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I've Thought about life and I've thought about death, and neither one sound particularly appealing to me. Sex: female Age: 66 Location: Neverland, Washington, United States Member since: April 13, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Pansexual Occupation: Photographer, Lyricist, Vocalist, Musician, Writer, Actress ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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Don't assume that my internet profiles are an extension of my true being. The internet is a canvas: a place to create, imagine, play. But it is nothing so serious as to put your heart and soul into. It is ephemeral, unintelligible garble for the grinder. It is a chemical release , a scribble of imitated life, Abject and facile interactions- All as Fake as your lover's orgasms. But it's the thought that counts, right? See a pretty picture. Leave a witty comment. Get off. Move on. It is impossible to keep up with every number on your list and maintain a meaningful relationship with every person through this medium alone. It's simply entertainment. Most social communications through this isolated idiot box are self fulfilling, comparisons of shared interest, as well as polite and casual exchanges of greeting. And rarely anything more. Go ahead and pretend this internet facade is a substantial representation of myself but, This will not change: I do not seek enlightenment through a machine. And This does not define Me. However, you should not be discouraged. This can be true if also applied to our "Flesh Life". Yet, we continue to interact, laugh, and live with some sense of purpose, and insatiable Desire. -If that is in fact, what you feel you need.- I'm always open to new people and opportunities. So chances are, If you are engaged in and have an opinion, I'm interested. .:*~Me~*:. In the depths of my soul I search for words that will accurately explain, to those interested, who I am. However, a higher force has doomed this search to be forever pursued yet never fulfilled . I don't talk about my feelings unless directly asked about them, and to describe myself in such an open manner I find to be pointless. To truly know about me, one must make an effort. I find it hard to relate to most people. Despite being constantly surrounded by others, I live predominately in a mental isolation, at least from the common members of society. Few people are welcome in my world, and if you are one of those people, consider yourself either blessed or cursed. I don't often just write about myself, but as I get going it actually seems relatively relaxing. For the most part, adults dislike me...so do control freaks, ignorant people, and hicks. I have learned not to hate those who hate me...I did not chose who I am, but by chosing not to constantly hide myself I have therefor accepted the fact that I must face ridicule on a daily basis. Direction is something I do not take well...I do not make plans or lists. I can't stand repeating myself, 'tis one of the few things that really gets under my skin. I question everything and I crave freedom. My life must consist of spontaniality, or I will go insane. By the way, even though I am technically insane by YOUR standards, I consider myself to be quite level-headed. I constantly contradict myself and I have an unfortunate tendency to be very hypocritical. I rarely ever fully express myself anymore, it has not served me well to do so in the past. Government is something that for the most part I try to ignore as well as those amusing people who try to force their religion upon me. At times I am extremely bi-polar. For example, one day I will be this insane, outgoing, bubbly little girl...The following day, I might be shy and anti-social...A few hours later I will be a complete bitch. This constant personality shift causes severe problems in many departments of my life. I used to despise physical contact with other humans. Lately, I constantly crave it. This is an unexplainable phenomenon which upsets me considerably. There are certain people that I have an undying yearn to be with. I rarely refuse a hug or cuddle despite how I feel about a person. For those who see me as sarcastic, cold, and dry, well you either don't know me well enough, or I just don't like you...By the way, I am a rather straightforward person, I say exactly what appears in my head, even if I know it hurts. I hope I haven't frightened too many people away, but if you are frightened please don't add me, I don't have time for you...I would like to get to know those who are worth meeting and I am not horrible person, I usually mean no harm. .. Thank-you Please be different and don't brag about your individuality, you have none, there is no such thing as originality any more, it died. Its tragic but true, and its less painful to just accept that if you are different you won't be for long because someone else will see it and take it. Quit hating people that aren't like you, you're not amazing when you talk about how much "scene kids suck." You fail at being metal. Just because scene kids are silly like so many other 'groups' doesn't mean you seem original for saying they suck for all being the same, because in saying that you are exactly like about half of the impressionable society of 'myspacers'.

Whom I would like to meet: The Artistically Insane, fags, fuck-ups, hippies, INDIVIDUALS, dreamers, gutter glitter, Elitists, narcissists, Beautiful People in General, dirty smelly punks, neurotic Indie kids, dragqueens, ESPECIALLY dragqueens, techno geeks, clubbers, crackheads, junkies, losers, nerds, The Sickeningly HiP, The VAIN, Cave Dwelling hermits, The Dramatic, and The Androgynous, and Freaks of ALL Sorts

Diverse List of Appealing Sounds 4nonblondes 36 Crazy Fists Adam Absinthe AFI Alice in Videoland Android Lust Angelspit Anti-Mechanism A Perfect Circle Aphex Twin Arctic Monkeys Astrid Haven Aqua Beck Bjork Black Sabbath Blaqk Audio Blind Melon Bauhaus Buck Cherry Bullet For my Valentine Cars Children of Bodom Christian Death Conjure One Cranberries Dave Matthews Band David Bowie Dead Can Dance Dead Kennedys Death Cab for Cutie Dimmu Borgir Dir En Gray Dreadson Dolls Drop Kick Murpheys Eagle Eyed Cherry Eifel 65 Emilie Autumn Eve 6 Evanesscence Fields of the Nephilim Flyleaf Franz Ferdinand Freezepop Gackt Gary Jules Godsmack GooGoo Dolls Guns n’ Roses Hocico Horrorpops Hinder I am Ghost Infected Mushrooms Jack Off Jill Johnny Cash Kill Hannah Lacuna Coil Ladytron Lifehouse London After Midnight Lullacry Malice Mizer Marcy Playground Marilyn Manson Maroon 5 Matchbox 20 Mindless Self Indulgence Misfits Modest Mouse Moldy Peaches Nickleback Nightwish Nine Inch Nails Nirvana Orgy Papa Roach Pearl Jam Pedro The Lion Peppermint Creeps Postal Service Psyclone Nine Puddle of Mudd Ramstine Regina Spektor Rob Zombie Schoolyard Heroes Scissor Sisters Sex Gang Children Shamrain Shiny Toy Guns Sick Puppies Silversun Pickups Siouxsie & The Banshees Skinny Puppy Slipknot Social Distortion Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows Spice Girls Suicidal Tendancies System of a Down The Birthday Massacre The Child Molesters The Cruxshadows The Cult The Cure The Darkness The Devil Makes Three The Doors The Killers The Kinks The Medic Droid The Misfits The Moldy Peaches The Pixies The Presidents of the United States The Proclaimers The Used The Verve The White Stripes Tokio Hotel Tom Petty Veruca Salt Wednesday 13 Zeromancer I also enjoy the sounds of classical composers As well as Synthetic beats and such This list is still in the process of being created, and probably always will be. Please let me know if you know of any smashing music that I don't currently have listed.

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