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VacantEyes
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Profile: Self guided.Self assured. Self made. Possible need for notoriety? Every single person I've met has percieved me differently. So I can't really say whether I'm a nice person or not. You'll have to make up your own mind on that one. But this is the bit where I try to make myself sound appealing. I'M SINGLE. Stop asking. I don't "do" relationships. Everybody gets hurt. &I'm the worst girlfriend you could have. Gutted eh? I accept that you're going to judge me. I accept that not you might not/probably won't like me. &I accept that you'll probably label me too. I don't mind. I don't aim to please anybody but myself. Because why bother changing to suit maybe a handful of people? You can never please everyone. If you don't like me, well, go suck a lead pipe. NOTE: I RESENT THOSE WHO LACK THE ABILITY TO USE CORRECT GRAMMAR. I talk to people in countries such as Russia, and even they try hard to use the language properly. Stop letting everyone else down. If you type properly, I guarantee I will have some respect for you from the word "go". I hate this world, how it works &nearly everyone in it. There's so many changes that need to be made. It can't be just me who sees it. &I've always wondered why nobody does anything about it. Well I've realised that the majority of people must think like that. So I've decided I'm going to do something about it. I'm not different. Or special. But I'm going to change the world. You'll see. I used to be skilled in finding flaws in my life. Now I've realised that although you can't change the beginning, you can always make a new end. &When the time comes for life to flash before my eyes, I'd quite like it to be something worth watching. RIGHT THEN. I'm bisexual&I prefer girls. I'm vegetarian too, even ATTEMPTING to shove your carniverous views down my throat will result in them being up your colon. I hate the way a lot of young people keep labelling themselves the above to fit in. It makes people who REALLY are look like crowd followers. I've been vegetarian for 5 years. &I'm ACTUALLY vegetarian. No red meat, no poultry, no fish, no gelatine, no rennet. &As for the sexuality, I've always been a bit bent, I'll explain if you like. Body modification is a passion. Got 12 piercings, 6 retired. &2 Microdermal anchors. Can't wait to get inked, implants &to finish my scarification :] I don't expect people to like it. &I DO expect people to judge me for it. Doesn't bother me :] Face to face, people who don't know me tend to think I'm anti-social. But in all honesty, I'm not a "people person" and I don't understand how anyone can be. I hate leaving the house in all honesty. I'm ashamed to call myself human sometimes. &I definitely prefer animals. Ask me why if you like :] I've had almost every "domestic" animal you can, apart from a dog. Currently I have 2 fischer's lovebirds, a tortoise, 2 madagascan hissing cockroaches, a giant african millipede, a chilean rose tarantula, mexican red knee tarantula, and a mexican red rump. They are my babies. I collect dolls. But only if they look "weird". China, porcelain and crock mainly. But I like to partially melt the plastic ones. Give me a doll, preferably broken, and I will attach it to my ceiling, and love you :) I don't care what you look like. Or what you listen to. Or how br00t4l / hardcore / edge you are. I won't judge you. Just be polite. I'll be civil to everyone unless you piss me off. I hold grudges well&usually over the smallest things. Seriously, if you upset me, back stab me, or really fuck me off, you'll never see my nice side again. I call very few people friends now. I'm not a bundle of love. &There's not enough of me to go around. But I am approachable. I will be there for anyone to talk to about anything. &I'm a right laugh. &Talkative. So c'mon! I'm blunt&strongly opinionated, which is probably a bad combination. I'll always tell you exactly what I think, whether you're going to like it or not. I don't sugar-coat, it's bad for your teeth. &As for my opinions, I like to voice them. But I won't force feed you them. I enjoy long, deep conversations. &I also like long, hilarious ones too. Unless you have something more to talk about than how our days have been, I suggest not instigating conversation in the first place. I'm apparently "bloke-like" I will happily burp various words, scratch my "bits" if needed, and slouch in your company. If you don't like that then it's not my problem. I like violence. &I like pornography. But not ALWAYS together. I have a really sick&morbid sense of humour at times. But it's mine, I like it&I don't care if you don't. I don't drink. I don't smoke. I don't do drugs. &I really hate all three. I think if you need any of those to improve your mood or give you a good time.. Then you need a fucking life. &If you think it's funny, or strange that I turn down the offer of a piss-up or a spliff, Then quite frankly you're an idiot. At least I'm not killing my internal organs. The joke's on you. Though saying that, a large majority of the people I "hang around" with do all of the above, but I don't hold it against them. If you hadn't already noticed, I couldn't give a toss about what people think of me. :] And purely because I'm bored: 1.I hate the sun. I use umbrellas outside in the summer &spend more time putting sun cream on than I do actually spending outside. 2.I don't know what it feels like to regret something. 3.I like falling out with people, and try to start arguments with everyone I meet at one point or another, true colours are shown that way. 4.I'm obsessed with eyebrows. I pluck mine every day and it's the first thing I look at when I meet someone new. 5.I collect all my bus tickets, train tickets, and any other tickets &put them all in date&time order in the back pocket of my bag. 6.I only cry when I'm angry. 7.I talk to my animals and sing to them at night when I'm on my own. 8.I can't pee when someone can hear me & I can avoid doing so for a record of 32 hours. 9.I can say the alphabet backwards faster than I can forwards. 10.If I wash my hands, I wash them twice. 11.When I'm walking somewhere and I know I'll be taking the same route back, I count the steps it takes and take the same on the return journey, if the numbers don't match, I make them. 12.My tongue is long enough to reach just under my chin. 13.I'm a "hoarder" and save at least one item each day. 14.I like to collect drinks bottles. I drink the same drink daily for a while until I have at least 12 bottles. If I drink another drink before then, I can't finish it and will give it to someone else to do so on my behalf. 15.I like people playing with my hair. 16.I make noises that differ depending on my mood, you have to learn them if you want to get to know me :) 17.Though I hate the idea of smoking, I like the taste of kisses when someone has been smoking. Errr. Lalala.. Don't even begin to think you know me from reading this though, comment me or something, TALK TO ME :) Tie me to your bed&gag me.. Show me the sweetest of tortures.. Likes: Poetry and dark art.The rain&thunderstorms <3 "Hardcore" body modification: Scarrification, implants, microdermals, etc. Photography. Make up. Blood. Retro fashion. PENGUINS. Now some things I LOVE: -Animals, I can relate to them a lot better than people, I feel more comfortable around them, and I could easily live without any human friends. -People who can express themselves without the use of words. -Intelligent people. -People who aren't afraid of being different. -People who speak their mind.. Dislikes: People who judge my personality by my appearance.Sunny weather. Right, now some things I HATE: -Vivisection, it's vile, cruel and unjust. -The way animals are treated, this includes torturing and killing them for food. -Narrow minded bigots who seem to see the world behind blinkers. -Unintelligent people, there's no reason for it and it won't get you anywhere. Favorite Music: I appreciate music as a whole as a fabulous way of expression. I'll listen to absolutely anything with a meaning, that I can relate to, or positively affects my mood.Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/noonehearsmyscreams Link 1: http://www.faceparty.com/lethalinjection-x
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