I am Joost, from holland, isn't that freaky?
So, well, I am an extraordinary type of guy. Say what? Yes I am... Let me explain...

In my youth I was normal, but I was teased a lot.
I hated to go to school. When I had to go to the second school(Hoger Algemeen Voortgezet Onderwijs), I tought the situation would improve, yet it got worse.

In my 4th year things finally did change, for I was almost completely alone. Now there was my point in life where I first became aware.
I begun to make new friends, but not too close... And I learned how humans communicate, and how they feel about that.
Now, my thought got plenty of time, and got into overdrive.

Then I got to my final study, the ICT, once again a new building, a new way, and new people around me.
Now, here is the place I developed myself to an individual. I noticed the certain things where made for me, and other things made for others.

As for girls... I was just getting started, but I damn well knew what I was doing. Yet something was missing, something was just not right yet.
One day I came across a site on the internet, and placed my picture. And met a girl that caused a breakthrough. She lived far away, yet after a year I got on the train to go there, and fix her webcam.
It seemed like we were meant to meet eachother.

She showed me a world I had never seen before. And after a while, I started to make a part of that world my own.
My parents of course didn't like it, so tried to stop me. For now they still think they managed, yet the ones that know me well know I still express myself the very same way.

Now, the relation with that girl passed, and a different girl got to my side. She had the ability to let me be what I feel like, she was okay with that, and I got the feeling she even liked it.
She was once again a total new experience to me, the first girlfriend to live on her own, and showing me how life is when you have to do all the things in a household yourself, such as cooking. I even have done some cooking myself at her place.
I guessed we met on the perfect time in my life. I was single, and I would be leaving the parental house soon. As all of you know, that means you take care of yourself totally.
She also was the one that made me enthausiastic for concerts and festivals etc. The first Festival I've been to was with her, and the first concert is coming closer and closer.
She is a girl that is worth alot, yet she is not aware of her own value.
I considered myself lucky, and I considered everybody lucky if you can find a person that suits so well... However it became too much for me, and I broke up with her...
I never wanted was to break her heart, but I did. And it was my first time to do so.... A hard decision..

Now before I stopped the relationship with her, I got to meet another girl. She is a truly unique girl, and in one weird way, or if you prefer freaky, we understand eachother up to a very deep level.
However, we hang around very easily, and she is very pleasant to have around. I got into a relationship very quick. Really quick... it was a shock for both of us. And of course for everybody around us... didn't last too long eventually, nearly two months later she broke up with me... Devistated is a neat word I guess, but a terrible feeling...

After the devistation I grew stronger. It always happens to me that the shit I come through, gives me a life-lesson to be remembered. I then met this girl in Belgium. Ah, she truly is a beautiful girl, and she's got the brains too. Just a pity she lives far away. However I was happy with her as my girl. Unfortunately somhow my love for her passed, and it ended like that.

I also graduated in Computers, and am working with a great company, an internetbureau called Indivirtual. Its an internetbureau, making all kinds of stuff for on the web. And I happen to have learned a lot about Tridion CMS. for those who know it, yeah, Tridion and Microsoft.Net rules!!

Now, If you are curious, feel free to contact me, I am all ears.... and a source of advise... or irritation if you despise me. As for an ending... here ara some things I'd like to say as well...

• Free your mind, but don't lose it
• Life is a gift, do what you want to do with it, it's your's
• Learn from your parent's mistakes, use birth control
• Those who live by the sword, get shot by those who don't
• It's all in the wrist, not in the looks
• How life can be cruel, I don't live my life, but your's
• Feelings are made and broken
• Play ball, play balls, play with balls, play with my balls
• Temptation is showing what you want, what's your temptation?
• Looking good? feeling good? Living good? You gotta be happy!!

• I am very into computers, that's one reason for my study ICT.
• I am also very interested in girls, but not in the first place because of sex, tough that is a nice subject to talk about.
• Furthermore I am interested into the Gothic scene, but also all other types of religions and lifestyles.
• And if you have any trouble or problems, I am also interested, for it is my duty to make people happy, and advise them to make a good and happy living.
• As for sports, Well, I have many interests, but soccer isn't one of them, volleyball is:-D

I have a dislike for everything I don't like. Mostly the common things you hear around here, like arrogance, (look at me) wannabe's (there are some serious wannabe's).
People that don't have any respect to other people or their belongings.
People that judge too much or too fast.

oh, and I dislike people that dislike me or what I stand for...

Music, hum.. I don't really have favorite music, it more depends on what's around and my mood. However there are styles I do not wish to listen to.:

• Rap
• R & B
• Trance
• Dance
• Frans Bauer
• HardHouse
• other House
• Hardcore