My name is Jenn, I'm 18 and I live in Windsor, Ontario.
There's not much here, I know, I don't think there will be for a while. Though I suppose I should have something up that reflects who I am, considering this is my profile.. but I'm not sure how it will do me justice. No matter how much I write or how hard I try to describe myself, it has never really turned out how I wanted it to. It's just something that will probably never be achieved. I will never fully know myself enough to describe myself in a few paragraphs. A lifetime doesn't seem long enough. I want to live forever. I want to learn everything there is to learn, become an entity- exist and devour. I expect extraordinary things from my existence, yet I fear my abilities and.. my failures.
I'm not your average teenage girl. I like a lot of things most girls do not- I don't have to put effort into trying to stand out, I'm just naturally "different". I embrace everything there is about myself, I truly am proud of who I am and what I have become. I am naturally rebellious and dominant, I don't like being told what to do or how to think. I want to be able to be informed and come to my own conclusion. I love the alternative life style- going against the grain is my "forte".
I'm not the kind of person to lead you on. I speak from my heart, I tell you what I feel in a blunt and honest way. A lot of the time people take offense or interpret what I say different from how I meant it. I am not a bad person, though some people would beg to differ. I'm not here to make you happy.
I am narcissistic - I like looking at myself in mirrors, I'm obsessed with how I look; I don't obsess over my looks to impress others, I do it for myself. Looking good makes me feel good.. and why shouldn't it? This does not mean I'm shallow, because appearance can only take you so far. I know I am beautiful, I have confidence and what it comes down to is - I like being who I am.
I am a Satanist. I am my own god. I practice indulgence instead of abstinence. I take responsibility for my actions - I do not repent or regret. I am lustful, greedy, slothful, envious, wrathful, proud and gluttonous. I glorify my body, mind and soul.
I am very sarcastic. I joke around a lot. I like to make people laugh/smile. I like having fun with friends and just generally enjoying life. Meeting new people can be fun if they're not too uptight. I am very obscure and offensive. I do not censor myself just to prevent someone's feelings from being hurt. Get over it.









