I can't be defined by just one word, and that includes 'me'. What does 'me' mean, anyway? Everyone says 'I'm me.' It's a bit overused if you ask me. So, instead of saying 'Hello, I'm Julia, and I am me," and leaving you to figure out what the fuck 'me' means, I am going to have Zane give you a number of definitions for what exactly I am.

Julia-Rose Chambers (JOO-lee-uh-ˈrōz 'chām-bərz)-

-You can call her anything you want, except Julia-Rose. That is, if you value your life...
-Usually goes by Julia or Jules.
-Lives in the hundred-acre woods.
-13 years old.
-Changes her profile a lot.
-Changes obsessions like she does clothes.
-Swears WAAAAY too much.
-Absolutely loves Animal Rights and her goal is to be an activist as soon as she turns 18.
-Vegetarian (duh.)
-Is planning on going vegan soon.
-Has an obsession with pictures of railroad tracks.
-Favorite movies are Sweeney Todd, The Princess Bride.
-Adores musicals.
-Worships music.
-Thinks Bohemian Rhapsody is the most amazing song ever written.
-Loves to read.
-Currently reading The Princess Bride.
-Is not a nerd. Is a geek.
-Has the most amazing friends in the world.
-Has an imaginary friend named Zane.
-Would do anything for her friends.
-Zane's boyfriend, Derek, pisses her off.
-Is a nobody, but she likes to think she is special.

She is a normal person, a superhero, a geek, a nerd, boring, imaginative, organized, obsessed, a stalker, friendly, rude, honest, a liar, affectionate, a rapist, young, old, crazy, sane, outgoing, shy, talkative, shy, energetic, lazy, a leader, a follower, an individual, a clone, flawed, perfect. Where's the fun in perfection?

I have an imaginary friend. His name is Zane. Yes, I'm a 13 year old girl with an imaginary friend. Deal with it. Zane is vegetarian just as I am. He is bisexual and has a boyfriend named Derek. Zane has a twin brother named Blane and they are originally from Alabama. If you want to talk to Zane, you can. Just Inbox me asking for him. :D

I am truly obsessed with Animal Rights. It is a subject that I could go on about for hours, days, weeks, months, years, forever if I had the chance. I will have something to say about it until it is eliminated, which isn't likely to happen anytime soon so I won't stop until it does.

Has your life ever truly been changed by a single band? Mine has. Actually, one song, to be specific. My whole life was turned around the day I turned on MTV. Up until then, I had been having some...troubles. I was depressed. Suicidal. You know, the typical angsty teen. I was called an attention seeker. An emo. You name it, I was called it. Anyway, back to the song. My whole life was changed when I heard that song.
I am not afraid
To keep on living
I am not afraid to
Walk this world alone
After that day I kept looking up more songs by this band. I kept forgetting the name of the band, but I remembered those words. So everyday, I would type into youtube, I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone. "My Chemical Romance, right, that's it." I would think when the results came up. I would type My Chemical Romance into the search box, and listen to every song it came up with until my mom made me get off the computer.
Let's shout it
Loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call
To carry on
W'll carry on
I had heard My Chemical Romance before, and I thought they were ok. They just never clicked with me. Not like they were then.
What will it take to show you that
It's not the life it seems?
I told you time and time again
You sing the words but
Dunno what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook
For the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed now
This band was changing my life, one song at a time.
Back home, off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun,
Staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying, Won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
I was gradually becoming obsessed.
This broken city sky
Like butane on my skin
Stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from here
They were gradually becoming my favorite band.
Do you remember the day when we met,
You told me this gets harder,
Well it did!
Been holding on forever,
Promise me that when I'm gone, you'll kill my enemies.
The damage, you've inflicted temporary wounds,
I'm coming back from the dead
Well I'll take you home with me,
I'm taking back the life you stole.
It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Fucking Death Wish became my favorite song.
Someday, this day, We kept falling down
Someday, this day,
Set the ferris wheel ablaze
You left my heart an open wound
And I love you for
This day, someday
We kept falling down
One day, this day
All we had to keep us safe
And if we never sleep again,
It would never end
Well I thought I heard you say to me
We'll go so far, far as we can
And I just can't stay,
One day we'll run away
They were now my favorite band, no competition.
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.
From My Chemical Romance, I began to get into other bands. Green Day.
Do you have the time to listen to my whine
About nothing and everything all at once?
I am one of those melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid? Am I just stoned?
That was the first band My Chemical Romance led me to. My music taste has come a long way since then. I like everything from My Chemical Romance, to Eminem, to Katy Perry, to Keith Urban. Anyway, my overall point is, My Chemical Romance has changed my life. Not only my music taste, but also my personality, and how I act towards others. Now, you probably just think I'm some typical, "MCR saved my life" emo, angsty teen, but I'm not. That was me a year ago.

Nights come and they come hard. And everything’s so hard and everything’s so dark. And you’re clawing, clawing, clawing your way to the surface. But it’s never there, you’ll never reach it. Held underwater for always, forever, no breath, no breathing. You’re not breathing. You’re not breathing. You’re underwater and you’re not breathing.

