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ColorfulGlitzy
yeah I look like casper... LOL my margarita!
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Sex: female
Age: 26
Location: Miami, Florida, United States
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Member since: May 28, 2004
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Have you ever stared at the ceiling for hours without making the slightest movement, not even thinking, just staring at the white, finding shapes and symbols or, just imagining the rest of the room is just as pale? Have you ever felt your fingers twitch, urging you to get up, to react? Have you ever ignored the noise? Have you ever blinked and it felt like an eternity? In this realm of a world there is no moments of piece, you must create them yourself, killing time and slashing memories, destroying that which keeps you running.

I have been called every name in the book, I have played every character in this play, I know the script by heart and I know exactly when the curtain will fall, yet I always make mistakes. I have surrounded myself with ideas, with mentors with lovers and they have all gone sour, all the promises have been in vain and none of the wishes were granted, I am bleeding myself out of me and people just admire the crimson. I admire the death.

I want to leave a scar on all the souls I have touched, I want to burn into their memory and cause headaches and a discomfort as cruel as they have caused in me, vengeance is not an option. Remember me, hold me dear to your chest and to your heart, memorize my smile and the outline of my face, never forget the color of my lips and the agony of my stare, never forget ME. Because forgetting me is letting my memory disintegrate and that is worse that death…





Allodoxaphobia - Fear of opinions.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
Autophobia - Fear of being alone or fear of oneself.
Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness
Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed.
Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
Commitmentphobia - Fear of commitments.
Decidophobia - Fear of making decisions.
Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.
Epistemophobia - Fear of knowledge.
Ergophobia - Fear of work.
Ermitophobia - Fear of being alone, loneliness
Gerascophobia - Fear of growing old.
Haptophobia - Fear of being touched.
Hypengyophobia - Fear of responsibility.
Leprophobia - Fear of leprosy.
Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
Maniaphobia - Fear of going insane.
Mythophobia - Fear of myths, stories or false statements.
Neophobia - Fear of the new.
Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
Paraphobia - Fear of sexual perversion.
Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
Phobophobiaphobia - Fear of fear of phobias.
Sociophobia - Fear of society or people in general.
Taphephobia - Fear of being buried alive.
Tonsurephobia - Fear of haircuts.
Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.

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Likes:
Likes:


I like sleeping 12 hours and being in the computer the rest of the day
Frida Kahlo's paintings
discovering new music
some alcohol
make up
erotic stories
porn
Comedy Central
CSI
having inteligent conversations with people
the color pink
knowing that everything will be ok
Phantom Frequency (radio show)
meeting new people
Janis Joplin
Led Zeppelin
Mia Tyler (fat and beautiful)
Lord of the Rings
learning html
photography
winning arguments
having money to buy shit
hanging out with my friends
being alone in my house
having free time after all my school work
not going to work
cake
zelda
painting
writting
high speed internet and Wireless
Macs
My Ipod
Vanilla body Spray
Long Conversations
Laughing untill it hurts
Music Videos
Starbucks and Borders
Men who dont go by plain looks
drawing
when my computer works
When my friends defend me
shit... I'll think of more stuff soon enough...




Dislikes:


I hate hypocrites, pretending is a waste of time.
I fucking hate catholicism and cristianity, it's pathetic how they have lied for so long and have gotten away with it.
Liars, whats the point in lying if the truth will eventually come out?
Stuck up people, you aren't better than anyone.
Wannabes, why be someting that you aren't.
The people who judge music they don't like, (if you don't listen to it and don't study it, how ta fuck could you be talking shit about it?)
The ones that abandon me and then come back pretending like nothing has happened.
Having a million things to do and not being able to do then for reasons beyond my control
When my computer doesn't work.
Being a procrastinator
Not having enough patience to deal with people
Having nothing to do on Fridays.
People who use other people to fell better about themselves because they are miserable, miserable people.
Walking out of the shower and finding out I have no towel
The ones that made my life miserable back in school and then pretended like they are fucking angels now.
When people think they can look into whatever I am doing in my laptop, it's none of your business.
When guys make a profile on vf as a fucking shrine to their gf's, there is more info of the girl than them.
When they put words in my mouth, or meaning to my actions without knowing shit of it or myself for that matter.
Missing one of my favorite shows.
Not having anyone interesting to call international.
The fact that I am the youngest at my work and sometimes I feel like I do more work than everyone.
Girls, they can be so shallow.
When my mother doesn't believe I can do something just because she couldn't do it when she was my age.
People who think the world revolves around them and that everyone worships or speak about them constantly. (seriously, get the fuck over yourself)




Music:


30 Seconds To Mars
Alice In Video Land
A Perfect Circle
Aerosmith
AFI
Alkaline Trio
Apocalyptica
Billy Holiday
Bon Jovi
Bree Sharp
Caramelos de Cianuro
Combichrist
Counting Crows
Deftones
Depeche Mode
Evanessence
The Fray
Finch
Fiona Apple
Goldfrapp
Guster
Hole
Janis Joplin
Jim Morrison
Jimi Hendrix
KoRn
La Sexta
Led Zeppelin
Lenny Kravitz
Linkin Park
Marilyn Manson
Matchbox Twenty
Metallica
Miss Kittin
My Chemical Romance
Nine Inch Nails
Orgy
Panda
Peaches
POE
Rasputina
Robi Draco Rosa
Sheryl Crow
Smashing Pumpkins
StoneSour
Sublime
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
The Cranberries
The Killers
The Used
Tori Amos
Yeah Yeah Yeah's
more to come...




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