Woah, I never thought I'd end up here.




about me:
I'm 17 years old, my name's susanne(call me sue.. or anything else you like) On the net I'm most commonly known as Ubena(furcadia, alot of other crap) Nimi(Ragnarok Online) or Nimindil(deviantart and elfwoods, though very old) Around here irl poeple know me as the girl who starts to bounce from skittles, the singer, the freak, glow-worm, the goth and/or the artist.

I've had a pretty tough life, but that's alright. guess I deserve it... somewhere. It's not gonna change anyhow ^-^

All in all I seem to be a very cheery person and try to be one too, but I've been chronically depressed for say a good 5 years, or more maybe. Before that I thought the way I got treated at home and at school was normal.. hmm not >.o so yeah I'm a mess pretty much, s'posed to go to a psychiatrist, not allowed to by my parents, so a psychologist it is again, the 26th.. e.e won't help.

I'm single, and prolly always will be. theres enough guys that like me, but no-body can love me. I've become very picky because of some very nasty ex-boyfriends, who also made me hate long distance and online dating... and whenever I like someone, they don;t like me back, or for some reason or another decide not to let me in. also when I like someone and I tell them it's not a matter fo weeks or days before I like someone els,e can;t like two people at once aither... I'll be stuck on someone for months, maybe even years. I hardly ever say 'I love you.' to someone, because for me, love is neternal, and if I say that I know I'll always feel that way for them, maybe more to the background but I'll always care for them. that's just me <3 sucker.

I'm a very creative and artistic person I guess. I tend to make/modify my own clothes, draw alot, make jewlery, sculpt, and my greatest passion: Music. I'm a singer mainly, I play some piano, some bass, little guitar and am willing to learn anything. I want to go study Jazz Vocals next year, let's see.

I write out little daydreams and crap sometimes, no I won't post them, they're very personal and mushy xD.

Yeah that'd about it about me. Leave comments if you know me and yeah ^-^ hugs ^-^

You can add me to msn if you like, but please, I don't want others to give out my e-mail without premission. damned stalkers.









Cellos, music****(any kind almost), friends****, hugs***, making things, bouncing, dancing***, art, making things, my 4ft tall teddy, mr. bear**, reading, writing, cuddling, skittles... Yeah almost everything. Bright colours**, trees, toxic green***... my fluffies***, butterflies xD corsets, uv reactive things and glowsticks(god I'm such a raver xD)








Erm.. Narrowminded poeple, though I more pity them. My ex, my past, my mother I guess, arrogance, selfishness, envy, quarrels and fighting, cleaning, fish(to eat anyhow)






WTF

Okey, here we are in the WTF section, Random crap goes here.

BOUNCEMETHING

B	is for	Bouncy
O	is for	Odd
U	is for	Useful
N	is for	Neat
C	is for	Conservative
E	is for	Enjoyable
M	is for	Magnificent
E	is for	Energetic
T	is for	Tempting
H	is for	Handy
I	is for	Ideal
N	is for	Normal
G	is for	Godlike

woah, I didn't even know that the name I made up meant that, it;s spiffy though.. I should stop beeing bored on the net... xD

You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion. Paganism 67% Satanism 63% atheism 54% Buddhism 50% agnosticism 50% Islam 46% Christianity 29% Hinduism 25% Judaism 8% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

cool, so I'm a satanic paganist? I kinda gree with the paganist part, if I'd have to choose... o-O

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs. Suicide 87% Gunshot 73% Disappear 73% Accident 67% Stabbed 67% Suffocated 67% Disease 67% Bomb 40% Posion 40% Cut Throat 33% Drowning 20% Natural Causes 7% Eaten 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

hahaha natural causes: 7% xD








Hmmm anything that cna be called music. some fav bands would be at this moment: MSI, Gridlok(great druma nd bass.. atleats their older work)







My Cults
Lookie, my cults, if you wnat me in your cult, well, I wanna know who the hell you are and what it;s about before I'll join o-o
cult of some friends o mine (:

MSI cult
Yaaaay MSI, just a linkie cause the suckers don;t have a banner... I should make them one... hmmm. MSI kicksass, end of story xD



thanks to ramon(therboy) for giving em that one (: I'm gonna scare ya'll at the meeting, beware... xD

I'm a chatterbox so

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well that's obvious...