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My name is Joi, I'm 17 years young, and I love my current life. I won't lie and say that I'm perfect and that I've never made a mistake in my life, because the truth is I've fucked up too many times to count. It doesn't mean I'm a bad person, it just means I've made some pretty bad choices. I've been through a lot of shit that I don't really like to talk about with people I don't know very well, and some people I know really well I still don't like to tell them. I hate liars!! I can put up with a lot of bullshit as long as the person remains honest with me. Once you lie to me I'm done, and I will no longer trust you. I believe in giving people more than one chance to prove themselves to me, but I will tell you now it takes awhile to earn my trust. I have the most amazing friends that I would be nothing without. They are always there for me when I need them, and they love me for who I am. I know the friends I have would do anything for me, just as I would do the same for them. If someone was trying to kick my ass and won the fight, I know my friends would come back and kick theirs a million times harder. I love music, without it I would truely be a lost soul. When nothing else is going right in my life, I know I can always turn to music to help me through my hard times. Anyway, I consider myself pretty easy to get along with unless you fuck me over. Then I will turn into your worst fucking nightmare. Well if you would like to get to know me feel free to message me. I'm always up for meeting new people:]

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Kurt Donald Cobain<3


It's really hard for me to explain in words just how much this man means to me, because the feelings I have for him are so far beyond belief. For as long as I can remember he's been a huge part of my life and at times he was pretty much all I had. His music and strong lyrics have taught me so much about life and what kind of person I want to be. To me Kurt is amazing, he's all I look for in a hero and he is the only person I will ever consider a hero. There have been times in my life when I had nothing but him, my family and friends were not near me because I was living in placement. I was pretty much alone, except for Kurt. His music and just the thought of him would calm me down when I was upset. He is my security, he is the voice of wisdom I hear when I am at the worst points in my life. I don't have a god, so when I am upset I talk to him. You can say it's stupid, but it's not stupid to me. Infact it's something very important and personal to me. Kurt and the music of Nirvana have helped me so much in life, and at times I'm sure they've saved my life. I will never quit loving this man for as long as I live. He is so important to me and nothing anyone says will ever change how I feel about him. He is the one person I know I can always count on to be there for me, yes I know he's dead but the thought of him is enough to make me feel better. Most people don't understand what he means to me, because it's so different than anything they've ever seen before. So they don't know what to think about it. I get a lot of shit from people for loving him so much, but I honestly don't care what anyone says about him I will always love him. There have been times when he was the only friend I had, when no one else was there I knew he was. When I was away from home and didn't have my family or my friends he was always there and no matter what happens I know he'll always be there.




amber_acid && VAMPxQUEEN

This girl has helped me through so much bullshit in my life, I honestly don't think she realizes how much she truely means to me. There isn't a thing I wouldn't do for her, I love her with all of my fucking heart. We've known eachother since we were 12 years old and we pretty much became bestfriends the moment we met. Nothing will ever change how much I love her... If you fuck with her you'll have me to deal with and that will not be a very fun experience I can promise you that. I know Amber and I will always be bestfriends. I love you Amber!!



What makes me smile
My friends, music, going to concerts, Dani Filth, anything that has to do with Kurt Cobain, David Bowie, Jay & Silent Bob, Red Bull, fingerless gloves, Ville Valo, armwarmers, wristbands, spikes, chains, combat boots, Converse, heavy black eyeliner, Travis Barker, black nailpolish, fishnets, blood, knives, my rat Sid, the good memories with my rat Kurt, all Tim Burton movies, Jack Skellington, darkness, cemetaries, midnight walks, storms, fog, castles, cold weather, snow, band shirts, etc...



What makes me livid
Liars, homophobia, racists, people who abuse animals (or people), people that say my music is nothing more than screaming, people that actually believe that Marilyn Manson can suck his own cock, people that judge me before they know me, rap music, country music, parents that fuck up their kids emotionally, hospitals, posers, the sun, warm/hot weather, sharks, people that hate more than they love, violence, drugs, people that cut their wrists as a fucking fashion statement, etc...



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RIP My Angel, Kurt

Do not stand on my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the mornings hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in a circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.




RIP Blake Varab
August 7,1990-October 15,2008
The moment I met this kid I thought he was amazing. He was the kind of person that once you met him you could never forget him. I remember long nights staying up on the phone with him until the sun came up. We would talk about everything and he was a very good listener. We met when we were in 8th grade, so we were about 14 and we hit it off right away. We had a lot in common yet at the same time we were more different than you could possibly imagine. But we got along great and I loved having him in my life. I went to placement for 2 years and didn't get to talk to him until a few months after I returned home. I was so happy to be able to talk to him again, I had missed him very much. But he was only in my life again for less than a year before something terrible happened. Blake died on October 15, 2008. When I heard the news I honestly didn't know how to react. I was so shocked, because I had just talked to him shortly before he died. Blake may be gone but he will never be forgotten. I will love this kid forever and miss him always.






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Name:Joi
Age:17
Location:Elkhart, Indiana
Religion:Agnostic.
Orientation:Bisexual.
Status:Single.

I've known this girl since I was just 12 years old and we hit it off right away. I love her so fucking much. She is the best friend anyone could ever ask for. If anyone ever hurt her I would make them wish they hadn't. I fucking love you Amber!!: Amber<3

This kid is fucking amazing!! He's by far the sexiest Juggalo I've ever known. I love talking to him, and I'm really enjoying getting to know him better. He lives really close to me so I'm sure we will be hanging out very soon. Which I'm sure will be an amazing time, and I'm sure we'll have a lot of fun. Adam<3

I would do anything in the world for this kid, he is my best friend and no one would ever be able to replace him or compare to the friendship he has brought to my life. Without him I honestly don't know what I would do. He helped me through so much bullshit. I can't stand not talking to him even if it's only for a day. I love him with all of my heart. If you fuck with him I can promise you I'll make you wish you hadn't. This is kid is my very best friend: Chris<3

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