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STAARI

"And out of the darkness the zombie did call, True pain and suffering he brought to us all,
Away ran the children to hide in their beds, For fear that Devil would chop off their heads!"

- Rob Zombie: Call of the Zombie.
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STAARI

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Sex: female
Age: 31
Location: South Africa
Orientation: Straight
Brother:: SilentCyanide
Sister:: Kavuki
Partner in crime with: ZAROK
Admires: deadxm0m
Partner in crime with: Evolved_Human
Admires: Kalinar-rae
Plotting against: DefCon4
Stalking: Paul_in_Wonderland
Admires: Evolved_Human
Engaged to: -Loki-
Rating: 9.64
Rating points: 1822
Member since: October 30, 2006
Last logged in: Invisible
Occupation: Graphic / Web Designer
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 189 people
Latest Journal Entry: The Missing Link   June 28, 2011, 05:07am

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+ Name: Imoen Levanah Staari
+ Birth Date: 13'th July 1980
+ Star Sign: Cancerian
+ Sex: Female
+ Location: South Africa
+ Orientation: Straight
+ Status: Owned / Engaged
+ Nationality: Dutch / Portuguese
+ Religion: Eclectic Occultist
+ Occupation: Designer
+ Account: Free otherwise premium
< NOTE TO VIEWERS / CONTACT ME BY: >

~ If you view my profile - I will view yours.
~ If you rate my profile - I will rate yours.
~ If you vote for my profile (tell me) - I will vote back.
~ I might even rate your profile regardless if you gave me a rating or not.

  • Email: Email Me Here. Regarding my email, DO NOT email me asking me questions that you can find here on VF. Telling me your life story or that you are in love with me will result in rudeness, I don't have time for that sort of thing.

  • Facebook: Imoen Levanah. Note: I will not accept your friend request if I don't know you so please send your request containing your VF username.
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    Once upon a fairy tale ...

    My profile might look pretty and it includes cute, fluffy pictures but also contains information that Im willing to share. Read it if you intend on speaking to me otherwise don't bother. Best viewed in Firefox.

    I have put my invites off so if you'd like to see me in one of your cults then please send me an inbox message containing the description and from there I will decide. Thanks.

    I believe in magick and I believe in myself.

    I cannot hide my expressions at all, it's easy to read my thoughts when one is standing in front of me.

    The world is my playground and anyone who comes into contact with me plays with. I sculpt my own life depending on what tools are handed to me.

    Im a random profile viewer and tend to click on the same profile more than once, it doesn't make me a stalker, if it bothers you then just block me.

    I come across as a very "funny" person, or a snob as described by some but Im actually very placid and friendly ... depending on how you approach me. Try to make a decent conversation with more than "Hi, how are you?" in it and I will happily speak to you.

    If I have in any way insulted you, rated you or your cheesy bathroom photos a 1 (or lower) then don't bother trying to rate or message me back because chances are that I find you disgusting, lower than shark shit and I have probably blocked you.

    Just be decent and we won't have any problems!



    GENERAL FAVORITES:

    Food: Sugar, Pasta & Sushi
    Drink: Coffee & Play
    Colors: Red, Silver & Black
    Season: Autumn & Winter
    Countries: England & Greece
    Song: Loyalty - American Head Charge (This changes)
    Artists: Da Vinci & Van Gogh
    Poet: Edgar Allan Poe
    Characters: Reiko & Cthulhu



    DO I ... ?

    Drink? Rarely, I don't like making an ass of myself as so many have proven to do on various occasions when alcohol was present. When I do drink it's usually when I go out and then I prefer Sambuca & Beer. I would have said Absinthe but viewing other people's profiles I'd say it's the "in thing" nowadays so we won't add it to the list. I hate Potency and clean whiskey. And as much as I love Jacks and Lime I cannot drink it because it results in me getting a really bad migraine.

    Smoke? Yes, Kent Menthol and no, I don't have any intention of quitting right now.

    Do Drugs? Im anti drugs. Weed doesn't really phase me as drug unless it's abused. I always say, try everything once. There is no bad in experiencing (as for harm, there is plenty so choose well) but know where to draw the line.

