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| Everyone is always asking what my screen name means so ill give you the story of what it means to me ok. Try living your whole life and everyday always being sick, everyone bossing you around treating you like your helpless and treating you like your not allowed to do shit and they always use the same stupid ass lame excuse (i have diabetes). Anyway so all my life ive been pushed to the side, teased, beaten down emotionally and my self confidence has literally been torn from me and that has been used against be on a daily basis for a very long time. for many years now im always being treated like im 100% fucking helpless. well guess what, IM NOT! im a very strong both mentally and physically person. Id like to join the army basic training schedule without being a liability to them. Id just like to tag along during the training. For many reasons really. i tend to alot of the time be lasy and an asshole. id like to join because i want to be more than a good person and i want a whole new me. and i want to do it just to show to everyone im not helpless and a fuckup loser that has a disorder that most use as an excuse to live off the rest of the usa instead of workin like a normal person and living life. i hate that i always get turned down from jobs or fired just because i have a body part that dont work correctly. i feel disowned and pushed to the side like a fucking white trash fuck up. well im not. i am a person that very smart and very capable of doing anything any other regular person can or possibly do it better. anyway to add to the story sense ive matured to liking the opposite sex and the what not ya know, ive always been left, dumped, or just pushed aside for always no real reason and or for to be replaced by some other lame excuse. i fucking hate it and i hate life and how so many are so damn blind and treat everyone else so bad like its an ok thing to do. well i have feelings and i have loved many and all i ever did was do my best to make em happy and always treat them as if they were my lifeline, many were my lifeline sort of speak for the longest time, and all i got back was heartache, and treated like i never existed, more like a fucking toy for there time being. i have all these feeling bunched up inside because i have no real people that i can trust to talk about these feelings without being judged or treated like a fucking psycho fuck. the real meaning to takeawaymypain is take away all this pain and hurt from my whole life and be true to me and finally listen to me and be here for me and not ever leave me or hurt me like everyone else has. That or please just put a fucking loaded gun to my face and do me that favor instead of hurting me like everyone else has done all my life. If you have any questions or comments for me please ask them or message me please. im here for anyone that would like to talk about anything but dont expect for me to share my true feelings all the sudden like ive known you. it takes time for me to do that and dont be afraid of me judging you or labeling you. thats not my thing and its one of the things i hate most in life aswell as that type of people that do those things. |
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| I like video games, computer related stuff, website designing and coding, programming, all types of music, sci-fi movies, action movies, diet pepsi, racing games, rocking out loud to my custom built stereo, animals, koolaid, puma shoes, dj'ing live |
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| labelers, judgmental people, assholes, posers, shit talkers, animal cruelty, self centered people, thefts |
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just about anything really my fav bands tho are the fallowing: godsmack, creed, mudvayne, korn, five finger death punch, slipknot, saliva, trivium, shinedown, nickelback, marilyn manson, family force 5's, 38 special, white/rob zombie, dry cell, egypt central, all american rejects, lenny kravitz, billy idol, lenard skynard, forigner, journey, the eagles, sevendust, avenged sevenfold, ashes divide, nirvana, sixx am, audioslave, sound garden
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