| I know that the menu is not completely coded! I was just too damn excited to get this layout up and decided to leave it as it is and work on it while I have the layout up. -thnx I feel as though I should at least half ass fill my profile with content telling the rest of you users on here about me. I can clearly see that judgment and opinions are not based on getting to know anyone at all, but simply based on illogical and idiot means of gossip and trash talk of one another, but here I go anyways. I have been a part of vampirefreaks for many years already and I must say that, like all sites, you are going to have all sorts of people come and go and come and stay and there are those who are internet dwellers and those who are not. I find that with such a hugely popular gothic subculture website such as this people tend to forget that there are these differences and we pool people together like play doe. As such, we create this intensity of negative repertoire; we expect people to follow set guidelines we have set within our own minds - a set of unwritten legislation - and when one falls out of line we are deemed to be forever uncool or not 'scene' enough. You people are fucking morons. My name is Cotie and unlike most of the people on here, I am not here because I care for a status position of popularity, hell, we all know I ain't got a chance anyhow. I have a life outside of the internet completely and totally. I do not make commitments to idiot things like cults, messageboards and whatever else there is. As some of you may see, I have blocked cult invites. I don't want to be a part of your blind elitist cult driven by the mad notion of popularity, I want to be part of your elitist cult because it stands for something more than a number of people, it means something for a group. -nuff said A little about myself:: I have a dog, a boyfriend, a job, an apartment, friends and hope for a future and a direction for a career and a life. I see myself going places and meeting people. I really do. I don't like to stay in one place for a long time as I find myself wanting to grow and expand so I move a lot. I also am constantly trying to express myself so I try through visual works such as drawing, writing, coding, painting and anything I feel most appropriate. I do find myself to be very uptight, irritable and paranoid of, well... everything really. I really hate people as a general. People are so terribly unhappy in so many different ways and it stinks. Literally. I smell it when I walk through the mall and downtown and down the street and at work and grocery shopping and walking my dog. People are in a constant state of unhappiness so I usually find myself weeding out people and the unhappiness that is attached to them. As such, I also have these set barriers that I have constructed to keep people away. It is easier to be surrounded by a couple happy people than to try and gross in numbers and be surrounded in misery. It is not rocket science and quite frankly it is no big secret either; people live in a constant state of unhappiness because we are being taught through society that we are never good enough. So, I attempt to block it out. I am not even sure why it is I care to share this in all honesty. I guess I am sharing because I really do.... care?  Likes::
I did create this entire layout from scratch. I coded everything in Firefox with the aid of firebug (for decoding the fucking dropdown) and photoshop. All graphics are done by myself and no one else. I do not make custom layouts for ANYONE ever! They just take to damn long to get the effect in making it all pretty the way I like it. If you do wish to talk to me, please feel free. I am an open instigator of foolishness. I like to talk and am narcissistically pron to enjoy hearing myself speak. So please, send a message my way.  | |
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