    Have Children? None. Do I want any? Not at this point. It's still very undecided. To be honest, I don't want to raise kids (as capable as I am) in this world. This place is a bloody mess.

    Have Pets? Yes. I have 1 kitty, her name is Delilah, a Pekingese Male Pup and a whole bunch of tropical fishies, I love my pets to bits. I have in the past and will in future put them before anyone else. They are my children.



    IN THE NEGATIVE:

    Twinkle twinkle little bat,
    how I wonder what you're at ...

    I can have a really shit attitude but yet again so can every single person alive.


    I sometimes suffer from depression due to external influences - I believe if people care about you they will help you work through it. If not then they just need to give verbal support, this is what I do and will continue doing, I expect the same in return.

    I get really pissed off if you "kick a dog when it's down". It will result in me being really nasty towards you.

    I like to sleep for hours regardless of what the time is. I will go to sleep when I want and get up when I want.

    My self esteem isn't at all that great but I try not to make it other people's problem sometimes failing.

    I can be impulsive - hence the word, I don't think before I act, I try not to be.

    I can be lazy too and will often use people who want things from me to do my biding. I scratch your back and you scratch mine. Apparently this is a crime.

    I don't trust and have insecurity issues. I will show trust but it makes me very uncomfortable to place in even my partner. Now why do you think this is? I don't blame myself for not trusting but I do try not to crucify someone who doesn't deserve it - again ... sometimes I fail.

    I have abandonment issues when it comes to people close to me but yet again death doesn't bother me, either for a love one or myself.

    Apparently Im an uncut diamond. I hate this term and if you refer to me as a bloody rock you can expect to see the back of me regardless of it's meaning and your intentions. I HATE being called an uncut diamond. Being romantic isn't really my thing. I actually have no idea how to be.

    I dislike many people whether or not they like me I don't care. If I don't get along with someone when I meet them then I don't want anything to do with them in future.

    I will spend more time doing things I like than spending time with you if you bore me.



    I love and am addicted to VampireFreaks. There is nothing anyone can do for me.

    I also believe that blood is thicker than water and no matter how much I can bitch about my family and no matter what they have done to me, family will still remain family.

    I give up on certain things easily. Then two months down the line attempt it again. They say you shouldn't give up but I go on a holiday from trying for a while.

    I can be self destructive at times - trying to work through this.

    I have an incredibly soft spot for cats and pick up strays often, even when it means I have to live uncomfortably, the way I see it is that it's one step up on living conditions for the kitty.



    Most people find it very difficult to live with me or bear with me, if you not strong enough, tough.

    I won't lick anyone's ass to like me. Either you do or you don't. I will not make an effort unless it's made by you FIRST.

    Obviously there is so much more but I can't remember all my flaws and these are just some things that I find majority of people to complain about.



    ENTERTAINMENT:

    This is my hobbies section.

    Aquariums - I use to think that fish don't really have personality ... but I was wrong. I find this a very peaceful, hobby. My favorite fishies are Albino Rainbow Sharks, Knife-fish and Malawies.

    Collecting - I know Im a geek! I collect: antiques, coins, Gothic Dolls (Begoths), Tarot decks, Crystals and Gems. Sadly Im a hoarder.

    Gaming - Online gaming. Perfect World and Entropia is where you can find me. Otherwise my Number-One games are Fallout2 and Oblivion. I also like Balders Gate, Never Winter, Ice Wind Dale, Plainscape Torment, Fallout3, Rise of Nations, Diablo, Vegas, Heroes of Might and Magic and Sims 3 and Tycoon games are kick ass.

    MTG - Magic the Gathering.

    Role-Playing - DnD, Cthulhu and Cyber-Punk. But it has to be a group of relatively nice people otherwise I don't enjoy it. Speaking out of experience I hate playing with pushy, demanding people (they ruin the game).

    Paintball - Yes I like paintball. If I was closer to a paintball area and had the income to support this hobby I would be doing it more often.



