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. . . . hi im jessi im 16 I am a MISTAKE in time I am a disaster My life so far is a complete fiasco I am always wondering if Im living behind some FACADE that is so convincing that i dont even realize it... I think i am irresistible to catastrophe I think caring about things just makes it suck more when they are gone I think when you expect little of everything you are never let down and im just your run of the mill psychopathic teenager....... i have a short attention span and i think im smarter than my parents i may not be the prettyist girl in the world but i bet im WAY more awesome then her! lolz i can be cocky I LOVE FIRE!!! i love everything about it especially the way it smells i love the way anything smells burning and im not even kidding i really love the way hair burning smells im a hopeless romantic i always think all cheesy and it will probly annoy you i am emo but dont push those damn stereotypes on me because im not the poser popular emo kid i am the real one who likes real emo music not the "labeled emo by MTV" shit now dont get me wrong i love MCR but i also know that they are not emo i talk way to much and i will probebly give you my whole life story if you let me I DONT HOLD GRUDGES!!! accually i have problems staying mad at anyone for very long esspecially if they make me laugh which isnt that hard...... i like to do HTML i make layouts for my friends so if you want one just ask..... i dont care who you are if you talk to me ill respond just dont be mean lolz yeah i said i dont hold grudges but i am easily offended... lolz odd yes i know..... Oh yea and im also in like 3 bands as lead vocals but none of them can find any time to practice so there not really going anywhere I DONT JUDGE if you want my AIM is jmjgirl2005...... i love to kno im acually alive and visable so if you wanna message me on here thas ok too

?EAR SEX? *=seen live **=have CD(s) -A- . Angry Salad Alesena **Avenged Sevenfold AFI** Alexisonfire **Armor For Sleep Academy is, the** As I Lay Dying ** *Almost,the** **Aiden American Hi-Fi Ataris,The Amberlin A Perfect Circle Against Me! . -B- *Blue October** Bring me the horizon Bayside Boys Like Girls** Brand New Bright Eyes Breaking Benjamin Billy Talent Blaqk Audio** Black Light Burns Bless The Fall Blink 182 Bowling For Soup Box Car Racer Big City Rock Bob Dylan Bedlight For Blue Eyes Beatles,The Bleed The Dream . -C- *Cute is What We Aim For Cartel Circa Survive Comeback Kid Chiodos Cure, The . -D- Daphne Loves Derby Death Cab For Cutie Devil Wears Prada,The Dollyrots,The Dragonforce Driver Side impact Doors,The Dresden Dolls Dead Kennedys Disturbed . -E- Emery ** **Escape The Fate Enter Shikari Evenesscence . -F- **Flyleaf Funeral For A Friend Flowers From The Man Who Shot Your Cousin Forever The Sickest Kids Frickin' A **From First To Last Frankenstein Dragqueens From The Planet 13 . -G- Good Charlotte **Green Day Guns & Roses . -H- Halifax Hawthorne Heights Haste The Day** Here For The Forfit Hollywood Undead . -I- I Killed The Prom Queen Incubus Ima Robot . -J- Jack off Jill Jimmy Eat World Joan Jett And The Black Hearts Jimi Hendrix Expierence,The . -K- *♥Kill Hannah ♥** Kelly Likes Shoes *Killswitch Engage Korn . -L- Linkin Park Love Arcade Lenny Kravitz . -M- Murderdolls *Matches,The My Chemical Romance Metallica Medic Droid,The Motley Crue Match Book Romance My Bloody Valentine MSI Matchbox 20 Maine,The . -N- Neurosonic **Nine Inch Nails NOFX . -O- Otep Opeth Of Montreal **Offspring, the **oasis . -P- Porcelain And The Tramps Panic! At the Disco Papa Roach Paramore PlayRadioPlay Pixies,The Parkway Drive Psychostik . -Q- Quiet Riot Quiet Sound . -R- *Rude Squad *Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,The Rise Against ** Rocket Summer,The ** Roony . -S- Scrap Metal Scotty Vanity Silverstein Simple Plan Sky Eats Airplane Slaughter Sum 41 System Of A Down ** *Suburban Tragedy Smiths, The *Street Drum Corps Sex Pistols . -T- Taking Back Sunday Three Days Grace Trophy Scars *Thieves & Villians Thoreau . -U- Underoath** Used,The . -V- Vincent Black Shadow,The . -W- White Stripes,The Wednesday 13 Weezer Weetus . -X- X X Factor XY Factor -Y- Yellowcard and quite a bit more im just not in the mood to think about them anymore I ABSOLUTELY HATE THE BANDS: FALL OUT BOY THE FORMAT THE GORRILLAZ GNARLES BARKLEY MUSE DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL . AND NO I DONT HATE THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE POPULAR I HATED THEM BEFORE THEN AND THEIR MUSIC MAKES ME WANT TO SMASH MY HEAD THROUGH A BRICK WALL

