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i don't want to begin with my name, like everyone else... so... i think let's begin with a lovely


F.U.C.K. Y.O.U.
fuck you


if u don't like me, so go on, but be sure, i won't care.
so. i'm sorry, maybe this was a impolite start.. so. let's go on.. polite^^
i'm jan
but i hate this name. you can call me janush or whatever you want^^
i don't really know what i should say about me..
at first, i'm full of contrasts. i am very paradoxial.
i am:
very thougtful and philosophic.
childish and stupid.
a good friend, always there for you.
in love with details.
a narcisstic asshole. (yes i love me, get over it)
a liar and a acter, make my life to a theatre-stage.



i can easily fall in love but its hard for me to hate.



eerm ... i tell a bit about my secondhand-life.
i live in a little boring town in germany.
i dream of a life in a big city.



my birthday is at the 14. february, the Valentinesday
i love spring and autummn.
i get good marks at school.
i use kajal.
usually, love makes me sad.
poetry is my passion.
i like girls and boys the gender don't lead my love.
klichees and stereo types are horrible.
often im happy or unhappy without a reason.
im a shopaholic.
acoustic versions of songs are my drugs.
most of my friends are girls.
i enjoy the sound and the air of rainy days.
and im a fuckin dreamer

maybe it sound a bit strange - but i've got a handful dreams. and they keep me alive. i think everyone should have goals and hopes.

and hell yeah
sometimes, i live in lies and dreams.
but fuck.
i also love the reality
i love the world, with all colours
usually, i really like my life.
and always, i love my friends.

ive got REAL friends
they mean ALL to me.
everyone of them takes a special place in my heart. and as long as i have them, noone can shatter my heart into pieces.
i try my best to help them, cause i know, they are there for me.

my goals sound simple (like love, friendships etc ^^) but theyre very important to me.
i only want to have a special life.
my own life.


i'm not an emo.
i'm not a fake.
i'm not ANYTHING
i am only myself.
get it?

i don't want to be like someone else, i just want to be me. and i always try to be individual!
i make my own profiles (even draw the backgrounds) and i love them.
my style is expression for me.
i love to design shirts and i wear them all the time^^ maybe its a kind of making yourself art ô.o
cause i loooove arts , i write a looot - poems, thougts and storys. its my passion since i CAN write.
an other hobby is to draw. and i love to play theatre! it's very cool to be someone else from yourself
i like creative people and people who think in other ways than the crowd :) i love all things wich are special and weird.
i don't like copies (every kind of fakes...)

please put the word IDIOT in your COMMENT so i know, that youre not only interested in my pics. so ill reply you.

i wrote already to much. -.- i'm sorry.
so, i'm going to end this text. about me.
i dont know how..
let's be friends :D
you, know, life is a circle, so

fuck you

again