Name is Bridgette but like to be called Suzanne Valerie.
There is another Astrid on this site and on my facebook.
Plus that name doesn't fit me well at all.
Would love to see Astrid Haven's band live. <333
I support people who have Cancer, Asthma, Shingles(get vaccinated at CVS Pharmacy 50+), Diabetes, Kindney Failure & Heart Failure.
I'm now 19 years old.
Birthday is on June 15th, 1993.
I am a half Portuguese, Irish, and French person.
I am a Vegetarian.
I've been trying to start eating Morning Star food.
I hate seeing animals get beaten and stepped on.
They suffer to much.
Meat is bad anyway.
I am also hoping that I don't get Diabetes because my parents used to smoke and they almost died from it so they ended up with Diabetes.
You could get Diabetes or Cancer from Smoking.
Negatine is bad for you which now everyone knows.
I just wanna go get my G.E.D. then go to college and be something I want to acomplish in my lifetime.
I wanna help though's in need that have any diseases.
Help the people who are injured in Wild Fires, Earthquakes, Floods, Hurricanes, Tsunami's, and Tornadoes because there are alot of people dying from these disasters.
I'm scared and want things to be right.
Having alot of problems in my life isn't so great after all.
Everyone goes to war and some don't come back because they risk they're lives for there country.
People try to care for others.
The thing I want is piece but throughout the years, there was nun of that.
I want to see my friends and want my own life back.
Yes I've been in a issue where I wasn't thinking right and choiced the wrong guy for me.
I rather not explain if you meet me in person then I'll tell you.
I'm sick hearing people die, getting cancer, or thinking people die from.
God would like to have the earth be peace but things went down the wrong lane.
Yes I'm a believer and yes there is a Heaven.
But I do mean like I hate hearing about politics and religion but a little bit of it is good.
No more wars just peace of earth.
Stop hating on Obama which is threatening.
People are so stupid to pick on Handicapt which I have a friend who is Handicapt and her mother treats her awful.
She isn't looking to good and she use to have surgeries.
I don't want people to leave my site like there person push them away from me.
Forgivin' is Forsaken.
Learn about it while you still can and I can't help if you guys can't see what I am trying to say I have a small brain but a big heart.
So yes I care for others which I still do want to become a counselor for a psychiatrist.
I'm a good person but the fighting makes me worse. Truthly I am Single.
I am dating anyone just yet.
Like I said I'm just nervous because I ended up in the Psychwald Hospital because of my second Ex. Javier.
There is a is a girl on here who is affecting you guys who are on my friends lists.
She doesn't come on here but she is a anti-christ for real.
I've post a few pics of her on my tumblr.
She supports Bring Me The Horizon 100&
She is a Southern from England.
Yes they are live the South here in America.
But please don't fall under her footsteps.
I really don't wanna have contact with my enemies not even my ex, he went to jail for scratching people with his names.
Like he was hurting people so he ended up in jail for a year.
He's out but you guys/girls get the point.
I've still been fooled and I'm scared.
There has been shooting and someone died on my street like my neighbor died in his car after he slammed into a electric pool next to my friends house.
I do have proof in my photobucket but you guys/girls also get my point.
I've been having bad anxiety, been very stressed, and scared.
My sister friends need my help also.
Lord where are you if you have been on this earth as my girlfriend watches over me.
i miss you Kelsey so much. April 24, 2008.
Yes she died on my sister's birthday because of Asthma which my little sister had Asthma.
My big sister almost died because her appendices almost burst inside of her on her right side.
The doctor and nurses took it out before it bursted which it did burst but in the doctors hands.
My big sister is still alive and walking around just fine.
This happened back when she was in just 3rd grade.
Scary right? well she now has a scar from it.
I have a scar to because they first do the biopsy on my neck then they put a port in my arm to make Chemotherapy for 6 months. After that's done I get a month of Radiation which it hurts your throat. Then you would have more scans for the doctor to check if your cancer doesn't come back. Then if she says you have it taken out then she/he will schedule a appointment for it to be done. After that you will have to visit her every 3 months for the healthcare.
So yeah that's what I done.
I am still here to protect my whole family.
I care about my two younger cousins who are both in Florida.
I don't care about my two cousins who live in Texas near Mexico. My cousins were name Charlotte and Seth.
They tried to mess up my family that why I was bullied in school because of though's two.
