I don't know who I am, I'm sick of trying to define myself. All I know is that I am.

À tous ceux qui sont mal à l'aise par rapport à ma personne: vous me trouvez peut-être bizarre, mais je suis quand même sain d'esprit. Je suis une bonne personne tel que je suis.

Here's a sample of my profession of non-faith:

I don't believe in sexual orientation. When I kiss a boy I like, I know I'm not straight. When I kiss a girl I like, I know I'm not gay. When I say I'm bi, nobody believes me. Whatever.

I don't believe in gender roles either. Considering that I'm the one with the phallus, I therefore get decide what my masculinity is going to be like. Screw traditional stereotypes.

I don't believe in evil. To me, either everything is Good, in a spiritual perspective or everything is neutral, in a materialist perspective. Evil is little more than an accepted dogma's opposite.

I don't believe in my character/mask. Having a fixed personnality is like having an anchor: it's only useful if you don't want to go anywhere. My personnality is more like a cloak that I will take off when I die, yet I will still remain myself. (Also, a close friend once told me that I changed enormously over the years, like I'm always reconstructing myself, from one year to the next I'm never the same person.)

I don't believe in capital-T Truth. Reality is infinite, therefore everything exists. From a relative (subjective) point of view, the truth is finite and the lie is infinite, and from an absolute point of view the lie is finite and truth is eternal. Who cares? There is no meaning of life other than the freedom of being that comes from the fact that there is no meaning of life. Existence is absurd therefore being is essentially freedom, and that is enough meaning in itself as it is. And being is all the God there need to be. Whether or not God is conscious I don't know, he didn't say. "Love is the secret of the universe. End of fucking story." (Jason Louv)

I don't believe in "objective reality". I like constructivism. Reality is intersubjective. Any parcel of being is actualized and realized according to its interrealtions with other parcels of being. Beings can only exist in relationships and are therefore defined by them. As relationships are developed, reality is created, not discovered. Theologically, my ontological perspective is based on the tetragrammaton, where the being explained by itself in relation to the being explained by itself. In other words, God is Love. "For I am divided for Love's Sake, for the chance of Union." (Liber Al)

And to hell with cartesian body-soul dualism. I'm a holist who admits to emergence. Gold from Lead and spirit from matter: trees grow from seeds.