    RANDOM:

    I often wonder if other dogs think poodles are members of some religious cult!


    Favorite People/Characters:
    H.P LoveCraft, Da Vinci, Edgar Allan Poe, Crowley, Milla Jojovich, Raymond Buckland ...


    Dita Von Teese

    Cthulhu, comic book character Tank girl, Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada, Reiko, Lenore - The cute little dead girl ...


    Dr. Hannibal Lecter

    and ... me!

    Favorite Quotes By Hannibal Lecter:

    + You still wake up sometimes, don't you?
    + You wake up in the dark and hear the screaming of the lambs.
    + Closer, please. Clo-ser...
    + Would you ever say to me "Stop. If you love me, stop?
    + Now you're being rude, and I hate rude people.
    + Paul, I told you, if you're going to be rude to our guests you'll have to sit at the kiddie table.
    + Quid pro quo Clarice, I tell you things, you tell me things.
    + As your mother tells you, and my mother certainly told me, it is important, she always used to say, always to try new things.
    + Hey, Cordell! Why don't you push him in? You can always say it was me.
    + Remarkable boy. I do admire your courage. I think I'll eat your heart.
    + All good things come to those who wait.
    + You want the scent? Smell yourself!
    + Have you seen blood in the moonlight? It appears quite black.

    ... H.L





    Favorite TV Series:
    Warehouse 13, House, Supernatural, Dexter, Lie To Me, The Middle and The Big Bang Theory.



    Favorite Movies:
    Red Dragon, Hannibal Rising, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, All the Bourne movies, An interview with a vampire, Queen of the Damned, Apocalypse Now, Indiana Jones (all), The butterfly effect (all), Groundhog Day, Dead End (all), Grindhouse (all), House of Wax, Se7en, Fight Club, I Am Legend, Resident Evil (all), The Exorcist (all), Hell Raizer, Ghost, The Sixth Sense, 5'th Element, 13 Ghosts, American Pie (all), Dude where's my car?, Beetlejuice, Black Sheep, Phantom of the Opera (old version), Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, Lady Hawk, The Fugitive, Natural Born Killers, Trainspotting, The Prestige, Tears of the Sun, The Devil's Advocate, 12 Monkeys, Joan of Arc, BraveHeart, Harry Potter (all), Tank Girl, Moulin Rouge, The Devil Wears Prada, Pretty Woman, Vampire Hunter D, Ice Age (all), Alice in Wonderland, Who framed Roger Rabbit, The Wizard of Oz.

    Twilight is retarded!


    If there is something you'd like to know which isn't in my profile then just ask me.
    < MUSIC & SOUND: >

    ( Music Player to be inserted soon )

    I don't really classify myself as anything. Im not a goth, Im not an emo thingy, Im just me. So why mention this here? Because some people are under the impression that music makes you what/who you are. Which I don't really agree with. So for peace sakes I'll just mention it. However the music genre I prefer is Gothic, Metal (mostly old school) and a lot of Industrial.

  • Guano Apes
  • Mudvayne
  • My Ruin
  • Nine Inch Nails
  • Rammstein
  • Rob Zombie
  • Static X
  • Tool

  • Covenant
  • Depeche Mode
  • Diary of Dreams
  • Diorama
  • Dreadful Shadows
  • Era
  • Girls Under Glass
  • London After Midnight
  • Miranda Sex Garden
  • (The old) Nightwish
  • Sisters of Mercy
  • The 69 Eyes
  • Virtual Embrace

  • AC/DC
  • Metallica
  • Black Sabath / Ozzy Osbourne
  • Guns n Roses
  • Pantera
  • Slayer
  • Obituary
  • Megadeth
  • Manowar

  • American Head Charge
  • Die Krupps
  • Bush
  • Disturbed
  • In Flames
  • Korn
  • Marilyn Manson (ass as he is)
  • Otep
  • Pixies

  • Alanis Morisette
  • Alphaville
  • Eagles
  • Goldfinger
  • Lady Gaga (Yes, you read right!)
  • Lenny Kravits
  • Pink Floyd
  • Rolling Stones
  • Roxette
  • Shakira
  • Sheryl Crow
  • Tracy Chapman

  • Cutting Jade (SA Band)
  • Klopjag (SA Band)
  • RhutZ (SA Band)
  • Saron Gas / Seether (SA Band)
  • The Narrow (SA Band)


    Obviously there is a whole lot more.
  • < WHAT I LOVE: >

  • Everything and anything nature related:
    + Trees and mountains - Every tree has a spirit and every mountain a voice.
    + Running streams, natural fountains and the ocean.