My older cousin used to through rocks at me when my younger cusion was trying to protect like stop him from throwing rocks at me and me and them were camping in the woods with a trailer that time when I was only like 8 years old.
He abused me when he through rocks at me.
I'm glad that my mom told on him because I shouldn't of been abused by any boy anyway.
I was also jumped by this girl name Kayla.
She now sleeps around and I have no contact with her and yet she works at Papa Johns Pizza, eww.
But yes she came into my mom and dads house and hit me right in my sister's room when I was younger.
I dislike a few guys and hated my mortal enemies that time.
I currenlty have my three cusions who are from Texas, one from Florida, my three ex's, my mortal enemies still here in Massachusetts(T-Town).
My friend Amy isn't alone. People still hate me to.
I always wanted to protect her to because she protected me back in Fresh Men year 2008 when I was getting bullied by this one boy and of course a girl who took my money. He made fun of the way I looked and he was picking on my friend Carl who has a father that also had Cancer which I told his father not to give up and fighting his Cancer by getting Chemotherapy.
I'm a strong women to say that but yes I was bullied bad.
Others were to even my friend Corey was bullied by this kid name John.
If anyone went to my High School, you know what had happen.
Me and my friends take things serious now.
No more Funny Business.
Canadians, Irish, French, A bit of Portuguese, Austrailians.
-Hilary Clinton 2016 - , Barack & Michelle Obama 2008 - 2016, & of course John Biden 2008 -?
-Angelina Jolie&Brad Pitt
-Kate Middleton&Prince William; Lady Diana with Kate sister and Prince Harry
-My closest friends who I trust.
-My boyfriend Sayah.
-Gay/Bisexual/Drag Queen Guys.
-My dog Lady.
-My whole family.
-Some of my teachers from either Middle or High School.
-Emma Watson My Role Model., Tom Felton, & Marilyn Monroe
-Charlize Theron, Uma Thermon, Mark Wahlberg, Laura Linney, Laura Dern, Thorah Birch, & Keira Knightley.
-Sandra Bullock, Audrey Kitching, Zui Suicide, Kat Von D. & Jaon Jett, & Brody Dalle.
-Spencer Chamberlain, Skrillex aka Sonny Moore, Tom Cruise, Jim Carrey, Johnny Depp, Christian Bale, Beckinsale, Saorise Ranon, Susan Saradon, Reece Ritchie, Nikki Soohoo, Carolyn Dando, Cameron Diaz, Jason Siegal, Justin Timberlake, Mila Kunis, Charlie Sheen & Ashton Kutcher, Jimmy Parsons
-Dallas Taylor, Corey Taylor, & Dallas Greenall three started the moshpits
-Anthony Greenspecial guy
-Alexi Laiho, Dimebag Darrel(Rest In Piece), & Slash Badass guitarist
-Steven Tyler, Sheryl King, Sheryl Crowe, Donna Summer, Whintey Houston, Neil Patrick Harris & Alyson Hannigan
-Alyssa Milano, Holly Marie Combs, & Rose McGowen
-Ashley Tinsdale, Hilary & Haley Duff, Demi Lovato, Britney Spears, Lady Gaga, Lindsay Lohan, Marlee Matlin, Zac Efron, Katie Leclerc, Ronney & Kate Mara, Aly & AJ, Meg & Dia, Tegan & Sara, Haley Williams, Lisa & Jessica Orgliasso, Amy Lee, Lena Katina & Yulia Volkova and many more.
-Osama Bin Laden
-My three ex's.
-My hateful three cousins.
-My mortal enemies who bullied me.
-Metallica who killed Dimebag Darell.
-ICP(Insane Clown Possi) & Twiztid with Kotton Mouth Kings
-Country Love who killed Kurt Cobain
-Bobby Brown who killed Whintey Houston
-George W. Bush & Mitt Romney
-Meg Stranger aka Anti-Christ/Polish
-H.EXE Also Polish
-People who are Polish and hate Poland with Ukraine
-Kristine Stewart &∓ Robert Pattinson (looks like my first ex) Dx
-People killing animals.
_That is all._
My Friends Rock You know who you really are ;D
ToWriteLoveOnHerArms (Please help stop suicidal <3)
Peta2 (Please help stop animal abuse and stop people from killing animals)
My Music/Fav. Bands
The X's are for the bands I've seen live.
