I've neglected this page forever but I am back and thought wow, its still here and so 15.Not that it is to odd and random, I think I used the word torment a few to many times or something. So lets talk about something else. first thing to go, PLURR.
PLURR
PEACE LOVE UNITY RESPECT RESPONSIBILITY
It was kewl once appon a time its true but I'm not going to tattoo it on my site. When the human race can unite hell will freeze over. You know how many raves I went to where there was 0 respect, no responsibility, and Peace? I don't know how so many fights could come from so many people rolling their brains out. But there were. blarg, so much to say. Actualy talking is such a better way to get to know someone, drop me a comment or IM me sometime! OR wander your eyes through the rest of my profile.
My intrests and... stuff.
Firedancing
I like to call it fire dancing though really its called poi. Its the only form of dance I really get into. Anything with flying lights. Hehe and fire! Its quite an expiriance. The music in the background, warmth of the fire radiating from the chains, the lights and fire strobing around you, the smell of kerosene and the fluidity of motion. Its calming. And it looks soo kewl hehehE!
Paintball
I never really got over playing army games from when I was a kid so, paintball seems like an obvious source of entertainment. Right? You know it! Don't lie to your self, embrase the paintbally wonderness!! For it is.... fun.... wow, how profound a word that is... fun.... E for effort (thats almost an F... EEP!). Anyway, paintball rawx!! I'm playing with a Tippman M98 Custom with response, double trigger and a 16 inch rifled barrel But I'd like to get my hands on a wisper barrel. Tactical paintabll if my favorite, speedball is to expensive... I'd rather play with ten rounds a game (though I rarely do) than play with 2000 rounds a game and use it all. I haven't played for years actually, work sucks up my time, OOH RAH and stuff. Hopefully I'll get to play more in the future. We'll see what happens!!
With all that said, I must depart for my mind wanders like a herd of mooey beasts!
Likes
Technology, gaming, Role playing, middnight activities (graveyard walks, hiking), Mixing Music, listening to music, recording music for friends bands, snowboarding and skiing, camping, driving, drinking with friends.
Dislikes
pink, umm.... Loss of thought (like rightnow).... KILLER CHICKENS!! Hate those creaps. Ever played Deus Ex Invisilbe war? Killer chickens are real. *nods afirmatively* Anywhos, I really can't stand the steriotyping thing, hopefully its going away over the years. "I'm goth" or "fucking Emo's". what ever, seriously. Steriotyping drives everyone apart, everyone one is a hypocrate in one way or another. Lets just forget goth, emo, punk, what ever and just be who we are. Focus on being who you want to be and if somebody wants to do the whole fitting in thing let them wear themselves out and realize they are who they are. Sounds all hippy but god, this angsty childish blah blah moo thing drives me crazy. I really hope this has changed over the years.
Favorite Music
Craddle of Filth, Nightwish, Disturbed, Linkin Park, Thousand Foot Crutch, Classical, Techno, trance, rave and home mixed techno,MUDVAYNE, Otep, Demon Hunter, killswitch Engaged, KMFDM and more loud demonic like music your mom hates. And I like music in general
These are only a speck of my over all love for music. My musical tastes are quite eclectic, I listen to just about everything but some of that hipy era stuff. And ICP, drives me crazy. ANd they have a following of lost souls that just want somewhere to fit in. However, my true love lies within stronge bass and contrasting stronge treble sound. I love the soothing sound of classical and the electrical sound of techno. I could bring myself into a trance listening to deep reverberating bass which is one of my favorite feelings. Like the first 20 feet at a skinny Puppy Concert :) AWOSOME! I love the sound of violins. Mix the violin, some classical sounding synth melody to a driving techno rythem and I'll be in hevean.
AAAHHHH MUST BEAT HEAD AGAINST WALL!!!!
May I note, that at random times things like this (read above) happened to me often as an older teen, however, as you grow older you find you have head aches much more and memory loss is soon to come. Save yourself the problems don't beat your head against the wall. A message braught to you by the Never Beat Your Head Organization. Ok damn that was random as shit.
Says I, Now we're getting somewheres, I don't know where quite yet but I'm sure I'll know when we get there and I know for sure we will be there and not here. Though when we're there at that time we will be here. Moo says I now. Do you not agree? You had better or you'll face my sporken army of doom!! And stuff...thats all stuff like in its stuffyness. "GOD SAVE THE POPE!!" *looks around for voice and walks off* *click clack click clack screams disapear into the darkness*
What can I say, I don't like journals right now. So... Heres the Otto watch!!! oh boy and everyone cares right? Well, I care so there and if you don't read it... well staples and ducktape will secure your fate!... maybe... SO READ IT!!! and stuff...
update
I haven't updated this for years damn hehe. I've dedicated 5 years of my existance to the Marine Corps which has treated me well but I'm done in about 1 year and I'm going to be otto again, not Silies get to finally make my own life decisions I'll get to go to college and probably won't even need to work thanks to that GI bill.
Thoughts
My plans? Plans change I know this well so no plans. Just hopes. But hopes can get to your head. So at what point do you realize to not look forward to anything? Like that will ever happen. Life is crazy hopes are high dreams are ahead, somewhere, I have more school ahead of me, and dreams of owning and running clubs, Djing, loving the high life. HAHA funny how that turned out. Clubs DJing and stuff? Didn't think I'd be 11 time zones away toating an M4 I'll never shoot tracking maintenance and pushing papers in afghanistan. Funny how life works. No I will be going to school maybe for a degree somewhere in cyber crime or something. We shall see.
So everyone does quizes so why the heck not, I'll do a few too... I guess... conform right? Not meh, well heres one anyway.
You are Craig, you're silent, mysterious, and EVIL
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