And then you’re breathing, you’re breathing. And you’re staring at the face of a person who isn’t there, he’s not there. But he talks to you, he talks, talks, talks. Says everything you want him to say. But the words aren’t coming from his mouth, they’re coming from yours. Talking to yourself. Talking, talking.

And there’s more and there’s him and it’s all these pretty little happy worlds that you’ve made up in your head. And you’re talking to yourself as him. Talking, talking.

Only this time it’s not helping. Not helping at all.

And you’re forced back underwater and you’re thinking of every way out, there’s got to be a way out, got to be a way out. There’s a pill bottle, a pill bottle in your bag. There’s a bottle of Tylenol. And your mom told you once that Tylenol would kill you. Not Ibuprofen, but Tylenol. And there’s Tylenol in your bag.

But, no no no. You can’t, you can’t. It’s in your bag and you can’t. And your arm, your arm is bleeding again. It’s bleeding again. And you’re crying again, underwater, can’t breathe. And he’s talking, your talking, everyone’s talking.

And her face, her face, her face. It’s in front of your eyes, it’s floating there and it won’t go away, never goes away. And it’s always there and there’s memories. Memories and floating and underwater and your arm’s bleeding again, it’s bleeding.

Then dark.

Druscilla Ryan. I doubt many people who read this will know who that is, if any, but who she is doesn't matter. All that matters is she has changed my life.

She doesn't know she changed my life. I've never been brave enough to tell her. She doesn't even know I exist. How could she? There are 55,091 people registered on mibba. Out of all those people, why would she know me? I'm nothing special. I'm just another writer, trying to get noticed, at least by someone who matters on Mibba. But Druscilla, she's already been noticed. She's been with Mibba from the beginning. I, however...well...haven't. I haven't even been on Mibba for a year. She has over 100 stories. I...well...don't. I have eleven. Thousands of people have subscribed to her stories. About fifty have subscribed to mine. 600 subscribed to Lightning Zap and my story, but that was for Lightning Zap, not for me.

Anyway, that's not my point. What I was trying to tell you, is.

This girl is an amazingly beautiful writer. She is my idol and her stories are my escape. Her writing has saved my life and I will never forget this beautiful person.

Ultrasex
Co-author: Alex
Main relationship[s]: Frerard
Rating: NC-17
Chapter[s]: None
Status: Coming Soon

NEW STORY
Co-author: Alex
Main relationship[s]: Jimmy Urine/Lyn-Z
Rating: Undetermined
Chapter[s]: None
Status: Coming Soon

TRAGIC WITH A CAPITAL 'T'
Co-author: Lightning Zap
Main relationship[s]: Frerard
Rating: NC-17
Chapter[s]: 16
Status: Active

I KID YOU NOT
Co-author: Chelsea
Main relationship[s]: Soon to be Frerard
Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: 6
Status: Hiatus

ANATOMY PROBLEMS
Co-author: Sian
Main Relationship[s]: Soon to be Frerard
Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: 2
Status: Active

IT'S TIME FOR US TO TAKE A CHANCE
Co-author: Lauren
Main Relationship[s]: Frerard&Mikey Way/Ryan Ross
Rating: NC-17
Chapter[s]: 2
Status: Hiatus

THE SHARPEST LIVES
Co-author: Lauren
Main Relationship[s]: Soon to be Frerard.
Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: 7
Status: Hiatus

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AND GREEN DAY I.M.S
Co-author: Emilie
Main Relationship[s]: Frerard Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: 13
Status: Hiatus

DEMOLITION LOVERS
Co-author: None
Main Relationship[s]: Too many to name.
Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: 31
Status: Hiatus

WINNIE THE POOH DRABBLES
Co-author: None
Main Relationship[s]: Random femmeslash.
Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: 1
Status: Hiatus

FIRE AND ICE
Co-author: None
Main Relationship[s]: None
Rating: PG-13
Chapter[s]: None
Status: Hiatus

AFI
Alexisonfire
All-American Rejects
American HI-FI
Anti-Flag
As Blood Runs Black
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne
The Beatles
Blink182
Bon Jovi
Bowling For Soup
Bullet For My Valentine
Cobra Starship
Cute Is What We Aim For
Dashboard Confessional
Deathcab For Cutie
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Fountains Of Wayne
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Hinder
Hawthorne Heights
Incubus
Journey
Kill Hannah
Lemon Demon
Linkin Park
Madina Lake
Matchbook Romance
Mindless Self Indulgence
Misfits
Motion City Soundtrack
My Chemical Romance
New Found Glory
Nine Days
No Doubt
NOFX
Otep
Panic At The Disco
Paramore
Placebo
Queen
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Saosin
Seether
Simple Plan
Strike Anywhere
Sum 41
System Of A Down
Taking Back Sunday
Thirty Seconds To Mars
The Unseen
The Used
The White Stripes
Within Temptation
Zebrahead

I own the cult XxMyChemicalFictionxX.

I co-own the cults fiction_at_the_disco and theatre_geeks_unite.

I am a root in the cults OnceForgotten_NowRemembered, Skittles_Obsessive, and TO_THE_END_CULT.

I am a member of the cults EASY-ALONE and Vegan-Veggie_Kids.