3 Doors Down
A Day To Remember(X 1)
A Flock Of Seagulls
Alice In Chains
All That Remains
A Perfect Circle
As I Lay Dying
A Static Lullaby
Autumn's Grey Solace
The Birthday Massacre
The Black Dahlia Murder
Black Label Society
The Bloodhound Gang
City And Colour
Children Of Bodom
The Click Five
Close Your Eyes(X 1)
Dead By April
Death Becomes You <3
The Devil Wears Prada
Dir En Grey
Dope Stars Inc.
Enya Escape The FateRest In Piece.
Eyes Set To Kill
Faith No More
Falling In Reverse
The Fall Of Tory
Five For Fighting
Framing Hanley From First To LastRest In Piece.
Goo Goo Dolls
Guns N' Roses
Ice Nine Kills
Incubus Insane Clown Possi; Maybe? I Killed The Prom QueenRest In Piece.
Ink Dot Boy
In This Moment
Jack Off Jill
Jesus Of Extasy
Jimmy Eat World
King Of Leon
Korn Kottonmouth Kings
Kult Ov Azazel
Lamb Of God
The Last Goodnight
Maylene and the Sons of Disaster
Maximum The Hormone
Maylene and the Sons of Disaster
Meg & Dia
Mindless Self Indulgence
My Little Radio
The Naked And Famous
New Found Glory
Nine Inch Nails
A Perfect Circle
Poisonblack Porcelain and the Tramps Porcelain Black
Puddle Of Mudd
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
The Secret Handshake
She Wants Revenge
Shiny Toy Guns
The All American Rejects
Tegan & Sara
Temple of the Dog
Tears For Fears
Theory Of A Deadman
The White Tie Affair
Third Eye Blind
Three Doors Down
Three Days Grace
This Mortal Call
Tokyo Police Club
Type O Negative
Uh Huh Her
Velvet Acid Christ
Vincent Black Shadow
Walls Of Jericho
The White Stripes
The Word Alive(X 1)
and many many more. :3
-These Bands Save My Life
Celebs; Movies: you should know what type of movies I like:<3
I'll add more lovies when I get a chance.
Spencer Chamberlain. <3
Trent Reznor. <3
Emma Watson. <3
Dallas Green. <3
Jim Morrison. <3
Heath Ledger. <3
Christopher Drew. <3
Noel Fielding. <3
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"The most fear you could ever have is when you reach out to someone for help and they leave you in the shadows and turn their back on you."
- Spencer Chamberlain
"It’s really a wonder that I haven’t dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart.”
- Anne Frank
"Um, thank you.
I'm not much for public speaking. Or much for speaking.
Or, come to think of it, much for the public. And I'm not very good at lying.
So let me just say that, in my experience, high school sucks.
If I had to do it all over again, I'd have started advanced placement classes in preschool so I could go from eighth grade straight to college.
However, given the unalterable fact that high school sucks, I'd like to add that if you're lucky enough to have a good friend and a family that cares it doesn't have to suck quite as much.
Otherwise my advice is; Stand firm for what you believe in, until and unless experience proves you wrong.
Remember, when the emperor looks naked, the emperor IS naked.
The truth and a lie are not sort of the same thing. And there is no aspect, no facet, no moment of life that can't be improved with pizza.
"Sam: I love you Molly. I always have.
& Sam Wheat: It's amazing, Molly. The love inside, you take it with you. See ya.
Molly: See ya. Bye."
- Ghost (Demi Moore and Patrick Swayze)
"Albrecht: Police! Don't move! I said, "Don't move!"
Eric Draven: I thought the police always said, "Freeze!"
Albrecht: Well, I am the police, and I say, "Don't move" Snow White. You move, you're dead.
Eric Draven: And I say, "I'm dead," and I move."
- The Crow (Brandon Lee and His Fiance)
"Annie: Shit, can you see me?
George: Of course! Who are you?
Annie: You can see me? [She waves her arms] Can you see me do that?
George: What's she talking about?
Annie: Oh my God you can hear me too. I don't believe this!
George: You don't believe it? Mitchell, call the police.
Mitchell: George, it's okay.
George: It is most certainly not okay, we paid a deposit!
Mitchell: George, shut up! She's a ghost.
Annie: [Slightly offended] Your point being?"
- Being Human (Originally from Britian, UK)
"It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
I and my Annabel Lee—
With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsmen came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we—
Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in Heaven above
Nor the demons down under the sea
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea—
In her tomb by the sounding sea.”
- Edgar Allen Poe, 1849