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Life is short and fleeting and soon your time will come so... uhhh... *Panic* aaaaaaahhh! What will i do what will I DO??!!! Sex: male Age: 18 Location: To the unknown, In the middle of nowhere, The Philippines Member since: July 16, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bisexual Status: Single Occupation: uhhh... *scratches head* ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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Uhh... hello. I'm Andre, I'm 17 and live in the Philippines. I joined VF for 3 reasons. First, a good friend of mine recommended me to join... she said people might find me interesting. I doubt it, but who knows? Second, I'm on the look for new friends... I don't do well in my social life and I guess I figured it's time to give it a shot. I love girls and guys, whichever, it's ok. I am a very affectionate person and I don't care whether I show this affection to a guy or a girl, no matter how awkward it would seem like to some people, as long as i can express my love and care to a person, that's good enough for me. I don't care if you think it's gay - It's just being human - and a human being I am proud to be. Third, uhh... I need something that would divert myself from some thoughts which I'd like to say 'destructive' so I should really really really preoccupy my mind before anything else comes in my head - the bad stuff and all - I need people to comfort me and. I really want to make friends so if you have thoughts of becoming one, say so... I would be much gratified to be part of someone else's life and prove to everyone that even the most introvert person inside has the same right and chance to have a connection to another human being. Im into drawing, writing, cooking and any kind of art you can think of. I love art more than anything else... (I love my friends too - the same way)... so if you're an artist, OMG SHOW ME YOUR WORKS! I'll appreciate it very very much. My dream is to become a chef I am a person who thinks much alike any regular artist... a lot of procrastination, creativity and cares not for the money being paid but for the appreciation a viewer gives to his work. I enjoy sharing my works with other people especially artists, and I enjoy seeing theirs... there is so much to be learned in this world, and I am determined to use artistry to find out all the answers to my questions. I am a person who greatly acknowledges friends... so comment me and I'll surely comment back, as long as you don't shoot me or something... I love bringing friends and people to new places... places they have never been to, the quiet places where it is nice to sit down relax and think... (actually that quiet place is my home. We live so so far from the city, so all you see is trees... and mountains... and the sea) Despite a certain affliction on my well-being I am still struggling and with all efforts tries to understand someone, and help if possible. I hate people in massive counts... you know, crowds, but if I get to talk to them one by one in an isolated, non-suffocating environment I would gladly look forward to another chance of meeting them. I am diagnosed with Intense Chronic Depression, prescribed with heavy dosages of Anaphranyl, Sertraline, Zyprexa and Risperdan and I proved it by having already five psychiatrists give up on me. I'm tired of trips to the hospital and psych clinic, taking medications that just rots away your mind and eats away the essence left in you. I believe I have changed somehow ever since I joined VF. First is my social skills. When I was new here I didn't know exactly what to do... I don't see any point of having a profile... or even the fact that I joined. Then here comes some certain friends who made my time online worthwhile. They made me feel important, they made me feel cared for, they made me feel alive... and I am ever grateful. Now the little withdrawn kid who usually sulks by the corner keeping everything to himself now finds himself having nice normal conversations with fellow human beings. A big breakthrough indeed. I really love poetry... here's one of my works Hey, I am lonely Take me to the darkest ride To my bedroom walls I’ll sit close by My dying soul shall confide I am torn asunder Where is my needle and thread? I really need a good stitching Both my heart and my head I’m in the verge of numbness But I feel the sharp knife so bitter Let me draw it upon my veins I want to end this faster I am in misery And on top of that in torment Hand me over the stand gun I would like to feel the current Hey, I’m devastated I’m tired of writing rhymes Where is my damn razor? I’ll cut myself three times Hey, I’m dead now It’s time to say goodbye Send me word if she got sick I’d love to watch her die

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