i alive i shatter i die but keep coming back over and over. i keep wanting to fall in deep sleep being taken over being covered in darkness comfort to hide my tears and blood i shed hoping to be laying next to him even though he's just in my dreams it pains to wake up without him suffering in life where i cant stop myself from getting back up why does everything not go right for me why does everything got to kick me why does everything have to pull a skin off of me with a knife and waiting for me to shed in tears dont tell me you know how i feel because you dont know being alone completely in life and heart even being rejected by everyone even your friends and being blamed constantly for everything while i sit there and take there crap and feel awful and ugly ripping my skin off chopping my hair.

Horror movies,Zero, Anime and Manga, halloween,Skelanimals,Invader Zim, and pizzas love almost everything l . l im weird ok.love amy lee she sings my pain i feel no matter what she sing the pain im in and she's beautiful an i want 2 be like her.vampire books and if they run out of vampire ill be at the horror books.and trying to find the delete button hahahaaa love funny ppl even nice ppl and ones tht can handle and accept me because i can be a hand full sometimes example is if you take me to ur house im amazed easily it doesnt take much to impress me hahaha im really funny and fun and somehow adorable to ppl cos they get to feel smart and all know it all and get to teach and tell me things l . l sorry i can be smart when i want to ok

annoying ppl smoking drinking drugs wannabes haters drama queens cheerleaders football guys preps girlys hate disney channel stars like butt fugly jonas brothers and hannah montana and all tht crappy stars and hate liars cheaters and i guess thts it l . l i dont mind ppl tht drinks and smokes and do drugs as long they dont try to get me to do it im fine -.- and dont let me be around you if you do thank u ^^