attention seekers (same thing)... They should get a life and stop feeling sorry for themselves... Or kill themselves and be done with it so I don't have to hear them whinging -Being called emo -Scene kids -The sun -Ignorance -People who are so far up themselves they are almost inside out -Attention seekers -People taking pictures of me without asking first >.< -Bright colours -The fact that life is so short... You're only young once and most of the time not for long enough... I know so many people who are trying to grow up way to fast. I think you should enjoy being a kid while you can -I hate people who will bitch about me behind my back but won't say it to my face. Grow some balls and fucking tell me you got a problem! -People who pretend to be my friend but they then go and stab me in the back -Insomnia -People who can't accept the fact that they could be wrong even if they think they are right (=P that made sense believe it or not) -People who don't even bother to read my profile they just say here have a 10 because you're hot >.< I HATE THAT!!! -School... But I like learning... I hate school because of certain people... Some are teachers and some are people I used to think were friends  Favorite Music: For now I'll just name the bands... I'll add pics and make it look spiffy later =P *3 Days Grace *7 Seconds of Love *(The) 69 Eyes *AC/DC *Alice Cooper *Alice in Chains *AliceNine *Alter Bridge *An Cafe *(The) Angels *Anthrax *A Perfect Circle *Arch Enemy *As I Lay Dying *Atreyu *Avenged Sevenfold *Babylon Zoo *Bauhaus *(The) Beatles *(The) Bees *Behemoth *(The) Birthday Massacre *Bjork *(The) Black Dahlia Murder *Black Majesty *Black Sabbath *Black Synapse *Bloc Party *Blonde Redhead *Blue Oyster Cult *(The) Buggles *Bullet For My Valentine *Cannibal Corpse *Catwitch *C-Drone-Defect *Cheap Trick *Children of Bodom *(The) Church *Clannad *(The) Clash *(The) Coven *Cradle of Filth *(The) Cranberries *Creature Feature *Creed *(The) Cruxshadows *(The) Cure *(The) Damned *(The) Dandy Warhols *Danzig *Dark Tranquillity *Dead Kennedys *Deathloff *Deathstars *Deftones *Depeche Mode *Devil Driver *Diary of Dreams *(The) Dillinger Escape Plan *Dimmu Borgir *Disturbed *Divinyls *DJ CliCHE McCommunism *(The) Doors *Dope *Doomsday Refreshment Committee *Dragonforce *(The) Dresden Dolls *Drowning Pool *Echoes of Eternity *Emilie Autumn *Enya *Evanescence *Evile *Flyleaf *(The) Foo Fighters *Garbage *Gary Numan *Gazette *Girls Under Glass *(The) Ghost of the Robot *God Dethroned *Guns 'N’ Roses *Gwar *Hatebreed *(The) Haunted *Hex Fairydance *HIM *Hypnogaja *Ill Nino *Incubus *In Flames *INXS *Iron Maiden *Jack off Jill *(The) Jam *JET *Joy Division *Karnivool *Kataklysm *Kevin Ayers *Killswitch Engage *Kiss *(The) Knack *Korn *Lacuna Coil *Led Zeppelin *Linkin Park *London After Midnight *Lone Pigeon *Lordi *Love *Machine Head *Marilyn Manson *Meatloaf *Megadeth *Metallica *Mindless Self Indulgence *(The) Misfits *Morrissey *Mudvayne *Murderdolls *Muse *Narcotic Heart Failure *Nemhain *Neon Synthesis *New Order *Nightwish *Nine Inch Nails *Nirvana *No Doubt *Nonpoint *Oceans of Sadness *Oingo Boingo *Omega Lithium *Opeth *Orgy *Outerspace Overdose *Pantera *Placebo *Plantaganda *(The) Police *Queen *Rage Against the Machine *Rammstein *Ramones *Red Hot Chili Peppers *Red Logic *Requiem of the Damned *Rick Astley *Robots in Disguise *Rob Zombie *Scott Walker *Seether *Sentenced *Serj Tankian *Sevendust *Sex Pistols *Shadows Fall *Silent Civilian *Silverchair *Simon & Garfunkel *Sing-Sing *Siouxsie and the Banshees *Sisters of Mercy *Six Feet Under *Slayer *Slipknot *Smashing Pumpkins *(The) Smiths *Soft Cell *Soilwork *Son of Rust *Soundgarden *Spectrum-X *Stabbing Westward *Staind *Static-X *Stone Sour *(The) Sweet *System of a Down *Tears for Fears *Tenacious D *Theatres des Vampires *Tool *Trivium *Twisted Sister *Type O Negative *Union of Knives *Vanishing Point *VNV Nation *We Are Now Awake *Wednesday 13 *(The) White Stripes *White Zombie *Within Temptation *Wolfsheim *(The) Wrath *xGumbyx *Zombie Girl *ZZ Top There’s probably more but I forget XD…  Cults:  I am owner of this cult... If you love music, please check it out... Better yet, JOIN!!!  I'm also Owner of this cult. It's just a place to talk, make friends, play games, etc. Join?  Owner of this cult too. Please join if you love metal or rock music. We have plenty of games and all the members and staff are very nice.  I'm root of this one =]   Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/empress_of_the_night
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