    + The moon in all her phases ...
    Magic, the occult and the use of energy and minipulation thereof.



    + All flowers and flower petals, their colors, scents and shapes, my favorite is so common, deep red roses.
    + Herbal plants. This counts as majority of flora on earth.
    + Well kept and looked after lawns.
    + Crystals and Gems. I have an irresistible habit of putting them in my mouth or smelling them (knowing they don't have a scent nor taste).
    + Im fond of Autumn, Winter and Spring. Less loved by me is Summer (I can't stand the heat).
    + Gentle breeze or winds on hot Summer nights.
    + I love the look of snow and wish to one day experience it.
    + Night sounds ... crickets and leaves rustling.
    + The smell of rain. Though I really dislike thunderstorms and blizzard winds.
    + Wind swept rock formations and soft beach and desert sand.


  • BATS!!!
  • I prefer felines, rodents and reptiles as pets. I don't like dogs except Pekingese.
  • In people I like hands, eyes and bone structures.
  • Designing and creativity.


  • Mythology, theology, philosophy, different religions, traditions and cultures.
  • Books in general.
  • I love my family ... something I rarely see on VF profiles. I fight with them, I argue, I complain about them but love them just as much. I think my family is slightly touched in their own individual way.
  • Coffee. Coffee. And more coffee.
  • Intelligence and learning new things no matter how small or insignificant.
  • DSTV - Discovery chanel, National Geographic and the Home chanel.

  • I love architecture, landmarks and world wonders including the mystery and history behind them.
    Examples: Stonehenge and the Pyramids and other ancient civilization's temples and holy places.



  • I love the supernatural, unknown and paranormal. Feel free to join our cult Paranormal if you share this interest.
  • Some people on VF that I have grown fond of:
    + Evolved_Human
    + Paul_in_Wonderland
    + deadxm0m
    + simac
    + Clairvoyant
    + MyIonJugulars
    + DarkStardust
    + Including a few others and majority of our Paranormal staff.

    "Order is not your enemy, Chaos and distruction is!" Know thy enemy ...
    "It is not about control - it is about prevervation".
    "Sacrifice for the greater good".
    Have I proven a point yet? Let me know! :)
  • < WHAT I HATE: >

    Warning: This is a VERY long list and majority of the time my dislikes and explanations are directed towards the culprits.
  • When something irritates me ... I get aggravated. Examples are things listed here.


  • Majority of Mankind:
    + Disloyalty
    + Liars
    + Narrow-Mindedness
    + Bible-Bashers
    + Mocking the disabled

    These don't even need an explaination from me.
    + Rudeness: I was raised with manners, if you don't have any, then don't talk to me.
    + Vulgar Language: Guilty! *raises hand* Though I don't swear half as much as most. When I message you I will never or rarely use bad language in my messages unless you have done something to annoy me or upset me. Your profile also doesn't need to contain 700 lines of "fuck" on it. People who over use bad language comes across as unintelligent, trashy / common.
    + Disrespect: I hate disrespectful people. Disrespect for the dead, other people, me, yourself and just disrespect in general.
    + Pride: To such an extent that you cannot take your head out of your own ass. The shit (pardon the pun) will blind you! Get over yourself!
    + Snobs: People who look down on others for the work they do, the language they speak, the amount they get paid, the area in which they live and for what they own.
    + Uncontrolled drunkards: You don't know what the hell you doing nor talking about so shut the fuck up and sit down before you hurt yourself.
    + Dirty People: I hate dirty people and people who live in a dirty place. There are such things as soap, shampoo, toothpaste and deoderant - make use of it. Seriously, if you want to live like a pig then move into a sty.