My reasons for living My saviors They helpped me through the worst times in my life and were there for some of the best I love them and owe them more than I can ever give . . . . . . Photobucket

Kimberly Elisabeth Bevan . . . . Photobucket

Megan Aileen koch . . . . Photobucket

Johnathon Robert Barr . . . . ♥ ♥ ♥

I literally have OCD as a mental disorder this isnt like a neat freak thing... . . †Any number that evenly divides into 3 such as 6,12,18,30 ext †Putting things in some sort of order ABC chronological so on †Making lists †Stepping on edges in tile floors †Keeping the sidewalk cracks i step on either 6 or 30 †Keeping the sides of my body even in sets of 3 (like tapping things) ♥Flitting the pages of a book while im reading ♥Counting my blinks ♥Counting my steps ♥Changing things (like my profiles on myspace and VF will change at least once a month) ♥Keeping things on my body equal (i have 9 jelly bracelettes and 3 rope bracelettes on each hand the jelly bracelettes are each grouped:3 blacks 3 whites 2 green and 1 blue on either side,and 5 piercings in both of my ears) ♦Writing on things (anything, paper, my pants, my shoes,anything with something i can draw on) ♦Singing to myself (cant help it) ♦Having music in my head (at all times) ♦Not being able to get a song out of my head unless i either sing the entire song out loud or reading the lyrics from paper ♦Always have to be doing something with my hands ♦being similar to anyone or thing ♣♣♣using the same word more than once in a paragraph/sentence

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Without music life would be a mistake Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. -Friedrich Nietzsche A great value of antiquity lies in the fact that its writings are the only ones that modern men still read with exactness. Friedrich Nietzsche A subject for a great poet would be God's boredom after the seventh day of creation. Friedrich Nietzsche Admiration for a quality or an art can be so strong that it deters us from striving to possess it. Friedrich Nietzsche After coming into contact with a religious man I always feel I must wash my hands. Friedrich Nietzsche All things are subject to interpretation whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth. Friedrich Nietzsche All truth is simple... is that not doubly a lie? Friedrich Nietzsche And we should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh. Friedrich Nietzsche Before the effect one believes in different causes than one does after the effect. Friedrich Nietzsche Faith: not wanting to know what is true. Friedrich Nietzsche 'If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away.' A variation is 'march to a different drummer.'" Henry David Thoreau Even Castles made of sand, fall into the sea, eventually. Jimi Hendrix Excuse me while I kiss the sky. Jimi Hendrix I don't have nothing to regret at all in the past, except that I might've unintentionally hurt somebody else or something. Jimi Hendrix I used to live in a room full of mirrors; all I could see was me. I take my spirit and I crash my mirrors, now the whole world is here for me to see. Jimi Hendrix I'm gonna put a curse on you and all your kids will be born completely naked. Jimi Hendrix I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to. Jimi Hendrix Music doesn't lie. If there is something to be changed in this world, then it can only happen through music. Jimi Hendrix Music is a safe type of high. It's more the way it was supposed to be. That's where highness came, I guess, from anyway. It's nothing but rhythm and motion. Jimi Hendrix Music is my religion. Jimi Hendrix Music makes me high on stage, and that's the truth. It's like being almost addicted to music. Jimi Hendrix To be with the others, you have to have your hair short and wear ties. So we're trying to make a third world happen, you know what I mean? Jimi Hendrix When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace. Jimi Hendrix It's done Harry Houdini