Our biggest fear is not being inadequate, but our biggest fear is being powerful beyond measure. We do not fear darkness. But the truth is, we fear our own light.
"Our biggest fear is not being inadequate, but our biggest fear is being powerful beyond measure. We are not afraid of darkness but rather, we fear our own light."
elcome to my lair. Please Enter here of your own free will.
elcome weary traveler come into our home this night is your last to you this is unknown warm yourself by the fire rest upon my bed for when you wake to the morrow my friend you will be dead
elcome my new kindred to our ever growing clan you thirst now for blood no more are you a man listen close to my words take women by the hand let your reign of terror fill every living land
elcome weary traveler as this tale begins anew one never knows what fate has in store for you
elcome My kindred, thank you for joining us. I hope you stay here will be most pleasant. Here we gather to chat and build our Court.
"could beauty hurt? A rose is not a rose without a thorn. Being a living doll with a pretty face is not always a blessing. For people tend to look only at your appearance without realizing your true worth. I had then realized, some things hurt just because they are too beautiful."
User Id: The_Gothess
Status: Single
Occupation: Massive Multiplayer Online Role-Playing Game Moderator
Account Status: VF Addict
Date of Birth: December 30, 1989
Sex: Female
Orientation: Straight
Age: 19
Location: Royal Lady ov Chateau de Lesseps
Hobbies and Interests: COSPLAYING!!!!!!!!! :333 drawing, reading regencynovels, jamming with my band, playing role playing games
Books: By Anne Rice: † interview with the vampire † the feast of all saints † cry to heaven † the vampire lestat † the queen of the damned † the witching hour † the tale of the body thief † lasher † violin † exit to eden † the vampire armand † merrick † the goddess pandora † taltos
Books by Debbie Raleigh: † My Lord Vampire † My Lord Eternity † My Lord Immortality
Books by Annette Curtis Klause: † The Silver Kiss † Blood and Chocolate
Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter † Obsidian Butterfly † Narcissus in Chains † Cerulean Sins † Incubus Dreams
Books by Christine Feehan: † Dark Challenge † Dark Fire † Dark Legend † Dark Possession
† Watchers in the Night - Jenna Block † Wicked Fantasy - Nina Bangs
Movies: † final fantasy:advent of the children † final fantasy:the spirits within † Interview with the Vampire † Queen of the Damned: Mother of all Vampires † Underworld † Underworld Evolution † Van Helsing † Blood Rayne † Shakespeare in Love † A Midsummer Night's Dream † Sleepy Hollow † The Fifth Element † Ever After † Dracula 2000 † Moonlight † Young Ivanhoe † Silent Hill † The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen † Tombraider Cradle of Life † Resident Evil Apocalypse † Resident Evil Extinction † Resident Evil Nemesis † Night of the Living Dead † Edward Scissorhands † The Crow † Hellboy † Blade 1 † Blade 2 † Blade Trinity † Howard The Duck † Cleopatra † The Iron Mask † Romeo and Juliet † Cinderella † Phantom of the Opera † Zorro † Daredevil † Stardust † Moments of Love † Eternity
"A true music lover is not measured on how many instruments you can play, on how well he sings, and on how much lyrics he had memorized. But on your being versatile, your openness to any kind of music, and on your showing of respect to other listeners by not criticizing their choice of music."
This is the list of groups I am moshing to. Check out their profile here in vf.
A esma Daeva A ural Vampire C radle of Filth Dem ether Dimmu Borgir Dr aconian Dream a Echoes of Eternity G regorians H IM L acuna Coil N ox Arcana T heatres des Vampires Ther ion Transentience Tr istania Tv angeste W ithin Temptation
"As I grow old, my realizations about life became deeper. Problems get bigger, situations get complicated, and i know you're just like me. Sometimes, we wish we could go back. Back to the only man in our life was our dad, our only bestfriend was our mom, and any pain could be healed by just a single lollipop."
The things I love:
† VAMPIRES † CHIVALRY † BLOOD † roses † corsets and dresses † boots and stilletos † books † music † computer games (lan, online, console) † ball jointed dolls † occult and sorcery † art † eyeliners and make ups † i love to tweak the color of my eyes. its originally colored green but i make it black,brown, or any color that suits me best at that time. † Also, my skin had gone too pale and white that's why i make it tanned a little bit in some of my pics.
