I don't believe in atheism. Sapientia et virtus in domo ejus et scentia omnium rerum manet apud eum in seculum seculi.
Status: This is my body - exhausted...
Sex: male Age: 26 Location: Flint...Near Chester,
Flintshire, United Kingdom
Member since: September 13, 2004 Account: Free Account Orientation: Pansexual In a relationship with:Aeona_Bee Occupation: Accounts
Hello there. I am Xian, or indeed Bop, Xian being Christian with the 'Christ' replaced with an 'X'...as in done with 'Xmas'. It's origins are greek/Roman...but I shalln't go into that at this time. Bop as in the the rhythmic nodding of the head to a beat. I live in a smallish town in North Wales with my fiance, Toni and my son, Alfie. I'm potentially two different people in the same body. One extremely happy/silly and care-free. The other is sensible/philosophical and so forth. Often I maintain a balance of the two but occasionally one becomes more dominant. Bop plays keyboards/synths in a band called Buzz Bop...please listen and have a happy! Xian plays Keyboards/Piano in a band called Torture Garden.
I am a quiet, reserved creature who gives the impression that I don't like anyone. This is kind of true, but I do try to make an effort with people, especially if they're making the effort with me. Depending what your messages say to me, you could end up talking with either Bop or Xian...although it will probably bit bits of both for the most part.
I'm not too fussed about the whole labels thing and how people are trying to be unique, whilst trying desperately to seek acceptance at the same time. I see faults/irritations in almost every trend around, but you are free to label me whatever you like. I've never had nor wanted to be accepted into the modern world anyway. Having said that, I would love to meet people out there who share my views on life. In this scientific world of practical people, believing everything the god of television tells them, and with most of the people that do claim to believe in a god being more interested in sex, money, gossip and possessions than anything of any real significance...It can get a little boring for people like me. I have a strong interest in religion and the occult, particularly in the Crowley and John Dee areas. I study Enochian magic, and spend a lot of my spare time reading/thinking on the matter. For the record, I have very little interest in the ever popular wicca, I believe very much in God IHVH (although I disagree strongly with many religious beliefs), and I have no desire to be 'dark' or 'evil'. Think what you will of me, it matters not.
If you message/comment me, I will almost always reply, even if you send me a message claiming to rate me a 10 when I don't even have a rating bar (a bit silly though, and shows how little attention you gave me). I think it's rude to not reply to someone who has made an effort to talk to you (even if it's not much effort). Also, I don't particularly like people adding me as a friend without even talking to me, but I won't delete you for it. It's really not that important and I'm not sure why people make a big deal about such things.
Regarding cult invites: I don't mind receiving them if it's for a cult you think I may actually enjoy, not just because you're trying to look good by increasing your numbers. ...Although I guess those who send out random invites to majority-pleasing groups won't read this anyway, so I'm wasting my time here. But I've written it now, so it may as well stay in.
Likes
To name but a few: Angels/Daemonology Anime/Manga � Tokko, Tactics, Love Hina, Chobits, Vampire Hunter D, Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, Neon Genesis Evangelion, and so forth� Comedians � Eddie Izzard, Harry Hill, Bill Bailey & Dylan Moran. Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Shadow Hearts, Shin Megami Tensei & Various other RPG�s Firefly/Serenity (Best Sci-Fi ever) Houmous Japanese Culture and how it fuses technology, spirituality & humour Making Music My Gorgeous fiance My lovely little man My Synthesisers & Guitar Religious/Occult Texts � Particularly Relating to the Judeo-Christian beliefs, Golden Dawn and Enochian Silent Hill, Project Zero (Fatal Frame), Resident Evil, Siren and Various other Survival Horror games
Dislikes
In no particular order: Body Hair, Addictions (including drugs, smoking, sex, food, alcohol, TV, music) - I don't think anyone is free if there is something they can't go without...not that anyone really wants to be free anyway, The ever-irritating Emo craze, Boring Indie Rock bands that persist in popping up everywhere, LaVeyan Satanists (AKA gothic atheists), Camp people (I think I'm scared of them), Swearing (Over-used), Chavs, Fashion/trends, Application cults (I cannot believe people actually bother with them. And how others must feel to be rejected simply because of some power-crazed idiots playing God on a free website, pathetic!), Being hearded in public places like sheep, Crowds (or anywhere with more than a few people in sight), Science and how we accept what we are taught by scientists as fact without finding truths for ourselves, Money and how people's lives have a value (The irony that I'm a trainee accountant!), Humanity (generally), Mushrooms, Snuff-style Horror movies where people kill people in the sickest way possible, Mainstream anything, the arrogance that tends to come from magicians and like-minded people who actually use their brains and think for themselves (I'm most certainly guitly of that myself, unfortunately), Nu-Metal, Shock metal/punk and the wanting to be evil image, Pollitical correctness and how it favours certain areas of religions and race over others, Governments and the rich & powerful who run the world. I think that's pretty much everyone offended now!
Favorite Music
Aion Amorphis Anathema Angelzoom Art of noise
Blue Man Group Buzz Bop
Daath Daemonarch Dark Tranquillity Depeche Mode D'espairsRay Devo Diary of Dreams Dir En Grey
Eden House Eisbrecher Eisheilig Enya
Fields of The Nephilim Future Sound of London
Gary Numan Girugamesh
Hanzel und Gretyl Human League (Early stuff)
Jean Michel Jarre John Foxx
Kraftwerk
Lacrimosa Last Rites LucyFire
The Mad Capsule Markets Megaherz Moonspell Mortiis My Dying Bride
N.F.D. NIN
The Orb
Paradise Lost Peter Gabriel Peter Murphy Polysics The Prodigy