Hello my name is Swabby. I live in NY..I like to be who i am and not to change myself if it is physically or emotionally. i like to travel a lot and to be in the nature. i lived in israel for 15 years i moved to ny with my family because of the war and having a better life. I love my family so much that i will never replace them for someone else. I will tell you something, i read a few profiles of some pple that live in Israel and they say that they hate Israel and the language. I dont understand why, i know its not safe there but looking at the fact that the world is not safe at all these days. I really dont understand why they say and feel that way. When i left Israel, I felt and still feel that i betrayed my friends and family. My friends are in the army currently and when i talk to them on the phone or when i saw them over the holidays i started to cry, because i was so happy to see them. I think every person sould be happy with what he or she have in life,because it could be worse for him or her. If there wasnt Isreal there wasnt life for me. I feel like Israel for me is like my heart that without it i cant live. America is good country but there is no comprisson to israel. I know that here there are more opportunities in life but i have my own reasons why i dont like America.Im here just because of my parents if it wasnt for them i would leave America right now. I dont afraid to go to the army and fight against the enemies. But i dont believe that war is the solution and will never will. If i will die, i will die as someone who protected his own land and its pple. But again what are my chances to stop the war. When every terror attack i experienced i started to cry, eventhough i dont know those pple i feel they are my part of my life, culture, and land. And i think to myself what will happened if i was one of those pple. Believe me if i had the power to return to israel i would do it right now, and finally its not about the money this time.i think every jewish person or at least someone who believes in other religion should visit israel, because israel has all the cultures. No wonder Israel called the Holy Land. I believe that pple should know about other cultures in this world. We live only one time and i think we should take it for granted.We should be happy with who we are. I love to write songs and poems about life death and love. im a very nice person and caring.i would die for anyone who i care and is important in my life, i also would die for them because i feel that without them i cant survive in this world. I will tell you a small secret about me( well its not a secret anymore) I got hurt many times in my life especially by girls. I know im not attractive person at all and im very short for my age. I loved many girls in my life and they didnt like me not because who i am but because of my looks. I guess for some pple its very important but for me it isnt. What is really important about the person is what he or she has inside of him or her. im a very shy person and im too much sensitive because i cry when i have a broken heart. I dont know what love is in general, but i know what love is to me,and it is that, that person will love me as i love her, and who i am. i know im young but what can you do when pple think you like the air to them. i dont really know what is the biggest sin i did to deserve this life, but im happy that its not worse. Im not a perfect person and no one is, but i should be thankful to god that im alive and trying to do the best to be someone in this world. thank you for taking your time reading my profile.
-Israel(my love,soul,heart,and life). -my family and friends. -Photography -concerts. -sleeping. -watch movies especially comedy. -listen to music. -drawings. -write poems and songs. -dancing. -nightclubs. -education.
-pple who are not themselves. -pple who betraye other pple especially me. -pple who play with me and my emotions. -pple who say they are perfect, they are not perfect no body's perfect in this world only god. -pple who lie. - girls who play with boys, boys are not the only pigs in this world, girls can be very cruel to boys too. -pple who tells things that are wrong and not true about me. -pple who make fun of me and other pple. -pple who cheat. -losing someone who is important in my life. -pple who think they are the center of the world. -loneliness. -the most thing that really gets me upset is racism i really dont like it and i hope someday all the religions in the world will understand each and will live in peace. -Cry from a broken heart.
-Israeli rock -electro -dark electro -goth -EBM -synthpop -future pop -industrial -noise -new age -heavy,black,death metal -trance -psy trance -dance -techno -house -new wave -dark wave -80's -euro dance -euro house -euro techno -rave