"Mortals can't change, but i do believe they have a beast within. In some, its buried so deep they'll never feel it. In others, it stirs, and if a person can't give it a safe voice, it warps, and rots, and breaks out in evil ways. They may not be able to change, but they still can be the beast of their own nightmares. Its our blessing that we can exorcise those demons. Sometimes, its our curse."
The things that are an anathema to me:
† posers † religious hypocrites † emo and hippie kids † ill mannered beings † hot and dirty places † beauty cults † Those who requests lay-out from me then taking my credits off. Do not steal my works (pictures, lay-outs and poems). All of them are copyrighted.
"I can't be that kinda person others want me to be. I know I can't please anybody for just being me. But for all of this, I still love the way I am. Coz I don't want to pretend as someone just to flatter anyone."
from the unfathomable depths of the blissful oblivion we arose and celebrate.. we are a union by belief.. a pack of dark souls who gather amidst the storm of confusion.. we stood tall and with the grace of a lion from the harsh lash of ridicules and criticisms from the conventional lair of wretched mortals..
we long for each other.. for this one time moment that we can unite and raise the chalice of gratitude.. it might rain outside but the fire inside in each and everyone of us can light up a thousand torches.. torches of grace and beauty.. of life and honor.. of union of souls.. of joining of bloods.. of cry for freedom..
it is definitely not the fashion, the corsets, the hats, and the make-up... not even the statement that we are strong and unyielding.. not even the solid reputation this union can reap..
it is the little voice in each and every one of us.. that says we are unique.. free from conventional morality.. of damnable uncertainty..
we are of certain.. we are the creatures of the night.. of the velvet black of the sky.. of the crimson hue of blood
we should be one..
raise the chalice in your delicate and frail hands.. cheers to us..
i'll howl for you human boy. i'll hunt you in my girls skin but i'll celebrate and make you bleed for me. just me..
"I'll be here. Why? I'll be waiting here. For what? I'll be waiting for you. So, if you come here, you'll find me. I promise."
mirror, mirror show to me him whose lover i will be.
what does any lady wish more than a handsome hero? what good roast meat upon her dish without a handsome hero? for oh, a lady cannot abide without a hero by her side, by her side, a hero.
a lady may have a fine circle of friends all of the finest station, theater and balls she attends but she's saddest in the nation for, oh, a lady cannot abide without a hero by her side, by her side, a hero.
will any man do to assuage her desire to have a hero by her? no, he must be willing to leap through fire and challenge dragons for her. for, oh, a lady cannot abide without a hero by her side by her side, a hero.
be gone, ye men of timid hue, a lady needs a hero find a villain and run him through, to prove that you're a hero! for, oh, a lady cannot abide without a her by her side, by her side, a hero.
prove yourself through fire and steel, sir, prove that you're a hero. then before you a lady might kneel, sir, kneel before a hero! for, oh, a lady longs to abide with a true hero by her side. by her side, a hero.
The moon will always call to me, and i'm fine with that..
I can see it shining bright outside. But my moon is already here, beside me, in my arms..
This are the lists of cults I belonged into. Feel free to join them if you like.
The Royal Empire Visual-Kei Delusional_Layouts Vampire Kingdom Final Fantasy Square Enix xCosplay
"The sheer beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The sheer beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where her love resides."
In the short span of time that I'd stayed here in VF, i had already won several contests from the cults I've belonged to. Here's my winning entries and it's awards.
Award: Best Vampire Motto Cult: The Royal Empire Life is but a Dream on the way to Death
"Power. Am I looking for power? Eversince the day that I saw your face, I somehow knew that we would be together. I was never lonely because you were there. It felt like those days would last forever. We walked along the same paths because, we chose life and death together. I believe in you, always. Because we shared so much. You will never age for me. Won't fade, won't die."
This is the list of the people that I adore here in VF. They'd been very good to me, help me in little ways they can. So in return, this is done to pay tribute and homage to them.
Illumina Cassul My sister in heart. She has been very dear and good to me. And i love her being that way. =]
"I have not yet found the winding path that'll lead me to my true illumination. But this huge and massive ball of life seems to go on by, laying all the true answers to my very naked eyes. They're begging me to be careful shall I chose to hop in, and continue the raging battle the ancient history has laid"
elcome to my lair.
