I'm nice so talk to me.

I'm also really fucking wierd and I tend to say the first thing that pops into my head without thinking about it. If you have a problem with that well... too bad for you I guess is all I can really say, it's not going to make me any different.

Yeah, I am bisexual. I support gays and lesbians completely. I believe we need to end the bigotry and hate before more lives are broken or lost altogether.

I like to shake things up. I say whatever comes to mind, and a lot of the time I just do it because it makes me laugh when people freak out. I'm sorry to offend, I just think it's funny. It's really hard to actually piss me off, so if you respond to what I say with things like "ur ugly" or "shut the fck up bitch" it really won't bother me or make me angry. All it does is shown that I've bothered you or made you angry, in which case you should actually answer me instead of throwing down meaningless insults. It carries a lot more weight and means you can handle yourself maturely, which I respect.

I was married. The person I was with disappointed me in the end. Stole my tuition money from me and lied about it, but I know the score now.

Against my better judgements there is someone who has my heart in a vice. In two weeks' time, he will be packing his belongings and leaving me behind, just like every other person before him who's made me feel this way.

I hope that after this, I'll stop believing in love.

Every time I'm left behind, I fucking pray that if I never have another wish granted, that at least will come true.

On a brighter note, I'm a student hair stylist attending a cosmetology school in a funky neighborhood just outside downtown in my city. I love the block and I love the people. I have an apartment with my best friend downtown. I work as the assistant manager of a giant fucking indoor paintball field also outside of downtown. I just recently got a car, a 2003 mitsubishi eclipse GT, and it's sexy as phuck. I'm going out to install subwoofers in it today. Life's coming together but I need more people to jam with.

I chew on the ends of my guitar picks when I'm bored or nervous... I have to buy new picks a lot...I pour the milk before the cereal...I sterylize needles and do all my own piercings because I like the sound of the sinews tearing... many people think that's odd or disgusting but c'est la vie, that's how it goes. I hate these things... I never know what to say.

I'm the lead singer of the most kickass girl's rock band in the whole fucking world, and that's possibly the most important thing I can tell you. Music goes beyond being a hobby for me. It's my passion in life. There's nothing more invigorating and amazing than standing on a stage with the overhead lights blinding you and people yelling for you to start playing because they want to hear your music... there's lots of other things I like to do, of course, but none that give me the same rush.

There once was a gypsy boy and I loved him more than life and now he's gone to wander or to die. The past loves to play tricks on us.

I'm great at friendships and hopeless at relationships. I have a problem with attachment. I tend to lose interest just at the same pace as other people get more interested in me. Everyone thinks they're going to be the one to change me, and they won't be. None of them. Just to clear that up. I gave up on ever finding someone who could a long time ago, but the person I'm with now makes me believe it could be possible. And that is more than I ever thought I would say, so I suppose he's kind of like my angel, in a strange and ironic sort of way.

Other than that, I like artistic stuff. I played soccer for 8 years until I got tired of it, but now I spend hours and hours every day playing guitar. If you play anything, you know what I mean when I say its fucking amazing to master a really hard piece, and the longer it takes to get it right the better it feels when you do. I love drawing, painting, sketching, and my favorite medium is probably charcoal. I recreate nature, people, and just anything that catches my interest that I would like to freeze in time. That's what I think art really does. I also love photography. Je parle un peu de Francais. I also love writing... I usually get 100 pages into a novel before I lose interest and start another one, though, so I don't know if that will ever work out. ^_^

If you want to buy me a Premium Membership I would probably ask you what the hell is wrong with you and tell you to go buy something useful for yourself.

Anyway, enough about me. Chances are you're bored as hell if you actually read this far. Leave me a comment so I can say hi, because you are (probably?) a very nice person that I would like to know =)

If you wanna know more, you'll have to ask me yourself.