  • Online stupidity:
    + "Im a real vampire" syndrome: Any mythical vampire related creature does not exist, go ask your parents. You don't have to pretend to be a vampire to be cool or "speshul". There is no such thing as the "Dracula" vampires that turns into bats, sparkles like freeking diamonds in the sun or turn to dust! Claiming to be is an open invitation for me to grind you.
    + Wannabe Emos / Scene kids: They have a shit attitude about life, themselves, other people and generally just about everything else that exists. Some think they are superior to others and rebel "because mommy and daddy doesn't love them" enough. I hate their clothes, they don't know how to dress at all. Wrong sizes. Wrong accessories. Wrong everything. I hate their hair that's always in their eyes ... it looks stupid and retarded. Then they wonder why there are stuffed up jokes going around about emos. Technically I don't associate scene kids with emos but the rest of the world does. Did I mention I hate their music too? Breaking Benjamin, Bullet for my Valentine and a few other "oh let me slit my wrists or die" bands. Sorry I just can't get use to it. In short some of them are attention-seeking, wrist slitters who love to dwell within the mobidity of their own self-distruction.
    + Cheesy Nudity, Disrespect for thyself & Sluts: I keep reading statements like "NO I DON'T WANT TO CAM WITH YOU EVEN IF I DO SHOW A LITTLE SKIN ON HERE IT DOESN'T MAKE ME A SLUT" - Who are you kidding? Did you burst a few braincells trying to look like a Penthouse centerfold girl? It does say something about you, and if you don't want comments from pigs regarding cams and cybersex then remove those pics, it's very simple: It attracts scum, you know it does and it isn't going to change, if you tempt it then you deserve it and cannot blame them nor be nasty to them. They say if you can't get them with intelligence, then open your legs! And pics taken in a dirty, untidy bathrooms are cheap and whorish and Im not affraid to comment on them. If you have no respect for yourself and pose in your underwear expect me to grind you. Judging by the rooms I can't really say their parents will be shocked because any parent that lets their little pig live in those condidtions can't be any better.
    + "Show me your boobs" guys: What type of a moron must you be? Even if it is a joke (which we all know it really isn't), it's not funny, decent nor well mannered to ask a girl for images of her boobs nor anything else in those lines. You "jokingly" ask because you really want and if you have a girlfriend while doing this to other girls then you don't deserve to be in a relationship at all - I hope it fails for you. This doesn't count if the persons are swingers or the mass orgy kind.
    + "I love sex": What provokes people to advertise it? Is it something they lack? Or think that it makes them look cool / sexy? I don't get it. Nowadays I come across so many teen's pages that have "I love sex" on it. Advertising it means you are open to it and looking for it. More and more teen's are falling pregnant at the age of 15 and ruining their lives. AIDS is spreading like wildfire and yet you have some idiots that think by taking a bath after sex prevents you from getting the disgusting man-made disease. To the girls ... it's cheap and shows you have no self respect - next step: try the street corner. Do your parents know what you are doing? Or are they the influence of the common behavior? Either way you should know better. Don't cry when you have some pedo stalking you and no wonder we have so many on the net. All thanks to you supporting them. Now that's disgraceful.
    Remember: "I love sex" translates to: "My vagina is for free any day, any time and anywhere!".
    + Drugs: They are not cool. Dependency, abuse or constant use makes you a weakling (by your own choice). I wouldn't really advise anyone to try drugs because there is a great possibility that they will become addicted and I despise anyone who advertises it on their profiles. Is it not enough that you screwed up your own life that now you have to influence others to make the same mistakes you did? It's selfish.
    + Bad English and grammar: It annoys me. This is for all ages. I make mistakes in my spelling too but thank God (pick one) I don't make half as many as some people. Didn't they pay attention in class? Did they not find it to be an important communication skill? So many times people try to argue with me about some or other insignificant thing they read on my profile and in doing so use the worst english (if that's what you want to call it) spelling and grammar then they expect me to take them seriously!?! Need proof? Read this!
    + Wrist-Slitting, Attention Seekers: When you cut your wrists remember to go down the street and not across (please see the image below which could be considered as dark humor, yes, I find it funny). Little kids who cut themselves to get attention are easy to spot. They show everyone their cuts or they don't care who sees it. The real cutters hide their marks and never talk about it. Those are kids with real problems. If you want attention there are better ways of getting it. If I see images in your gallery where you show everyone how you cut yourself or have cut yourself prepare to have me grind you. I have no mercy nor patience for anyone who does this. And please don't get the wrong idea and think Im encouraging people to commit suicide, I am not! In fact against it and cutting. Recently a "shit for brains" little 17 year old told me im "CRUEL" because of this little piece on my profile (see above point about spelling and grammar - just to prove a point on both points listed here)
    Journal: Wrist-slitters - Annoying as shit!!! - Enjoy!

