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Latest Journal Entry: Tongue Split November 22, 2008, 08:58am
Profile: WARNING: This profile is tongue in cheek, and needs to be taken with a fucking huge handful of salt. We all have just one word to describe our lives; Mine is SURREAL. I have to write something altogether different, how can I make an impression that will become embedded in your mind? I never want to be forgotten, it is my biggest fear. Being invisible, fading away, being a part of the background. I wont be though! I am paul abbs. I am pierced and tattooed. I am alive, I live my life as fully as I can. I value my life and freedom so dearly. I am special, I am somebody. I am arrogant. I am confident. I blurr that line completly. I smoke, I drink, I swear, I fight, I fvck. I am a drug user, not abuser. I like to indulge in lifes little pleasures. I am a Hedonist. I am Ego. No Id, no Superego. Freud's Ego. I make my own way, I have made my own way, its all about me, my way or the highway! I am honest and real. I am down to earth. I am curt, i am crass. Narcissistic and sceptical, rude and romantic. I am sophisticated. At work.  Each and every message i receive WILL be answered! Please. drop me a line, and find out what I really cant get across in words on this one page. Please dont comment on my piercings or tats unless you too have some! Although compliments are always welcome. I have issues, lots of them, but who doesn’t? I have risen above all my past, I am a strong person. Besides, like all of you crazy kids these days, who compete to be the most damaged, I know i could have been in worse situations! I take on the world singlehandedly, everyday. I cant fight for shit, but will stand by what I believe is right, even if I know I will lose. I would rather stand up on my feet, than live on my knees! I am learning the art of Tatau, which I guess makes me Tattoo Artist. I will become one of the groundbreaking tattoo artists of the future. I am original and tenacious, I will never roll over, I am determined to get there. I care, maybe too much, how i put myself out to people, which is why i will always throw 100% of my heart into everything i do! All the people I have spoken to so far who havnt taken me on, WILL regret it! It is my passion, not the fad it has become! I design tattoo flash and my own ink too. I have been pierced about 40 times, give or take a few. I once had the webbing on my right hand pierced. I currently have: 45mm lobes, both right and left 6mm scrotum 8mm septum 4mm tongue 2x 1.6 cheek 5mm labret 1.6mm rook 1.2mm nostril 2x 1.6 side labret 1.6 left nipple I keep a diary, I am by all means not shallow. I am a very sexual person, but that might just be hormones. I live for music. If you live for nothing, you will die for nothing. As I have mentioned I am somebody special, you will hear my name in the future, your children will have my biographies, posters and know all about me! You just watch me. I will never just fade away, as long as there is a breath in my body, I will fight to have the life I want for myself. If the Beatles were bigger than Jesus, I'm gonna be bigger than the Beatles! I am also DJ around my home city; Aftermath at Hades Bar Lockdown at Media Nightclub Paradise City at the Waterfront And Wraith at the Waterfront! ..So im beautiful, and I know it, ive been told enough times, by enough peple. Im happy in myself, my issues have long been resolved. I live in the epicentre of my life with my girlfriend, Nattsuko. I make my own way, im not out to impress anybody. I developed an invisibility complex in my youth, but that’s sorted, no one will ever miss me! Ever! Not in the street, clubs pubs or in a library or supermarket. I am Paul Abbs, am happy with who I am, I wont change for anyone. Im paul, im alive and proud to say; fuck what you may think of me if its bad, im proud of myself. Im perfect as I am. Love it or hate it, im here to stay! Everyone has problems, deal with them, dont dwell on them! Anyone remember the 8th of May 2007? my first day as a featured member, so thanks to those that made that happen! To everyone who has ever mattered to me, thankyou for being who you are. With your strengths, weaknesses, flaws, insecurities, and good looks and your beautiful minds. Don’t change for anyone, I love you all as you are!  Likes: my punk ethics Religious mythology xbox Playstation 3 my bed having money velvet, satin and silk honesty the history of tattooing sex  the mighty boosh hats, I have many hats cling film, just dont ask jewellery eyeliner, but not all over your face corsets, girlies or guys shoes, high heels gorgeous girls and sexy guys older women and predators  narcotics dirty denim and scuffed leather leopard print stretchings the tattooed and pierced alternative scenes cyberdog Festivals making people happy being happy being horny ass being loved  Lindsay Lohan drag make up being the centre of attention being hit on and told im attractive being tattooed Drawing my friends, they are my family reading watching films getting wasted and still looking good cherry cola, on pills seeing those who bullied me in high school now ask me if you want to know more…  Dislikes: The general public, people Currency, exchange. fucking money! myself, sometimes, all the time! nazis, racists and discrimination Things not going my way running out of cigarettes Bad music fakes and wannabes cannabis really obnoxious people Ex girlfriends who do not leave you alone people who slag others down to feel good about themselves, you ugly cunts! ask me if you want to know… if you view my profile, please leave me message, it just makes sense... And I get as giddy as a schoolgirl when i see new messages... Favorite Music: 
I fell in love with HIM years and years ago for the dark shadows and brilliant highlights album, I think MetallicA are the best bands in the world, The Misfits are MY band, in everyway, Nine Inch Nail speak volumes, Reznor is a true genious! I probibly enjoy listening to Celldweller the most, I think the Zico Chain are the most talented punk band around, they make me wanna riot! Amen are the angriest punk band, the only punk band around… Mindless Self Indulgence's music is how my mind works. Tarrie B from My Ruin has got everything in her sights, Like Myself Dont you think the song Terror by My Ruin is a horny song? Ask me if you want to know more, don’t be afraid! Anything I say has to be taken with a pinch of salt, tongue in cheek. Mainly, I'll take the piss out of myself, but everthing i have forementioned is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing... night out - Russel Brand's, My Booky Wook autobiography. Link 1: http://www.myspace.com/Rufi_Roulette Link 2: http://www.myspace.com/poison_in_pink
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