i'm like everyone else. i have friends, family, and a few secrets here and there. but the interesting info is for those who ask. not those who read other people's profile to find out their dirty little secrets. you need to actually try.

but why you would is beyond me. but surprise me. all you need to do is say hi.

see, i'm a nice person. well, i can be. at least, i try.- be nice and it'll be returned. be an ass, and i'll rip you apart.
i swear- A LOT. and i do not have a problem with it. if i call you a bitch or an ass, i don't mean it [most likely.]
i do come off as a bitch- 'cause yes, i am. and i pride myself of it.

i'm
insanely blunt- i will say what i'm thinking.
sarcastic- people say way too often. i say not enough.
insomnaic- and it's an absolute bitch.
masochistic- and i have the scars to prove it.
violent [or so they say]- and i'm not afraid to beat the shit out of you.
an atheist- and if you aren't, i don't care. it's not something to bitch over.
always hiding something- especially my emotions. and i'm good at it.
obsessive- and i get over things as well.
extremely lazy- i'm smart, i just don't try.
different than i was even 3 months ago-and still trying to get use to it.
artist- even if you don't think so, i know i am.
all seven sins- so it's always fun.
just me-and i love and hate it.

i have strong morals and even stronger opinions.
if i must, i will fight my idea-
i do not like agruing- it's pointless, stupid, and a waste of my time
and to stop a fight, i'll always take the first step.
i soak in vainity- get over it, i'm trying to.
i pride myself on being implusive
even when i tend to over think sometimes
i'm the most optimistic pessimist
and i can't spell for my life.
i'm a horrible writer
and an excellent poet.
i live for twisting other people's words
and i'll kill you if you do that to me
i hate being contained and vulnerable
and i'm thoroughly excited by the thought of S&M.
i love my sister to death
and more than i can count, there's times i wished i was dead 'cause of her.
i don't think i'm pretty
and if you tell me that i'm ugly, i'll rip out your tongue
i get extremely pissed when someone takes a joke i say seriously
and i want to kill myself when people don't take me seriously when i mean it.
i'm scared of the dark
and i love silence at 3 in the morning.
i hate everything i am when it's not me
i hate answering people's questions
and i'll ask as many questions needed to get me an answer.
and i'm beyond confusing,
at the same time, so simple.
i'm two opposites of one person
and it's a contrast i adore and loath.

in all those movies when the main character needs to make a choice, an angel and a devil pop up on each shoulder to help them choose. i feel like that. more than i'd like to. and probably for the smallest things.

i have the biggest sense of deja vu. and everytime it happens, i say it out loud- and tell the nearest friend.

there's a lot of things i have and am doing, many of them bad. if you find out it, good for you. but beyond anything, don't tell me to stop- you have no right to. you have no idea my reasonings behind my actions and you never will. if you want to voice you opinions about how bad everything i do is, then shove it up your ass.

hmm. last important thing i feel like saying. i've dyed my hair seven times. and i'm proud of it. if you think it's bad. i. do. not. care. and if you think seven's a pathetic amount to dye your hair, 'cause you've done it so much more. good for you. it just means your hair's worse off than mine.

so to sum me up i'm a
sado-masochistic vampire.(:
take that in whatever way you like.






and for the record, my favorite colors are orange and yellow. (: but i adore neon colors.