    "Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real"
    So learn through your mistakes dammit!!!

    + Turkish guys: I don't care who argues with me, if it's male and Turkish, it's a pig (prove me wrong! I dare you!). This is not a racist comment either, they brought it upon themselves to act like dogs, I have nothing (so far) against turkish females. All Turkish guys are perverted, hard-up pigs. They don't EVER read anyone's profile, they just go through images and judge according to that.

    Proof?

    (Click on the image to open larger).


  • In general:
    + God Syndromed: No one is better than the next person. Your job doesn't make you better. Your income doesn't make you better and niether does where you live and with whom you live. What you have doesn't even make you any better. A guy on the street is equal to you, me and everyone else in existance.
    + Government idiocity: Earth destroying, war hungry twits. Mostly pointed at American, Israel/Iraq, Egyptian and Zimbabwean presidents. This goes for all who support their cruelty, war, selfishness and destruction. Also people who litter and throw shit out their car windows (suppose Im a bit of a hypocrite even if it is only cigarette butts).
    + Hypocrites: Do as I say, don't do as I do. Im very quick to talk. I can be a hypocrite at times but try not to be. Im very good at giving advice but not always following it.
    + Excessive aborting: An abortion once is ok (mistakes do happen), when and if you cannot support a child or if you are unstable I won't hold that against anyone (no I myself have never had an abortion but would follow my own advice). If you have an abortion the second time I will label you a slut/whore/slag/murderer/stupid/selfish. Learn by your mistakes ladies! It costs very little to get the injection, to be put on the pill or to get your partner/s to wear condoms. Remember that AIDS, STD s and other nasties do exist! Failing to take precautions and ending up with any of those diseases will serve you right. I have no pity, you do know better and if not then you shouldn't even be thinking about sex!
    + Shitlisted morons: People in my Shit List for valid reasons, if you want to know why just ask but I think it's obvious.
    + Dogs and perverts: (aka: leg-humpers). Dogs stink, shit in the house and are dirty ... perverts aren't any better.
    + Chickens, Roaches, moths & Parktowns: Roaches, moths and Parktowns are out to get me ... Im not kidding. Don't know what a parktown looks like? Google it, I think you'll understand perfectly well!!! I will murder every last one of them! Chickens are very awkward, alien like creatures to me, they also stink. I have a strong dislike and fear for roosters, those things are just plain horrific.
    + Cat-pee: I hate cat-pee.
    + Loosing a child: I hate loosing any of my babies (pets).
    + Animal Abuse: Animal abusers must be given the same treatment as the animals they have mistreated!
    + Any other form of Abuse: Emotional, physical and mental abuse in any form towards people who are less fortunate in those areas or people who are beautiful in mind and spirit and cannot hurt a fly. I think this hurts me more than the actual person. If you're in reaching distance, I will hurt you.



    + Storms: Im terrified of blizard winds and lightning storms.
    + Hot weather: I HATE summer and humidity.

    If you have majority of what is listed here (in my dislikes concerning human behavior and mentality) in your likes section then rather don't try to talk to me. Im not very nice to the offenders.


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