Vampire Elegy

[Verse 1:]
All alone... I am a shadow in the dark
All alone... Afraid to touch the light
All alone... Outcast in my own skin

[Chorus:]
hiding in my cave
afraid of the light
my home is my grave
alone in the night

the world's against me
they don't understand
you can set me free
take me by the hand

[Verse 2:]
All alone... In my coffin closed to this world
All alone... In scilence in my cave
All alone... I want you here with me

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
Been dead for so long
Everything feels so wrong
I need you like blood
I am pleading for love
Save me

[Chorus]

For Once to Feel Whole

I don't know where to go from here
looking for something not there
all I want is for once to feel whole

there's something missing I know
I feel so alone
and time drags by slow

I don't understand
the feeling of bliss
but I know inside
it's nothing like this
it's nothing like this

I see the life around me
just beyond my reach
forbidden fruit in the tree
looks tasty to me

I don't understand
the feeling of bliss
but I know inside
it's nothing like this

I just want to know
what it's like to feel whole
maybe for a second
to lose control

I just want to know
what it's like to love
witness the life it gives
I feel dead inside

Thunder after Lightning

[Intro:]
listen to the thunder
lightning drawing near
thunder after lightning
screaming in your ear

[Chorus:]
blade is not the start
cut is not the wound
blood is not the loss
scars are not the end

[Verse 1:]
you hide behind your wall of lies
disguise the fall to your demise
by forcing smiles that want to cry

[Verse 2:]
you brace yourself awaiting bane
behind the barriers and chains
so weak from tyranny and pain

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
can't prevent the past
can't fix shattered glass
but the storm can pass

[Chorus 2:]
blades don't cause problems
scars don't tell it all
listen to thunder
tear down your brick wall

thunder after lightning

[Outro:]
listen to the thunder
fading from your life
look towards the future
embrace the sunlight

Deep Emptiness

intro:
sexual temptation
physical stimulation
deep emptiness

verse:
seek to feel complete
emptiness runs deep
you're mindless and weak
our future looks bleak

filthy lies swallowed
so blindly follow
what you think you feel,
is hollow

chorus:
victims pray in vain
begging got to save
gave you soul to sell
building you own hell

no heaven above
no hell below
heaven and hell are in your head
don't waste your life as though you're dead

verse:
disgusting disease
you slowly conceive
your false thoughts believed
deny the help you need

there is no excuse
this is what you choose
when you think you win,
you lose

[chorus]

bridge:
feel them heed and obey
see them hate and shiver
full of greed, full of shame

hear them weep in pain
feel them quake and quiver
full of greed, full of shame
deep emptiness

there's no excuse
there's no excuse
there's no excuse

someone's daughter, someone's son
someone's baby, someone's mom

outro:
victims pray in vain
begging god to save
there's no excuse

In the Light of Hope

in the wind, in the rain
without a house to stay
in the wet, in the cold
the aftermath of the storm

in the heat of the sun
but the damage can't be undone
in the shadow of the night
wondering when it will feel right

in the darkest of days
we'll stand together always
in the light of hope
helping those who need it most

One Rose

One dead rose stands in my room.
Eleven others tossed away,
only this one remains.

Even dead, this rose is beautiful.
It's once red petals turned to burgundy.
It now faces down, it lost strength long ago.

One dead rose stands in my room.
It's delicate, but I still keep it.
And I will still keep it,
until no bond is left.

Valentine Mine

what's wrong?
what's wrong he asked me x3
what's wrong?

something's wrong but I don't know
I am confused
it doesn't feel right

what's wrong he asked me
but I stood scilent
he walked away

febuary fourteenth
scilenced with a click
he refuses me

turning outside in
a phone to my ear
and burning wet eyes

I lay in by bed
as you're out with friends
I cry to myself
and bury my head

most romantic day
passing once a year
I wish you would stay
I wish you were here